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-Jimin hyung, wake up, it's time to get ready!
-Another five minutes, please.
-No, hyung, we will be late, today is the day, we cannot be late.
Jimin looks at the clook on the wall in his room, is still 7,30 in the morning. Sundays are made to sleep, aren't they? Then why should he wake up so early. Oh, right, his cousin's wedding. His big cousin is getting married with a beautiful, smart and indipendent woman. Jin huyng is finally growing up.
-Hyung, would you wake up? Come on, we need to get ready and go help Jin hyung, I'm sure he's already freaking out.
-Ok, ok, I'm coming.
-How did you sleep, hyung?
-As always.
-Did you dream about him again?
-Yes, but this time it was different.
-Why?
-This time I touched him, I felt his body, I felt his smile.
-Wow hyung, did you fucked him?
Oh, God, why does he always has to be so vulgar? He cannot understand though, he has never seen him, the nameless boy of Jimin's dreams. And he has never spoken with him just to forget everything in the morning. He has never been so eager to meet him to force himself to sleep more that what should be good for his healt. He doesn't know how gracious he is, how warm his smile can be, how pure his eyes make you feel. He doesn't, but Jimin does, that's why he really wants to find him, especially after yesterday night.
He touched him, and, oh God, it felt good. He cannot remeber if he had clothes on or not, he never remembers anything that is not his face. That face is driving him crazy, is so beautiful, like a little girl, but handsome like a strong man at the same time. How he wish he could kiss him a least once. To kiss him slowly, to enjoy every single piece of skin he can taste in his mouth. And then stroke his cheek, while kising him from his mouth to his neck. He would smile then, and Jimin would feel his smile with his hand. His lips would kiss Jimin's hand, telling him that he's there, that he will not leave. And Jimin would understand.
-So? Did you?
-Gosh, Tae, stop it, will you? No, I didn't.
-But you wish to, don't you?
-Why do you even care?
-Because I want to know it. It looks silly, but this thing that you always dream about just one guy, one that you don't even know, and that slowly is coming closer and closer to you is interesting. Is like one of those fairy tales that I use to read when I was little.
-Who am I in this fairy tale?
-You? The horny prince.
-Fuck you Taehyung. I won't tell you anything anymore.
-Come on hyung, you know I'm joking.
Taehyung, Jimin's little brother. He loves him, but sometimes he's just too much. Always making this weird jokes that only he finds funny. He is so reserved but at the same time he never shuts up. Jimin envies him sometimes, he manage to always be the center of all the attentions. He's never afraid of speaking, even when he should not. He always similes and he's never afraid of meeting new people, always ready to go out, no matter the time, the day or even the weather. Yes, Jimin envies him sometimes.
-Just shut up, can you for once?
-Oh, so you would like to tell me that you never tried to imagine how would feel to hold him tight? To touch him? To tell him nasty things in his ear?
-Shouldn't you get ready?
-I am. What kind of tie is that one hyung? If you go like that Jin hyung will kill you.
-What is wrong with my tie now?
-Jin hyung, we're here
-Finally, I was starting to think that you were not coming.
-How could you? Do you really trust us so little?
-Just shut up and help me with my hair. I hate them today.
-So, hyung, how's the bride doing?
-She's doing fine. She spent the night at her aunt's place. "The groom should not see the bride the morning of the wedding" she said, "it's a tradition". Bullshit.
-You already miss her, don't you?
-Of course I do. After you spend just one night with the person you love, no matter how long she will stay away, you will miss her, no matter what.
-Uh, so you like doing nasty stuff with her, don't you hyung?
-You idiot, that was not what I was talking about. Jimin, is he always this stupid at home?
-Yes. Always been and always will be.
-Yah, you shut up, at least I'm not the one dreaming about fucking a non-existent guy everynight.
-You still dream about him, Jimin?
-Yeah. Actually is becoming worse. I touched him yesterday.
-You did? Wow, that's...new
-He wants to fuck him, hyung.
-Taehyung, shut your fucking mouth for one fucking time.
-Language please, help me get ready instead of fighting. You didn't change at all since I moved out, geez.
Jimin doesn't really like churches. Is not that he cannot stand going to church, is just that if he can avoid it, he will. This is his cousing wedding though, he cannot avoid it, and for him he will even pretend he is enjoying it. But this feeling, the feeling of being observed, judged even. "God is looking at you" everyone always says, but why can't God mind his own buisness? Jimin is gay, he knows it, he is sure, and he's sure that if really there is God is not the one this church was built for. His God is not one that judges you for whom you love, or for what you wear, or for how you want to live your life. His God is good, for real.
But today is for Jin hyung, and he has to forget all this thoughts and just smile to all his relatives, talking about university, life and why he is still single.
"Jimin, you should go out more, meet some good girl, you always look so lonely", "I'm not lonely, aunt", "why won't you join some club at your university? I'm sure you will find someone there with your same interests", "I will try, thank you granpa", "Jimin, just look at Taehyung, he's active, I bet he's full of girls that would love to be with him. You're a handsome young boy, you should be too, why are you not?", "I don't know, but I'll ask him to join him sometimes, Yerin".
God, he hates this kind of things.
-Are you having fun Jimin hyung?
-You know I am not, so just leave me alone, ok?
