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Almost a year had passed since Sakura left Konoha.
She had stopped counting the days somewhere around the fifth month. In the beginning, every morning had carried the faint, embarrassing expectation that perhaps today would be different, perhaps today she would wake up and discover that the ache in her chest had finally disappeared.
It never did.
It only changed.
It became quieter, less sharp, something that lived beneath the surface rather than tearing through her every waking thought.
Sakura learned to live around it. She traveled from village to village, offered her medical skills whenever people needed them, slept beneath unfamiliar roofs, ate meals prepared by strangers, and watched landscapes change beyond the windows of inns she knew she would never visit again.
She had learned how to wake without wondering whether Sasuke had returned. She had learned how to hear his name without immediately looking toward the door. She had even learned how to smile at the thought of him without feeling as though something inside her was breaking.
But healing had never meant forgetting.
Sasuke remained there, somewhere deep inside her, not quite a wound anymore and not quite a scar. He had become something stranger—a memory she carried so naturally that sometimes she forgot it was there until something brushed against it. There were nights when she still remembered his voice, the shape of his eyes when he looked at her, the warmth of his fingers against her forehead before he walked away. There were moments when she hated herself for remembering so much, and others when she was quietly grateful that she did.
Because despite everything, Sakura couldn’t bring herself to regret loving him. Loving Sasuke had hurt her. It had taken pieces of her she wasn’t sure she would ever recover. It had taught her what it meant to wait for someone who wasn’t waiting for her. But it had also pushed her forward in ways she might never have understood otherwise. She had become stronger because of the person she had been when she loved him. She had learned compassion because she wanted to understand his pain. She had learned perseverance because she had spent years refusing to give up on someone who seemed determined to disappear.
Even now, after everything, she could admit one quiet truth to herself: she still hoped Sasuke found whatever peace he had been searching for. Perhaps he needed someone who could understand every part of him, even the pieces he kept buried beneath silence and distance. She just wished, once upon a time, that she could have been that person.
She had accepted that she wasn’t.
Or at least, she thought she had.
The small village was nothing remarkable, merely a quiet settlement tucked between wooded hills and an old trade route. Sakura had stopped there because she needed supplies and because the road ahead promised another long stretch without anywhere convenient to rest. She had her medical bag slung over one shoulder and a small bundle of provisions tucked beneath her arm, her thoughts occupied by nothing more significant than whether she should buy another roll of bandages before leaving.
She wasn’t looking for anyone.
Certainly not him.
Her mind was completely somewhere else on the clouds. Which was why she didn’t recognize the chakra immediately.
Sasuke did.
The moment Sakura entered the edge of the village, something in his attention shifted.
He had been following a trace connected to an underground organization for several days, piecing together rumors and fragments of information that had led him here. His focus had been entirely on the trail until a familiar chakra brushed against his senses.
He stopped.
For a moment, he simply stood there. That chakra signature was impossible to mistake. Even after nearly a year. Even after countless miles. Even after convincing himself that he had no right to search for her.
Sakura.
The realization hit him so suddenly that his heartbeat stumbled.
She was here.
Close.
For the first time in months, something dangerously close to excitement moved through him before he could suppress it. His body had already turned toward the source before his mind caught up. He didn’t know what he was going to say. He didn’t know whether he should approach her at all. He only knew that the thought of seeing her again had existed somewhere inside him for so long that now that she was actually within reach, restraint suddenly felt much harder than it had when she was only a memory.
And then they turned the same corner.
Neither of them had enough time to react.
Sakura collided with him “Omp—!”
The bundle in her arms slipped, her foot caught awkwardly against the uneven stone, and her balance disappeared. She gave a startled yelp as she tipped forward, but before she could hit the ground, an arm caught her firmly around the waist.
For one suspended second, everything stopped. Sakura’s hands instinctively caught against his chest. She felt the fabric beneath her palms. Felt the steady rise of his breathing. Felt the arm around her waist.
Then she looked up.
Obsidian met emerald.
Her mind went completely blank.
Sasuke-kun?
He was already handsome the last time she had seen him. She remembered that. She had spent enough of her childhood embarrassingly aware of his face to know exactly how unfairly attractive he had always been.
But this—
How was it possible that after almost 4 year of being away from him, after everything she had done to convince herself that she could live without seeing him again, one look was enough to make her forget how to breathe?
He had changed.
He looked taller somehow, though perhaps it was simply that the boy she remembered had finally disappeared beneath the man he had become. His features had sharpened, his expression carried a heavier stillness, and there was something about him that felt even more distant and mysterious than she remembered. The years of wandering had settled into him. He looked older. More composed. More like someone who belonged to the road than any village.
And yet his hand was still around her waist.
Sakura stared.
Sasuke stared back.
Neither of them moved.
Her heart, traitorous and painfully familiar, gave one hard beat against her ribs.
She had thought she had healed. Maybe she had. Maybe healing simply meant that the wound no longer bled every day. Because standing there in his arms, looking into those dark eyes again, Sakura realized that some part of her had never stopped knowing exactly what it felt like to be near him.
Her lips parted.
“Sasuke-kun?”