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Peter and MJ had been staring at each other for minutes. Peter just returned to Frank’s bunker to stop Jean Grey’s attacks in one of the DODC buildings and have her arrested. Saving Banner, Metzger, and others in the building.
But when he came back, he saw MJ staring at him. She was also holding a piece of paper. But not just a piece of paper, it was the letter that Peter was supposed to read to MJ and Ned all those years ago but left. She read the whole thing.
She doesn’t know how to feel about it. When she saw Spider-Man coming back, she demanded an explanation and him to remove his mask. Peter complied and soon took off the mask. He told her that she and Ned knew him before. But after the spell, the two forgot about him.
He told her that he had promised her and Ned to come back after the spell, but left them for their safety and that he loves her. And he still does to this day. MJ just stares at him with disbelief. All those times that she felt missing in her entire life. All those times why she knew Spider-Man more than anyone and yet didn't even know the man behind the mask. All those times that she might actually fall in love with him. She doesn’t know what to say for so many minutes.
She finally spoke. “Look, I get it, what you did must be important for me and Ned’s safety. And I can see why I might have fallen in love with you before. But I don’t love you, because I don’t know you.”
Peter’s face saddens but he’s slowly accepting that-
“And because you left me pregnant.”
Peter froze and his eyes widened.
He had a child?
MJ was pregnant?
“Y-you were pregnant?” He asked.
“Yes and you left me with a baby in my womb.” She replied.
“H-how long?”
“I was pregnant in 2024 and then gave birth the following year.”
“What if he’s not mine?”
“Well, he looks like you with your hair and face features.”
“H-he?”
“Yes. He’s your baby.”
Peter collapsed on the floor, his knees landed. He started to cry. Because not only he left MJ and Ned and broke their promise to find each other after the spell. But also he impregnated MJ with his baby. A baby that he unknowingly left.
MJ went to his level and tried to comfort him. “I’m sorry, MJ.” He sobbed. “I don’t blame you to be honest. I didn’t even know that I was pregnant either.” “But I made you pregnant, you suffered a lot because of me. I’m sorry.” Peter sobbed. MJ looked at him and breathed hard. “Not really. Look, I don’t know what else to tell you, I’m sorry, but I really need to go home. And thank you for protecting me.”
“You’re welcome, MJ. You can go now.” Peter said. “Well I can’t. I left my phone at my apartment and I don’t even know this part of New York. So can you swing me back to my apartment please?” She asked. Peter grabbed her, put on his mask, and swung her back to her apartment.
When they came back, it felt quiet. “Thank you again for protecting me.” MJ said.
“You’re welcome, it’s my job to protect people.” Peter replied.
An awkward silence continued between the two. “I know that you have so many feelings right now and I get it. But do you want to come to my unit? I think you may want to see Ned.” She asked. Peter turned around. “Sure.” He said as both of them went inside.
Ned was completely shocked and excited to see Spider-Man. The two decided to build a Lego Star Wars set and had fun talking. Peter managed to have fun with Ned after four years. When Ned left the room, MJ soon talked to Peter. She showed a sketch of him and Ned building the Lego set.
“I get why you two were friends before.” MJ said.
“I know, I’ve never had this fun in a long time. I miss you guys.” Peter replied.
“Do you want to see the baby?” She asked.
He breathed hard as he remembered that he impregnated her. “Yes.”
“Okay, follow me.” Peter followed her.
They went to a small room in the unit. MJ soon closed the door. “You can remove your mask to see properly.” And so he did. There, he soon noticed a small crib that was at the end of the room. Inside of the crib, there was a three year old baby, Peter’s three year old baby. The baby was still sleeping. He soon saw the baby closer.
MJ was right, he does look like him. The same hair color, nose, and almost everything. The only difference is that the baby’s skin color is almost tanned as MJ, the hair is curly, and MJ’s ears.
“What’s his name?” Peter asked.
