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It was over. Cas didn't love him anymore. And that hurt enough itself. But then there was Dean. Dean, who had been Sam's whole world growing up. Dean, Sam's big brother. Dean, Sam's fucking hero.
Dean, who had come barreling back into his life after years of radio silence and proceeded to take away the only thing, the only person, that ever felt right after he left. Cas...Cas had meant everything to Sam.
And now he had nothing. The love of his life had left him with an engagement ring and a note that said "I'm sorry".
Sam had immediately thrown the ring into the lake out back and tossed the pathetic note into the fireplace. If Cas had really been sorry, if everything they'd shared over the years had meant anything, he wouldn't have left. He wouldn't have ripped out Sam's heart and taken it with him when he ran off with Dean. And Dean...Sam couldn't think about him. He thought Dean had forgiven him for leaving, for 'abandoning' him to go to school. And he'd been so happy, once the shock had worn off, when his brother had come to visit. But the happiness had been short lived when he started catching the looks between his boyfriend and his brother.
Sam had tried to brush it off, he was just paranoid, it was just his residual shock of having literally everything he could ever want.
He'd been wrong.
And here he was, 3 months later, still wondering what he'd done wrong, standing at his front door and looking at someone he'd really hoped never to see again.
"Gabriel." he sighed, "what do you want?"