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For Kimi, mornings were the hardest part of the day, waking up early and looking like a corpse until you got your thoughts together. At least he had his love, his one and only, Ollie, by his side.
May his mornings be filled with kisses, for a quick recovery of the day which is always welcome in a situation like bad mornings.
But Kimi couldn't prepare anything until he went to the toilet, in his underwear because he saw blood, his period had started... Today.
The only aspect that made Kimi think he wasn't quite a "man" was his period. The crying began, the tampons were taken out of the shelf that he had been skillfully hiding out of shame, ready for her use.
He knew that today would be hell, 5 days of continuous vaginal bleeding is not a pleasant experience, especially not for someone who considers himself a "real man".
With tears streaming down his cheeks, he shakes Ollie to wake him up and tell him the news from this morning.
"Ollie! Ollie! Ollie wake up! It's very important love! Wake up baby!" Kimi cried, his salty tears starting to enter his mouth, and some dripping onto the blanket Ollie had covered his naked body with.
"What's up honey? Do you need morning kisses? I'll give you anything you want, love, you know you're the only one in the world to me." pressing his palm to Kim's chin, rubbing his fingers gently, always helping to calm him down.
"No! But I appreciate your offer, but... Uhhh, my period started..." immediately after that, he drops to his knees and buries her head in the pillow. His hands hold Ollie tightly, even though he knows he's not going anywhere.
"It's okay, honey... Shhh Don't cry, I'll help you, don't worry about bleeding when I'm here next to you... Mwah." The kissing started to go to every part of his face, from his forehead to his chin, his main goal always being to make his love happy.
"You are the best thing that has ever happened to me in my miserable life... I love you so much... The only person who has accepted that I am a trans man, there is no thank you that can explain how much it really means to me..." and he leans in for a gentle kiss on the mouth.
"Always here for you, I'll make sure this is the best day you'll ever have, regardless of your bleeding." stroking Kimi's head, like a little cat, today will be it, let him rest all day today, the stomach ache is enough, let's not put too much pressure on such a fragile being.
Breakfast in bed, his favorite meal just for him, his mood that day had already started to improve. It was as if he really cared, which in theory was true, he was always a moral support on difficult days, that's how a boyfriend should act.
"Only for my greatest love, for the most beautiful being that ever walked this planet, although for Ollie, Kimi was everything, and the planet, the reason for continuing to live, almost the entire world.
"You care so much about me, you deserve a kiss from me... Come here!" Kimi's hands started to go to his cheeks, squeezing them with the happiness and love he felt at that moment. "You're so cute, irresistible to look at, there's a reason everyone tells me you're a man to desire."
Ollie was now next to Kimi, their heads touching and their lips almost touching. Ollie's thumb began to move towards Kimi's lips, he began to play with her lower lip, preparing to kiss her until they were both out of breath.
"I know you want it... Your lips are so soft, they want to taste me." He begins to tilt his head and lips, making contact between their lips.
They make contact, eyes closed, and the kissing flows as if they've been hungry for each other for years. Tongues touch, saliva passes from one mouth to the other, Kimi gives up the tongue fight, apparently Ollie was hungrier, biting everything that touched his lips.
"You're so hungry for me baby... You didn't even need to eat the breakfast, my mouth was enough for you." Kimi says with a smile, he's never experienced anything like this in their years of relationship.
Ollie's hand begins to move to his waist, not listening to what his boyfriend has to say. "I wish I could stay like this forever, looking at your face as your lips move over mine, whispering "I love you" in my ear until my lips bleed."
Messy hair with blue pajamas and morning breath, he was still the most beautiful man that had ever set eyes on him. Sometimes he wondered how other people didn't see the obvious man here? He was a gift from God himself, an angel who had fallen from heaven and brightened his entire existence.
Finally, Kimi decided to get up and walk around the house, because his legs were already tired from sitting all the time, even though rest was all he needed.
He was standing by the window with a cup of tea, a sunny morning, a typical summer morning, with a view that blinds you when you look a little harder.
His legs barely function, it's really hell to do any task during his period. His boyfriend appears behind him, grabs him by the waist, and whispers in his ear:
"I see my love looking at this beautiful view from outside, my eyes are currently looking at my beautiful view... My entire solar system... I just want to cuddle, hug and kiss you now, my attention is focused only on your pleasure."
A smile appears on Kimi's face, the only person who has ever made him feel useful. Like someone who can cheer a man up in a second without even trying to impress him.
It was common knowledge, even to the birds on the branch, that Kimi had a great weakness for Ollie, willing to wait for anything just to fulfill his wishes. Every problem he had, they would lie in bed together, Kimi telling him his frustrations while Ollie patted his head and rubbed his back, making him feel loved at all times.