“Ben Watson, but we call him Benji.” MJ replied. Dear God, that’s the same name as Uncle Ben.
“He looks just like me.”
“Yes, ‘cause you’re his dad.”
“B-but how did you manage to take care of all of this?” He asked.
MJ breathed hard, all the memories of her being pregnant. “It was not easy. My parents were furious and confused on how I was even pregnant to begin with. Even though I was just confused too, I can’t remember dating someone. We all ended up thinking that I was being reckless when I went back from the Decathlon’s vacation in Europe.”
Peter finally remembered that during the months when Mysterio revealed his identity and framed him for his murder, his life was so miserable for him. But one night, he and MJ decided to go a little… fun-sy. They were just some careless teenagers during that night. He was still staring at the sleeping baby.
“How did you get to MIT?” Peter asked.
“Well I spent more than half of the first year online, since it’ll be very tiring to go to classes while I’m pregnant. I was considering getting abortion, but my parents begged me not to due to religious reasons. It was very painful when I was pregnant and raising him.” MJ replied.
Peter was sobbing again, he unknowingly left her pregnant and made her in pain for those years. “This is all my fault. I left you in pain for all those years. I ruined your chances at MIT.”
MJ still comforted him. “Hey, it’s not entirely your fault. We were both careless at the end of the day. Besides, I didn’t even know that I was even pregnant for a few months. I was still in MIT, so you didn’t ruin it all for me.”
“Was it still hard to take care of him?” He asked.
“Yes, there are multiple nights that I need to study, but Benji kept crying. Nights that I thought that I couldn’t make it.” She replied.
“I’m sorry that you had to do it all alone.” Peter cried.
“It’s okay, thankfully my parents still supported me all the way through.” She replied.
“Still, I fucked up badly for you to have been pregnant.”
“Hey, no swearing. But it’s okay, we all made mistakes. Besides, it was worth it to see Benji everyday because of you.”
Then, Benji started to wake up. “Mama?… MAMA!”
“Oh Benji, how are you?” MJ asked cheerfully.
“OoD!” Benji exclaimed.
MJ soon picked up Benji from his crib and carried him. Peter then saw Benji’s eyes. He got his eyes from him. The eyes of bambi or a doe. They look so warm, pretty and full of innocence. Something Peter used to have. And again Benji’s face looks just like him.
Soon, Benji notices Peter and points at him. “Oo’s hat?” He asked. “An old friend of mine, his name’s Peter.” MJ replied. “P-eter.” Benji said softly. “That’s right, Peter.” MJ said softly. “Loks like me!” He added.
“Well he does look like you!” MJ replied.
Peter was just staring at MJ with awe as she was carrying her (or they’re?) baby in her arms.
“M-may I carry him?” Peter asked.
“Sure, but be careful.” MJ replied, Peter nodded, and she carefully gave Benji to him.
Peter was soon carrying him. Benji looks so happy to see him. “Hello little fella.” Peter said softly. “You lok jus like me!” Benji exclaimed. Peter chuckled at what Benji said. “I do, don’t I?” He said. Benji’s hands soon covered both of Peter’s cheeks and gave him a big smile. “You lok ool!” “Thanks.” Peter replied and smiled at him.
But he still feels sad that this kid didn’t grow up with a father, which is him. But he knew MJ did her best into raising this boy. But it’s still sad that he didn’t know about all of this. But then again, he’s now happy to see his healthy baby boy.
“Cute isn’t he?” MJ asked.
“Yes he is. But I wished I knew about this sooner.” Peter replied.
“Well at least, you get to know him. Some dads don’t even bother to notice their children.”
“You can say that. I really want to be a part of this kid’s life.” He said.
“Then I’ll let you.” MJ replied.
“Really?” He asked.
“Yes.” She responded.
“Thank you MJ, I miss you and Ned.” Peter said softly. “You’re welcome, Peter.” MJ said as she stepped closer and hugged Peter, while he’s still carrying Benji.