Actions

Work Header

Deleted Scenes from a Monster's Diary

Summary:

Stuff that I didn't put in the main fanfic and I'm putting it here. Stuff that happened off-screen or AU's, etc.

Notes:

Alternativ version non canon for the main fic for what would have been possible in chapter 54 but was not

Chapter 1

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"I thought you'd come," he said.

 

Scylla stopped a few feet from the bars. Her face was hidden behind her reflective glasses. Her expression was unreadable.

 

"Did you," she said. Her voice was flat. Not cold, not warm. Just flat.

 

"I thought you'd try to talk me out of it. To convince me to stay. To tell me I was being foolish."

 

"I am not here to convince you of anything."

 

He stared at her. "Then why are you here?"

 

She was quiet for a long moment. The silence stretched between them, heavy and full.

 

"I am here because Garp asked me to come," she said. "He did not want to do this alone."

 

"And now?"

 

"Now I am here because I wanted to see you."

 

Dragon's jaw tightened. "To see me. To see what I've become."

 

"I have seen what you have become," she said. "I saw you at God Valley. I saw what you did."

 

"I saved people."

 

"You saved people," she agreed. "And you disobeyed orders. You threatened your superiors. You put a Celestial Dragon in harm's way. You put your own life at risk for people you did not know."

 

His eyes widened. "You think I was wrong?"

 

"I think you were reckless."

 

"I was trying to save lives!"

 

"And you did." Her voice did not change. "You saved some. You also jeopardized the mission. You made yourself a target. You gave them a reason to lock you up."

 

Dragon stared at her, his face pale, his hands shaking. He had not expected this. He had not expected her to be cold. He had not expected her to agree with the system.

 

"You sound like them," he said. 

She did not answer.

 

"Was it all a lie?" His voice cracked again. "All those years. All those nights. You and me and the paper birds. Was it just training? Just preparation for—" He stopped. He could not finish the sentence.

 

Scylla looked at him through the bars. She did not move. She did not speak.

 

"Did you know?" he asked. "At God Valley. Did you know what they were doing? Did you know about the Celestial Dragons? The hunting? The slaves?"

 

She said nothing.

 

"I thought you were—,"

 

"Dragon—"

 

"You were the closest thing I had to a mother," he said. "And you're just like them. But you're the Idol of Absolute Justice."

 

The words hit her like a blow.

 

But she did not show it. She did not flinch. She did not raise her voice. She simply stood there, her face hidden, her hair still and controlled.

 

"If that is what you believe," she said, "then nothing I say will change your mind."

 

He stared at her. His eyes were red, his jaw tight. He was not crying—he was past crying—but the pain was there, raw and visible, a wound that had not yet begun to heal.

 

"Say it," he said. "Say you don't care. Say it was all for the mission. Say I was never anything but a tool."

 

She was silent for a long moment. Then:

 

"That is not what I am going to say."

 

"Then what?"

 

She reached into her pocket. Her hand emerged holding something small, flat, folded. She set it on the ground between them, just outside the bars.

 

It was a paper bird. Old. Worn. The folds creased from years of being opened and refolded.

 

Dragon stared at it. He had made it when he was four years old—the first paper bird she had ever taught him.

 

"You kept it," he said.

 

"I kept it."

 

He reached for it. His fingers were shaking. He picked it up, turned it over, felt the familiar creases.

 

"Why?" he asked. His voice was hoarse.

 

"Because it was yours," she said. "And because you were not a tool. You were never a tool."

 

His hand tightened around the bird.

 

"I did not know what you exactly saw at God Valley," she said. "But I knew what you had in you. And I knew that if you ever saw what I have seen, you would not be able to stand by and do nothing."

 

Dragon looked at her. His eyes were wet.

 

"It does not matter," she said. "What I did or did not know. It does not matter what I thought of you. What matters is what you believe. What matters is what you do now."

 

"And what I believe is that the Marines are wrong."

 

"Then leave."

 

He blinked. "What?"

 

"Leave the Marines. Follow your own path. Build your own justice." She tilted her head. "You have already started. Do not stop now."

 

Dragon stared at her. His face was unreadable, his eyes fixed on hers.

 

"Will you come with me?" he asked.

 

She was silent for a long moment. Then, slowly, she shook her head.

 

"I cannot."

 

"Why not?"

 

"Because I am exactly what I becom," she said. "And I do not know how to be anything else."

 

"Then you could—"

 

"Do not ask me to change," she said. "I have changed too many times already. I am what I am. I will always be what I am."

 

He opened his mouth to argue, then closed it. He looked at the paper bird in his hands, then at her.

 

"Thank you," he said. "For keeping it."

 

She did not answer.

She turned and walked away.

 


Scylla walked through the corridors of Marine Headquarters. Her steps were measured, her face composed, her hands still.

 

She did not know how she felt. She did not know if she felt anything at all.

