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    Tony doesn’t hate Steve. Doesn’t hate any of them. Doesn't even come close.

    He only wishes he could.

    Wishes that, for once, he could hate someone as much as he’s always hated himself.

    As much as everyone else, with the few rare exceptions, have always seemed to hate him.

    At the very least he wishes he could just stop caring altogether.

    In this he would take the absence over the difference anyday.

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