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You promised you'll always be there,
That I'm the only one who understands you,
That I'm a bleeding heart and you're one too,
Yet turns out I was just your spare.
Well, fuck you, your saviour complex wrapped in masochism,
And fuck your flirting disguised as friendly banter,
And your favourite animal being a black panther,
And your "misunderstood" soul that's full of narcissism.
Why get a lover with my exact same personality,
A similar face, yet she's better simply because
She's a man hater, makes you feel special, it gnaws
At me 'cause you want a challenge, brutality.
She's an online girlfriend too, you dumb fuck,
And she's emotionally abusive, the "bullying"
Made her this way, a bitch that thinks pulling
At your heart strings, will heal her, good luck.
Can't you see sobbing to me ain't healthy at all?
I tried to tell you but you said it was true love so I
Stayed silent, a witness to your own suicide, my
Glass bones breaking trying to carry your fall.
And now that I fixed your excuse of a relationship
She got jealous, she knows she's in the wrong,
But won't admit I'm smarter emotionally and strong
Is her will over you, so now she got a tighter, honeyed grip.
Made you promise not to talk to me again, how "clever"
But we met accidentally and I can see it in your eyes
You're in sick denial, you know it hurts, it cries
Your romantic side, it yearns for what it got never.
Went over her laws and couldn't help yourself,
Charmed me again, apologised, explained shyly
That we'll be fine when she calms down, dryly
I smile for I know it's a foolish hope placed on a shelf.
But you know what? I'm done playing the safe haven
Of all those hurt by the world, if when they get up again
They spit in my face and shred me to bits, since when
Am I the saviour of those dumb just because I'm maven?
Deal with the shit you plunged into despite my warning
And don't come cryin' to me for a hug and a kiss,
You had your chance, this is the train you'll miss,
And now all that remains is to remember every morning.