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Wednesday
3am,16,05,2020
Argentina
Oikawa Tooru had always had a little problem with his image.He had hated the way he acted,looked,sounded for so long yet his best friend would always be there to help him out of that mindset,but now that he’s alone who would help him…now?
Tooru.
At the sound of his first name he snapped his head toward the entrance to the gym,he had hoped to find his beloved iwa-chan there but the only thing he had found was darkness..it broke him.He wanted to finally be able to hug his best friend like he used to and he wanted to finally confess his undying love for him.
It had been such a long time since he had last thought of something else than Iwaizumi Hajime.
Too-….Tooru.
Oikawa finally snapped out of it to look at the person standing infront of him.
Makun?What are u doing here?
I was about to ask u the same thing.Why are u in here at 3 fucking am?
Tooru avoided Kenjis gaze,trying to come up with a reasonable excuse to be in the gym at 3 am,but nothing came into his mind.He needed to lie,just one more time.He couldn’t break down now..not when he’s this close to achieve his long awaited dream.
I just Uhm..Uh..I was just trying to….
He couldn’t come up with anything good.He didn’t want Kenji to find out!! Not now.Not ever.Tooru just wanted to keep it hidden,why was that so hard.
Oikawa u need to stop overworking yourself.The whole Damm country already knows no ones going to be able to beat u.You don’t need to get better.Remember I’m saying this for your own good,Don’t let it get to ur head.
mhm..
Tooru didn’t think long after that,he cleaned up and quickly took his jacket before rushing home.He needed to call Iwaizumi.
Dont.let.it.get.to.your.head.
Oikawa was way to stubborn to try and see it in another way.no. He couldn’t even think of any other way.Couch was right Tooru was way to distracted by all this shit going on. He had to take this call.make it worth it.
He needed to hear Iwaizumi and finally confess to him after all this time of no contact.
Calling…💗Iwa-chan💪
Tooru:Haji-
Hajime:What do u want Oikawa.
Tooru froze.Whats up with him using Oikawas family name..?
Tooru:Please listen-
Hajime:No.What gives u the right to call me after all these years? U haven’t even token one of my fucking calls.Do u know how much I needed u these past years!?
Tooru:Hajime…I didn’t get any calls-
Hajime:STOP WITH UR BULLSHIT.ITS NOT LIKE YOUVE GOTTEN A NEW NUMBER.
Tooru:Haji-Iwaizumi..Please..just let me explain..!
Hajime:No.Dont ever call me again.We are done(Papa!! Who are u talking to?)
Tooru:..Who was that..?
Hajime:None of ur business.(Baby cmon let’s go now(Aoi)
Call ended..by 💗iwa-chan💪
Tooru broke down,he didn’t expect this outcome.And…And he has a family,with Aoi-san? “did she plan all this? THAT BITCH. Wh-why…I thought u were my friend Sora..”
Thursday
2 pm,28.06.2020
Argentina
Tooru hadn’t come out of his house for 1 whole Month.He was actively starving himself..(lost 11.3 pounds)He wasn’t worth eating,neither was his body..He also hasn’t come to practice.He hasn’t been able to move out of bed either.
10 Missed calls from 🌸Kaito-san☺️
Incoming call…from 🌸Kaito-san☺️
Gosh…Oikawa was so tired and..and he didn’t even want to answer but it was kai after all…He pulled himself together and answered the call..
Tooru:Kai..?
Kaito:Gosh finally.I have been worried sick for SO LONG.
Tooru:I’m sorry…I-i didn’t mean to make u worry-
Kaito:Ruru u don’t sounds so well..are u okay?!
Tooru:mhm…
Kaito:im coming over.No discussion
Tooru:No-
Call ended by 🌸Kaito-san☺️
ughhh..normally Oikawa would be stressing over how it looks in his apartment,yet he couldn’t bring himself to get out of bed and clean up.Did He get lazy…?
Not long after there were some noises at the door,before a tall guy walked in,holding up the spare keys and tossing them aside,quickly after The taller’s steps were heard rushing towards Toorus Bedroom.
Kaito:Oh god Tooru..
Kaitos eyes couldn’t help but notice Toorus small waist..
Kaito:Please tell me u haven’t been starving yourself.Tooru u need to eat something.
Tooru:No…I’m not hungry
Kaito:Let me take care of u.I don’t need to know what happened if u don’t want to tell me but I won’t leave you like this.
Tooru nodded,despite his fogged eyesight he could still make out the worried expression on his friends Face.As the silhouette walked away,Tooru started doomscrolling on instagram like he had been doing for the past month,to keep him entertained
Tooru:Kai..
Kaito:I’ll be right with u Roru!
Tooru smiled,he hadn’t done so in a long while :]
A little while later Kaito returned with a hot bowl of porridge,bringing up a spoonful of it to Toorus mouth
Tooru chuckled slightly as he opened his mouth
Tooru:I can eat by myself u know-
Kai shushed Oikawa and fed him the porridge from the bowl.They were quick to finish,since Tooru hadn’t eaten anything for a long while,so Kaito decided to give Oikawa a bath-
Tooru:NOoooo I don’t want to take a bathhhh
Kaito:Don’t be such a baby cmon get in I’ll even wash ur hair for u.
Tooru:REALLY?
Kaito nodded,smiling softly at Tooru,Tooru didn’t hesitate to get into the bath.He took a while since his body was still weakened but he made it in the end.
Friday
3pm,01.07.2020
Argentina
Kaito asked Oikawa to come to practice since he hadn’t been there for a long time and the team has been worrying a lot about him.So Tooru decided to go.He loved volleyball he couldn’t just give it up.
Erin:OIKAWA!!!WE MISSED U SO MUCH MAN HRU?
Erin came running towards him,crushing the latter in his embrace whilst the others joined in on the group hug.Oikawa felt a warmth rise in his heart he really loved his teammates.But leaving them alone as their setter made Tooru feel a little guilty..
They fell into easy conversation after that..talking things out,how they have been training on their own without the setter to get better and so on.Oikawa could smile again he was happy here.this was his safe space and he would never let go of it