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Sam woke up. drowsy as ever. With a throbbing pain in his head. He just wanted to lay in bed for a little bit longer, but he had school. Sam completely forgot to sleep early last night. He hated Mondays. And hated school. But nonetheless he got out of bed and put half assed clothes on. Walking out of his room expecting to see his family but they were all out of town. Which means no breakfast in the morning. So he would have to cook. Usually he didn’t have a problem with this since you know he’s an amazing cook! But he just didn’t want to. Too much work. And Sam was probably already late. He grabbed his backpack and started to head out
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finally at school, of doom.. He hated it here. Everything bad had to happen here. Atleast he had his friends here. But he’s always giving them the cold shoulder since he never had the energy to talk to him. Yikes. But it’s whatever. Summer was starting soon, so human interaction didn’t really matter. While walking to class the hallways were so fucking crowd he barely got there when the bell rang. He was gonna sit in his usually seat next to Ava but it looked like MJ was sitting there today. “Hey Sam!! I hope you don’t mind me sitting here today, Me and Ava have to talk about something. I hope it doesn’t bother you” MJ said with an innocent smile on her face. “Mmm it’s alright don’t worry about it” Sam replied, it did somewhat matter to him since he knew no one else in this class. But it was whatever, he could just sit at an empty table today. Not like he’d actually speak to Ava that much. Sitting down and putting his stuff on the table. Someone sam didn’t particularly,,, liked walked up to him. Fuck. It was some kid from last year who would constantly taunt and… touch him last year. Sam could feel the cold sweat dribble on his forehead. He really really really didn’t want to talk to this kid. “ Heyyy sammmm, what’re you doing sitting alone? Want someone to sit with you :) i cannnn!! “ The teenager said with a big grin on his face. “ Oh no it’s.. okay. I’m fine sitting by myself “ Sam said while actively shoving him alway. “ Whattt?? come on man we’re friends aren’t we? Just for today okay? “ The boy started chuckling while sitting down right next to sam. Great just fucking great. Sam was already having a shitty morning and now he has to sit next to a kid he fucking hates.
“So sam, tell me what have you been doing? we’ve barely talked since last year!!” The kid said while slowly caressing his thighs. Sam felt like throwing up and crying.
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As soon as the bell rang sam ran out of the class. He just wanted to go home. So home he went. Sam started heavily breathing and started crying. Curling into a ball. Now his head was hurting even more and he had a knot in his stomach. He quickly got up trying to search for his medication. Until he found the bottle. He breathed a sigh of relief until he found it empty. He completely forgot he took it all last night. And he didn’t even have enough money left for more!! What the fuck was he gonna do now?! He dragged himself to the bathroom. holding onto the sink with a tight grip. Sam felt the same hands from a year ago on him again. He needed this feeling to go away so badly. He thought he was about to throw up. But he never did. He wanted this discomfort to go away. He needed a distraction. But he was home alone. His friends were in school. And patrol was already being taken on by Danny and Luke. Aughh what was he going to do. Until he saw it. A small knife left in the bathroom. Probably his father’s. He picked it up and then slowly dragged it across his skin until he said beaded blood on his wrists. It hurt, but still felt so, so so so good. He needed more pain. Slowly he lifted the blade and slashed his skin. Hearing his skin rip. This feeling was amazing. Blood started dripping from his wrist to the skin. Sam was cut himself another time until Peter opened the bathroom door.
“oh my god sam.” Peter said with wide eyes. “ What’re you doing here?! Aren’t you supposed to be,, be at school!!! “ Sam practically screamed. “ Well i saw you weren’t in class and,, and i wanted to check up on you!! I’m glad I did what’re you doing?! “ Peter exclaimed. “ NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS. LEAVE. “ Sam yelled “Cmere!” Peter said while grabbing his wrist. “Oh sam why,, why didn’t you tell any of us. We would’ve listened.” Pulling him closer to inspect sam’s cut. “ I’m.. sorry.. i am i swear i won’t do it again “ Sam felt the tears stream down his face. “ Please don’t tell anyone. Promise me you won’t “ Pulling away from Peter “ I won’t.. but please sam let me bandage you “ Peter said while patting his back. It’s the least he could do.
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After bandaging Samuel all up Peter pulled him into a hug. “ next time you think about this please, please tell me sam. I’ll always be there for you. No matter what. You matter to me and you always will. “ Peter said while rubbing his back. “ You should probably get some sleep. I could only assume that you barely got sleep tonight by your eye bags heh “ Peter said while leading him to his bed. Kissing him on the forehead when he finally got in. “ I love you sam. “ Sam blushed hearing that. He felt like mush now, but it felt better. Peter turned off the lights and was about to leave before sam exclaimed “Wait! please stay with me… i don’t think i’ll sleep easily with out you here. Please, you don’t have to…” Peter chuckled, “ofcourse i’ll stay :) anything for you sam. “ Pete got into bed the him and held Sam who immediately snuggled into him and slept so peacefully into him. Peter was warm, it felt so nice. Although sam hated touch, peter’s was safe and comfortable. He loved it, and loved peter even more.