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Harry was a hundred and six years old when he died.
It happened in his sleep, in the house he had built with his own hands after the war, in the bed he had shared with Ginny for eighty-five years before she went first. He had lived the life everyone expected of him. He married his Hogwarts girlfriend, watched three children grow into people he was proud of, and held grandchildren, then great-grandchildren, until the names started to blur together in the best possible way. It had been a good life. A full one.
So when he opened his eyes and found himself standing on the platform of a station that was too white, too clean, and too quiet, his first thought was simple annoyance.
He knew this place. He had been here once before, what it felt like a life ago, because it was, and an old man with half-moon spectacles and a twinkle that never quite left his eyes had been waiting for him on a bench, offering more questions than answers at him.
There was no bench this time. No Dumbledore.
There was only a shape, standing where the tracks should have curved out of sight, and Harry understood, the way you understand things in dreams, that it had always been standing there. It simply hadn't wanted to be seen yet.
"You're not Dumbledore," Harry said, not knowing what else to say.
The shape's voice reached him after a few seconds: "No."
"Then who..." Harry stopped. He knew it from somewhere; he just could not place… "Oh."
"Yes."
"You're Death."
"Names are for the living. I've never much minded which one I'm given."
Harry looked down the tracks. There was a train coming, somewhere far off, the way there always was. He could hear it now that he was listening for it, a low sound under everything else, patient in a way nothing alive had ever managed to be.
"That's for me," he said. Not a question.
"It is not," said Death. "That is the trouble."
Harry had spent a hundred and six years learning that when something inevitable turned out not to be inevitable after all, it was rarely good news. He asked anyway. "Why not?"
"Because when you were seventeen years old, you did something almost no one before you has managed. You held the Elder Wand and did not choose to keep it. You wore the cloak and did not choose to hide behind it forever. You dropped the stone in a forest and let your dead go free instead of chaining them to you." The shape tilted, in the way a held breath tilts before it's released. "Three gifts, freely given up rather than used."
"I don't understand." Harry's voice cracked on it for a moment, sounding and feeling seventeen again. "I'm dead. I did the dying part. That's supposed to be the whole point."
"You died. That much is true. What comes after is a different question, and the answer, for you, is not what comes after everyone else." A pause, and something that might have been the closest thing Death had to sympathy. "There is no platform waiting for you at the end of this one. No parents standing in an orchard of light. Not because they aren't there. Because you were never meant to arrive where they did. Not yet. Perhaps not for a very long time."
Harry stood very still on the white platform and felt something in his chest that had nothing to do with his heart, because he didn't have a heartbeat anymore, and everything to do with a boy who had spent his whole life being told he was different, special, marked, and chosen and had thought, foolishly, that dying would finally be the one thing he got to do the same as everyone else.
"So what happens to me?"
"That," said Death, "is rather up to you. I can offer you a door that leads nowhere pleasant, and you are welcome to walk through it if you're determined to find out what's behind it. Or I can offer you a second door. You go back. Not to where you left off. To the beginning. A new body, born of the same blood, the same night, the same war. You get to be a child again, Mr. Potter, with everything that implies."
"You're offering me my own life again."
"I'm offering you a chance to live it, rather than simply survive it. What you do with the offer is entirely your own."
Harry thought about it for the length of one long breath, which, on a platform outside of time, might have been a hundred years or might have been none at all.
"All right," he said. "I accept."
Death did not smile, because it had no mouth to smile with, but something in the air went satisfied, the way a held door does when it finally clicks shut. "Then close your eyes."