One must not forget playing with his hair, a common act, something that makes him happy when he is in his presence. That smooth, thin hair feels so good between his fingers, so soft, he can fall asleep from its smoothness.
Again after a short period of time, Kimi returns tucked into his bed, but laying on the opposite side of the bed, because then it felt like the better side.
"Kimi, Kimi! What are you doing on my side of the bed? Is my side better for you now, baby?" Ollie asks, usually done when he knows the answers, but he just wants to hear that curious voice.
"You know, your side is just better at this moment! Let me enjoy whatever space I want, and I know you want me to feel comfortable here?" Kimi asked confusedly, he liked to provoke Ollie a little, he knew how much he loved him from the bottom of his heart, but sometimes he had to joke with his boyfriend.
"I'm going to make your favorite pasta for you! Rest here, do whatever you want while I prepare the best lunch you can eat!" A wink was seen at the exit of the room, how attractive he was, that Kimi couldn't believe he had a man like this next to him.
Now his time was spent making pasta, he wasn't usually the best with the ingredients in pasta, but at least he had a cookbook by his side to serve him with perhaps some useful advice.
Kimi spends his precious time watching movies on Netflix, which is a bit boring if you don't have someone to scratch your head, give little kisses, and watch someone sleep on your chest.
He didn't wear a bra, it was the perfect place for Ollie to sleep, to rest from the daily grind. He never felt embarrassed in front of Kimi, which is probably where that unimaginable love came from.
Lunch was ready, he tried his best to make it as tasty as possible, just to please everyone in the house, even though there were only two of them.
"This is probably the best pasta you've ever made! What did you put in this? This isn't the one you tried to make recently, and it turned out like shit on a plate instead." Kimi sneers softly, as much as he loves him, jokes escape even with the closest ones.
The time after lunch showed Kimi's worst menstrual pains. He would twist and writhe in bed because it was the only way to convince himself that maybe there was no pain.
Holding his lower stomach and lifting his thighs, kicking them against the bed to distract himself from the pain. Even after tea and all this attention paid to him was still not enough for little Kimi.
Ollie's only idea for a way to help him was to maybe watch a movie or a TV series. Surely that would help him ignore the pain that Kimi's body was sending him all day.
"Kimi! Would you like to watch a movie or a series? Maybe to distract you from everything, just you and I in bed watching a movie." He usually likes to speak only in a gentle voice, there's no rush right now.
"Of course! Anything to stop feeling like my ovaries are killing me." holding your belly and wiggling your arms around it to ease the pain.
During that time, Ollie was looking for something he knew Kimi liked to watch, some romance, Kimi's favorite genre.
Kimi's body slowly began to be moved so that his head was on the pillow and his body was positioned for cuddling.
Ollie lay next to him with his arms open, waiting for his body to be next to his, for him to place his hand on his curls and move his hand slowly so as not to hurt someone so fragile.
Soon Kimi's head is buried in Ollie's chest, moaning into it, while his hands press down on his back so hard it might leave some scars on Ollie's back.
Even with the movie on TV, the only attention was between the two of them, the movie was just there to "keep company".
"I hope I'm not being arrogant and annoying by moaning into your chest... It's just that the pain is intense and I need something to distract me from it. I don't want to be a burden in your life." Tears begin to form in Kimi's eyes, on the verge of tears.
"Shhh, shhh Kimi. Don't worry about me. If you need anything, honey, I'm here for you at any time..."
Lips begin to meet again, this time a stronger and more intense kiss, Ollie again takes the lead and eats everything Kimi's mouth gives him right now.
"You are the most beautiful thing I've ever tasted in my life, so gentle and soft, I want to cry because you're just perfect..." Ollie declares, their lips right next to each other, their bodies glued to each other, unable to resist each other.
"I'm always free for you, let me be all you eat for the rest of your life if that's what you want..." hands on his shoulder, body under great pressure because Ollie was laying on top of him, legs entwined together, they were no longer in their original position.
Shortly after this, Kimi is trapped in a dream world, while Ollie stands by him guarding him like everything he has, like a treasure that only he can possess.
The next day, Kimi's period was less painful, so today he was able to walk a little more and maybe dance with Ollie in the kitchen for good morning, which always ended with a short kiss on the mouth.
It seems people weren't kidding when they said Ollie was the perfect man for Kimi, he gave his attention and all his patience for him.
They've been dating for 4 years, since they were teenagers, which could be called an impossible story, because otherwise teenage love never reaches a great climax.