 

She had done what she had come to do. She had supported Garp. She had seen Dragon. She had told him the truth—or at least, a version of it.

 

That was enough.

 

She reached her cabin. The door closed behind her. She stood in the darkness, her back against the wood, and let out a breath she had not realized she had been holding.

 

She thought about the paper bird. She had kept it for thirteen years, carried it with her from ship to ship, base to base. She had never looked at it, not really—she had simply kept it, because it was his, and because she had not been able to let it go.

 

Why?

 

She did not know the answer.

 

She looked down at her hands. They were steady. They were whole. They were the hands of a woman who had killed countless people, who had followed orders without question, who had become exactly what the system had wanted her to become.

 

She was something that Dragon had once loved—and something that he would leave behind.

 

She closed her eyes.

 

She thought about God Valley. About the chaos, the blood, the bodies. She thought about the Celestial Dragons, the ones she had seen and the ones she had not. She thought about the thought that had surfaced in the heat of battle—the thought that she had pushed aside, but could not forget.

 

No one will ask questions.

 

No one will know.

 

No one will care.

 

She had not killed them. She had not planned to. She had simply... not stopped. She had let her tentacles do what they did, and they had done what they did, and the bodies had fallen, and she had not looked back.

 

She had done what she had always done.

 

She had survived.

 


 

Outside, the sea was dark and endless, and the stars were hidden behind a veil of clouds. The ship rocked gently, and the waves whispered against the hull.

 

Scylla sat alone in her cabin, her tea cold in her hands, her heart a steady, even rhythm.

 

She thought about Garp, who loved and lost and did not fight when he should have.

 

She thought about Dragon, who had seen the truth and could not unsee it.

 

She thought about herself, who had seen the truth and had chosen to look away.

 

She did not know which of them was right.

 

She did not know if it mattered.

Notes:

The Alternative Chapter and Why it didn't make the cut

So, some of you might have noticed a little side work—a non-canon version of the scene with Dragon in chapter 54. The one where Scylla actually gives him the paper bird.

And I know what some of you are thinking: "But that was better. Why didn't you use that one?"

Fair question. Let me explain.

---

 

That version of Scylla doesn't exist in chapter 54.

The version who could reach into her pocket, pull out a paper bird she's kept for thirteen years, and say "I kept it because it was yours"—that Scylla is someone who has already started healing.

But she's not chapter 54 Scylla.

---

Why It Didn't Work

♦.Scylla's Emotional State

She just came from God Valley. She's seen horrors that would break anyone. She lost both legs and an arm. She's dissociating—not as a choice, but as a survival mechanism. If she feels what she's supposed to feel right now, she'll have a breakdown.

· She's just come from God Valley. She's seen horrors that would break most people. She's watched Celestial Dragons hunt humans for sport. She's been in a fight that nearly killed her—lost both legs and an arm.
· She's dissociating. Hard. This isn't a choice—it's a survival mechanism. If she feels what she's supposed to feel right now, she'll shatter. So she doesn't feel anything. She can't.
· She's just spent time with Garp, who is also shattered. She's been holding him together, which means she's had to be even more controlled, even more armored.

By the time she reaches Dragon's cell, she's running on fumes. The mask is fused to her face.

♦.The Paper Bird Is Inaccessible

She has it. She's carried it for thirteen years. But she's never looked at it. Not really. She's just... kept it.

To give it to Dragon, she would need to:

· Remember she has it
· Acknowledge it matters
· Understand why
· Act on that understanding

She can't. She's too deep in the dissociation.

♦.Vulnerability with Dragon Is Different

Scylla has opened up before—with Sengoku (who found her at her worst) and with Garp (who's her equal). But Dragon? Dragon is someone she's supposed to protect. She can't be weak in front of him. She cannot.

♦.She Didn't Plan Ahead

The alternative version requires her to have the paper bird with her. But Scylla doesn't plan ahead for emotional gestures. She reacts. She survives.

In the main version, the paper bird is probably in her cabin. Folded. Forgotten. Because she didn't think she'd need it.

---

The Tragedy

Dragon demanded proof of love. He pushed and pushed. And Scylla, confronted with a demand for emotion, defaulted to her standard response: nothing.

It's not his fault—he's a traumatized seventeen-year-old. But Garp and Sengoku have never demanded anything from her. They've just... been there. And that's why they've seen more of the real Scylla than anyone else.

Dragon is the person she loves most. But he's also the person she's spent the most effort not opening up to—because she's always had to be strong for him.

The tragedy is that he's the one who would understand best. But he's also the one she can't bring herself to show her cracks to.

---

Will She Ever Open Up?

Eventually. But not with Dragon. Not yet. Maybe not ever.

But with Dragon? He's the one she was supposed to protect. She failed. And she can't face that failure.

So she stands there. Silent. Empty. And lets him walk away.

Because that's easier than admitting she loves him and couldn't save him.