-Try to smile at least. Uncle Joonmyun asked me if you were ok before.
-Just tell him that I'm fine, I guess my dreams make me more tired than before going to sleep.
-Quit thinking about the namless boy then. He's destroing you.
-He's not, shut up. He's nice.
-He doesn't exist. Why are you talking about him like he is a real person?
-Because to me he is a real person. You don't understand. I touched him, I can still remeber the feeling of my fingertips touching his skin, of his smile when I looked at him. He was there, for real.
-It was just a dream hyung, please, you are scaring me.
-I can't control what to dream, you know? I just know that he is always there, almost like he's waiting for me. He's there for me, and he cares, he caresses me just by looking a me, he warms me up just by smiling at me, and he... he's...
-He's what hyung?
-He's here.
-What?
-He's here. Behind you, that's him.
-Do you mean Jungkook?
-You know him?
-Just by name, I never spoke with him. He's the bride's little brother.
Jungkook, even his name was perfect. He's looking at Jimin now, his eyes are just like in Jimin's dreams. It's so hard no to blush when an angel like that looks at you, and Jimin knows it well. He cannot help it but blush, he doesn't even wanna know how he looks like right now. But even if he looks like a tomato, he cannot stop staring at him.
And Jungkook just stares back, he doesn't even blink. And then, at some point, he just smiles. That smile, the smile that always drives Jimin crazy. He cannot look at him anymore if he smiles like that, so Jimin just look away. His heart is beating fast, he can hear it, and he's afraid other people can hear it too.
He has to leave. He cannot stand to be in this crowd when his nameless boy, no, his Jungkook, just smiled at him.
-Hyung, it looks like you are going to explode.
-Tae, I need to go to the bathroom.
-Do you want me to tell him to come after you?
-No, what the fuck are you talking about, let it be Tae.
-What do you have to do in the bathroom by the way. Masturbate maybe? Just because of a smile.
-Stop it, you idiot.
-I am right though, am I not?
-No, of course you are not.
-But haven't you seen how he was looking at you? It was like he knew you too. Like he was thinking he same thing you were thinking. Or maybe even more.
-What... what do you mean?
-Are you for real this dense now? He was eating you with his eyes. Just look at him, he's still staring here. I bet he would love to take off all your clohes and do the nasty stuff with you, huyng.
-Can you stop it please?
-It's true though. Look at his eyes, so dark, so full of passion, and that smile, hyung, the smile you saw is gone. He's clearly smirking now. He wants to get into your pants. Do you good. Make you feel hot. Wouldn't you like to feel hot with him, hyung?
He is still staring. He hasn't taken is sight off of Jimin not even for a second. And Jimin knows it. He can feel it. He really needs the bathroom now.
He looks at himself in the mirror. He's so pale. He really needs a dreamless night, tiredness is all over his face, and this wedding is not helping. He splashes some water into his face, breaths slowly, trying to calm down, to pretend that what just happen was just another of his dreams. He found him, he finally found him, but what now? What should he say? Should he talk to him? His head starts to hurt, he really doesn't know what to do.
He's going towards the door to leave the bathroom when someone enter. No, not someone. Jungkook.
They look at eachother, again, for the longest 3 seconds of Jimin's life, and then they kiss. Is not a slow kiss like the one Jimin always imagined. It's rushed, and full of passion, of unspoken words, of tongue.
Jimin's tongue goes from Jungkook's mouth to his neck. He can finally do what he always dreamed about. He can feel him. For real this time. Jungkook doesn't smile though, he just moans, running his hands everywhere on Jimins body, and Jimin likes it like this. He will see his smile some other time. Now hat he has him he will not leave him, for no reason.
-Wait!
-No, please, I waited for so long.
-What do you mean? Do you know me?
-Yes I do, and I belive you know me too.
-How... how is this possible?
-I saw you in my dreams.
-You... you what?
-In my dreams, yeah.
-But, I saw you in my dreams too.
-I know.
-Why didn't you searched for me then?
-Do we have to talk about this now?
-Please Jungkook, I need to undersand what is going on. You hunted my dreams for so long and now you are here telling me I've done the same to you, but I don't know how.
-I'll tell you later, but first, please, let me taste you.
And he tastes him, sucking his neck and his ear. Licking his lips, kissing them.
-Oh, your lips feel good.
-I know. Take off your clothes.
-What? Here? Now?
-Yeah, Jimin. Here, now!
-But what if someone enters?
-Let them enter, let them see you're mine, finally mine.
-Wait, let me see you first. I still can't believe it. Look at your smile, you have no idea how many times I woke up thinking about that smile
-And you have no idea how many times I came thinking about your lips.
-That... that is a very Taehyung's style thing to say.
-Who's Taehyung?
-My little brother.
-The guy sitting next to you at the table?
-Yes.
-Does he know about me?
-Yes.
- You should introduce him to me then.
-Why?
-Because I want to know my boyfriend's brother, don't you think?
-Boy... what do you mean by boyfriend?
-You are my boyfriend. You cannot choose, love, I'm sorry. You were even before we meet in real life.
-I still don't understand.
-You don't have too, at least not yet, is not important now. What is important now is that I need you I need your body, I need your lips, I need your touch.
-Just smile for me once more and I'll give you everyhting that you need.
And he did smile. The widest smile ever.