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White lily gets up out of bed slowly, “Good morning my flower!” Pure vanilla says, giving her a hug, white Lily sighs, “you know I’m still pissed off about—“ white Lily gasps as pure vanilla puts a finger on her lips, “I know.. I know my beautiful flower.. I just want to keep you safe though” he nuzzles his head into her shoulder to show affection. “Keep me safe from what?” Lily asks. Pure vanilla stopped. No.. she can’t find out.. not now, he thinks “just from danger..” he mutters. Lily’s curiosity grows. “Oh… ok..” she gently pets his head, looking down at him being submissive, “I love you ~” Pure vanilla says still nuzzling her. “I-I love you too too..” the flower replies back. Still confused by his submissiveness. “Ah! My flower I-i have to Go for a meeting..! I’ll be back in no time.” He gently pushes her away and gives her a kiss on the cheek before leaving. White Lily goes up to his door and locks it and sighs “I-i don’t understand?? EVEN After the academy he’s still so.. even after he stopped me he’s still.. he’s still worried? Is it ever since I opened the rift he just thinks I’ll put my self in danger??” Lily puts her hands on her face. “Just why would he be— ughhh I need to find out!” White Lily walks over to his cupboard and opens it, a secret knife she hid in there. “No.. y-you’ve been clean for.. a-a few days you should..nt.. should..not…… FUCK IT!” She slits her wrist without even thinking to take her gloves off.. the blood stained her gloves.. “no.. FUCK. AGH I’m such a FUCKING Idiot..” her breathing starts to panic.. “ok ok just don’t let vanilla see this.. or he’ll definitely not trust me.. ever..” Lily runs out the room into the bathroom too find a medkit. “THERE!!”
Slowly she takes off her glove, blood staining her leaf green gloves, the cut being quiet deep and big, almost making Lily want to throw up… “agh..” she wanted to cry as she put the bandage on he wrist, being forced to look at cracks in her dough from when she failed at dark moon magic, the blood seeped through the bandage, it was the least she could do. She puts on her glove and walks back into vanillas room, the knife still on the floor.. “I’ll just..” she picks it up and hides it in the drawer, hoping he won’t look in there. “Ah my.. it still hurts..” she sighs and lays back on the bed… “I’m so sorry..” she sighs, suddenly there’s a knock on her door, and Pure Vanilla walks in. “My lily I’m ba—“ something catches his attention real quick, the sadness on his lily’s face “my flower are you ok..?” He gracefully walks up to her and sits beside her. “White lily cookie, my flower did something happen well I was gone?” Pure vanilla gently moves her so that her head is on his lap, Lily sighs. “Nothing happened vanilla.. stop worry—“ the vanilla king interrupts her “No..! I will not stop worrying! Tell me what’s wrong.” He demanded. “Pure va—“ Lily sighs, pure vanilla gently puts his hand through her hair. “My flower.. if—“ suddenly the red stain on her glove catches his eye. He almost wanted to yell at her for wanting to hurt herself, but he knew it would make it worse. He gently grabs her arm and lays a kiss on her wrist, making the pain go away, “there, there my flower.. take your time to rest now ok..?” Pure vanilla gently tucks her in his bed, it’s only the evening but.. lily seems tired. “Good night my flower..” he lays another kiss on her forehead and falls asleep next to her, hoping she’ll never find out why he had to stop her from going to the banquet.