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Toko opens her eyes and was so confused she was rubbing her eyes while yawning trying to think what happened “oh yeah I swap with syo because..” Toko still had cutting on her mind
I guess swapping didn’t help Toko walked to the kitchen and open the freezer “..no ice cubes komaru I swear to god she doesn’t refill the tray on this day” Toko went to her other resort she went to her room and found her old hair ties she put on her wrist and stretched it out and let go over and over
“D-DAMN IT nothing working out for me I-I don’t want to do it” Toko sits in a ball shape and starts trying to breathe to calm herself down nothing seems to work she looks at box under her bed After few minutes she slowly crawl near the box and took it out and with shaking hands she took of the lid and grab the sharpener and a pair of scissors that syo alway had on her
She hurry to the bathroom and shut the door and locks it she sits down on the cold bathroom floor she takes the sharper and scissors and open up the scissors and using it to unscrew the sharper and then she pick up the blade and puts it aside as she lifts up her shirt so it’s more easy to cut
Toko was overthinking as she picked up the blade but she tried washing those thoughts away she put the blade to her upper arm one slice two slice at the second slice she double sliced so it would leave deap mark then she heard the door open she froze like deer in headlights “Toko I’m back from the..?” Komaru said Toko knew she smelled the blood from the bathroom
she heard footsteps slowly walking towards her soon as she heard the handle jangle Toko locked back in and then she heard keys jangle as komaru lift it at the door The door slowly creek open and at the small hole say green eye girl and short green hair girl “t-Toko?” Komaru saying looking at Toko to the blade in her hands then her arm lastly back at Toko
“I’m fine” Toko responded “your bleeding-“ “SO WHAT n-now you know I cut myself are you going to leave like e-everyone else” Toko yelled as she cut off komaru Komaru didn’t what to say so she walked in the bathroom shut the door picked up the blade from Toko hands and puts it on the sink counter and then komaru hugged Toko making sure she doesn’t put any pressure on the wound so it doesn’t cause discomfort
“I’m sorry Toko I didn’t support you I didn’t mean leave you alone with your thoughts if knew you felt like this” komaru cried out “w-why are you crying aren’t I supposed to cry” Toko question “I-i don’t know” komaru said
They stayed hugging for a while komaru backed out from the hug and left the room and came back with bandages and other things to patch up the wounds komaru sat down in front of Toko and grab her arm “this going to hurt but I don’t you to get infection” komaru said
Komaru sat there for a second “do you want to be patched up before the bath or after” komaru asked “b-bath?” Toko questioning “I know you hate baths but I’m worried the dirt from your body will infect the cut” komaru stated “I-I can’t take a bath” Toko whispered “why can’t you?” Komaru question “I have…b-burns from my “mothers” and the tally syo keeps for her victims” Toko cried out
Komaru sat thinking what to do after a while “I can take shower and wash your body for you while you close your eyes” komaru shout out loud “I-I guess t-that can work” komaru seem happy, komaru takes off her shirt “W-WOW NOT IN FRONT OF ME”Toko shrieked “o-oh sorry I thought since we going to be naked” komaru explained “well my eyes is going to be closed” Toko spoke out
After a bit komaru turn around and Toko did the same komaru wiggle her skirt off and Toko just pulled off hers they took off their bras and underwear and komaru turn on the water and made sure it was warm enough okay “okay Toko close your eyes” komaru told Toko so Toko did close her eyes then komaru garb her hands and pulled her into the shower toko jerk back from the sting
After a bit and Toko used to the water komaru garb shampoo “I’m going to wash your hair” komaru smiled she put some soap into her hands and rubbed then she massage Toko head with the soap then she garb the shower head and rinse her hair then she double shampoo and rinse again then she went to the ends and add conditioner and wash it out After she made sure all the soap was gone
Komaru spoke out loud “I’m going to wash the body now” she grab a loofa and added body wash to it she started scrubbing the back then the sides then she move to the front “uhm.. I need wash the front or do you want to” komaru question “I am fine with you washing my front” Toko blush so komaru wash the front After washing the front blushing then she had to do the legs so she clean the legs made sure be careful of the deep wounds from syo
then komaru stand up then grab her arm and wash her arm made sure be careful from the cuts then she move on the other arm After finished putting soap she rinse the soap off then komaru step out and grab towel for herself and then grab Toko and took her out the shower then wrap tower around her then komaru wrap Toko hair with a towel then she turn off the shower “okay Toko now I got to patch up your wound” Komaru said warmly
Komaru patch up Toko wounds then open the bathroom and brought Toko into their room and grab clothes and gave it to Toko and grab clothes for herself they both change “t-thank you komaru” Toko shly spoke “no problem!” Komaru told Toko They sat in silence for few moments “t-Toko….” Komaru blush “yea.” Toko said worrying “ I-I know you like bayaka but..I care for y-you I -I love you deeply and !” Komaru said before getting cut off by kiss on the forehead “you pick this turn to confess such terrible timing” Toko blushed “sorry” komaru said
After few minutes standing “can I kiss you” komaru broke the silence “pfft your supposed just go for it” Toko giggle “is that a yes” komaru question “y-yes” Toko said komaru go to Toko and grab her by the hips and first kiss her cheek then Toko cross her arms at komaru neck then they kiss long beautiful and for komaru it felt like fireworks then they ended their kiss and leg go of each other “do you want to head to bed now “ komaru ask “y-yea” Toko said they walked to bed and lay down komaru hug Toko till thry fell asleep