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And though I should hold my tongue, I can't, I wanna make you mine.

Summary:

this is my very first fanfic and like, Im genuinely uploading this right after my social studies quiz and I feel like im failing

If you have any tips on writing fics please comment them!

Chapter 1: Does she know you like I do? Because I really do.

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"Dean-a-ling-a-ling!!"

The dean walks into the study group dressed like a cupid? About to announce the most useless information known to mankind, You saw Jeff rolling his eyes going back to his BlackBerry, as you quietly scoffed at Jeff.

The dean interjected, pointing his finger up

"Before you inter'dean', I'm just announcing for the Valentines Dance at the cafeteria later at 5 PM!! Get your boys and girls!"

The dean caresses Jeff's shoulder then walks away and the Human Being came in giving away valentines gifts.The Human Being gave the roses to Jeff, box of chocolates to Annie, and one bouquet of flowers for Abed, Annie and Britta pointed at eachother rather confused if either of them gifted Jeff then looked at you.

You shook your head, knowing damn well it was you who gifted him flowers, Jeff scoffed looking at the flowers.

"Lame." Jeff said, while he went back to his phone, texting basically anyone.

"Im gonna invite Andre."

Shirley said smiling, as Annie and Shirley chitchatted about the dance, Britta observed with her arms crossed, Abed and Troy back to their shenanigans, whilst Pierce was talking about how he fucked Eartha Kitt in the airplane bathroom once again.

You felt comfortable although chaos was emerging

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4:32 PM

You were getting ready for the dance later that night, you wore your tuxedo but, you felt alien in your own body when you glanced at yourself in the mirror. You shrug the feeling off, there was no time for that, you took endless hours fixing your hair.

 

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After a few minutes you finally arrived at the dance, your eyes analyzed the crowd, finding the famous Jeffrey Tobias Winger. It took a while, but nonetheless you couldnt find Jeff.

"Hey."

A familiar voice crept up behind your neck, you hoped it was Jeff but when you turned around it was Abed.

"Abed!"

You said in a cheerful voice, you couldnt help but notice how cute Abed looks like in his tuxedo.

"Looking for Jeff?"

Abed said with a flat and toneless voice, he tilted his head, while you nodded as he pointed at Jeff, who seems to be talking with a girl.

Before you rushed over to Jeff, you had to ask who was the girl, and ofcourse the usual Abed he always had answers to these type of stuff.

"Oh, her? Yea thats Jane Cassidy, only talked to her thrice, two brothers, plus her moms sort of abusive and an alcoholic. She has low self esteem and shes kind of sensitive."

Your lips curved up into a smile and held Abed's shoulder

"Thanks, Abed."

You made your way out as you heard a monotone voice say "You're welcome"

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You walked over to Jeff, who was still talking to Jane, Jeff caught a glimpse of you walking towards him.

"Hold on, Jane."

He spoke in a dulcet voice, obviously flirting with Jane Cassidy.

Jeff sighed and slides his hands into his pockets, he looked at you with tired eyes which only appeared when you came.

"What do you want."

Wowie, the soft and sweet voice was gone.

"Oh? Wheres the cute soft voice?"

"Shut up, I got no time for your bullshit, I have a date."

You really wanted to just snatch Jeff away from Jane, but hey, you cant do that shit around him. So, you let him be.

"You mean you will? You're not sure 'bout that yet, and besides, I know her more than you think."

You said in a quiet voice which only Jeff could hear, and you skedaddled your way out of Jeff's and Jane's sight.

"You have information on her?? Oh come on!"

Jeff said, in a screaming whisper, a little too late, but yet you still heard it.

You saw Abed at the doorway with his boyfriend Troy, they were talking about Inspector Spacetime. You couldn't chime in the conversation since you dont know much about Inspector Spacetime.

Your head turned to Annie, who was talking to Britta and Shirley's company was growing Yep, you couldn't join the girls talk, nope.

 

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You dont really have anyone to talk to at the moment, you dont know what to do, but to just take a seat on the white couch.

You exhaled, comfortable in that stone-like sofa which was placed at the corner of the cafeteria.

Oh boy, were you lonely.

The lights went dim, which made you look around while you saw Jane and Jeff dancing across.

Things went downhill for you, you ran to the bathroom, washing your face off to relax. You knew you have been chasing Jeff the very start of classes, I mean everybody did. But every time you see him you felt everything at once, you felt that he could break your heart in a second, you felt that he could fulfill your dreams, you felt like you were gonna explode.

You observed the little things he did everytime, he would always do the shush gesture with his hand everytime that the study group was in a chaos, you observed whenever someone compliments a guy he gets very insecure, you observed that he doesnt even texts anyone on his phone but to just show that he didnt care which you know he actually does, deep down inside.

You brushed the feeling off and went back to your dorm, lying on your bed with your phone in hand, at the that time, you felt restless.