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Taehyung holding her hand and touch her pale cheek. He can't stand seeing his love on the bed like this. (y/n) is Taehyung's girlfriend, they already in 3 years relationship. Being an idol's lover is not easy but they make it.
Taehyung didn't leave her side almost 3 days. He blaming himself for not being there for her. No matter how busy his schedule is, they always have a time to call each other. But, she never tell her bad day or so, it's always Taehyung who tell her that.
Taehyung kissed her hand. "Baby, please wake up... Let me see your beautiful eyes again..." He whispered. Someone patted his shoulder. Taehyung look at his back, he see his team enter the room. "Hyung... Kookie..."
Jimin who's patted his shoulder smiled sadly. "We must go, Taehyung."
Taehyung shake his head and holding (Y/N)'s hand tighter. He look at Namjoon. "Hyung please, I can't leave her." He begging at his leader.
Namjoon approached Taehyung and hold his shoulders. "I know, but we have important concert remember? Our dream concert."
Taehyung look at Yoongi and Seokjin.
Yoongi look at (Y/N). "I'm sure she didn't want you to neglecting your job because of her."
Seokjin patted Taehyung's head. "If we done our schedule earlier maybe we can visit her again."
Taehyung look at his team and look at (y/n). He nodded. Heosok sighed in relief. Taehyung kissed her forehead, nose and lips. "I'll be back, okay. I promise."
He get up and go to their car together.
~~~
"HYUNG! PLEASE LET ME GO TO HOSPITAL NOW!" Taehyung begged at their manager. He feel frustrated because of (Y/N)'s sister tell him (Y/N) condition drop.
Jungkook holding him. "Hyung calm down."
Their manager sighed. "Taehyung, I know it. Really. But we have important concert. We can't let you go." He patted Taehyung's shoulder. "We really sorry."
Taehyung storm out from the meeting room. Other member calling him, but he ignored it. They know since (Y/N)'s sister tell him (Y/N) condition being drop, it break Taehyung concentrate. He really afraid something he didn't want happened.
Jimin pats Namjoon's arm. "I'll talk to him." Jimin go after Taehyung. He searching where is Taehyung go. Jimin sees Taehyung sitting on the corner of training room. He sit beside him and knowing he is on call.
"Noona... How is (Y/N) condition?" Taehyung asked, on his voice is oblivious that he really worried.
Jimin can't hear what is (Y/N) sister said, but look at Taehyung expression is not a good news. Taehyung's body is shaking, his grip is too hard on his phone. Jimin rubbing his back, trying to comfort him.
"N-noona...." His voice is shaking. "C-can you put the phone near her?" He bit his lower lips. "Jagiya... please fight it... You promise me to watch our concert." He said with wavering voice. "I'm sorry I can't be there right now... but I promise after our concert done.... I'll be there." He tried to suppressed his sob.
Jimin feel sad too. (Y/N) is their friend too. She is different from any girl that they know. Jimin also know how much Taehyung love her. Even he already think to marry her.
Taehyung wiped his teary eyes. "So please fight it, babe... fight it for me.... for us..." He sniffled. "Noona thank you.... Yeah, I'll try my best." Taehyung hang up the phone. He still try to control his emotion.
Jimin pats his tight. Trying to comforted him.
Taehyung let out big sighed. "She is one of my reason that I still here, you know." He said looking straight to nowhere.
Jimin let him to pour out his thought. Because he know Taehyung always holding everything by himself. If it's not (Y/N) who told him to tell his grandma's death to A.R.M.Y, may be he never told it to anyone.
Taehyung look at him. "If... If she left me too... I don't know what should I do, Jiminie..." His big eyes reflect how much it hurt him.
Jimin rubbed Taehyung's hair. "I ever ask her about you." He look at Taehyung's phone wallpaper.
Flash back
(Y/N) visit Bangtan when they do photo jacket. She always bring lots of food for members even crews.
"Annyeonghaseo." She greet all of crews. The crew never mind if she visit since sometimes she help them.
Jungkook who waiting for his turn waving at her. "(Y/N)! Come here!" He calling her.
She approached Jungkook. "Hello, kookie." She sit next Jungkook and see it's Taehyung's turn. "Oppa~ Fighting~" She cheered her boyfriend.
Taehyung give her peace sign with adorable smile as an answer.
Jimin join them. "What's up, (Y/N)."
She smiled at Jimin. "Hello, Minie Oppa."
She watching the member take turn take photos. Jimin look at her. "Ne, (Y/N)."
(Y/N) look at Jimin.
Jimin look at the view. "Did you ever jealous toward A.R.M.Y?" He paused. "Well, you know how affectionate Taehyung is when fansign right?"
She tilted her head and thinking. "Well, as a girlfriend of course I jealous. I want him look like that only for me." She said with nodding. "But, that's one of reason why I fall in love with him. Taehyung oppa really love his fans."
Jimin pouting. "Did we are not like we love our fans too?"
She is paniced. "A-aniyo oppa... It's not like that...." She confused how to explain what she said.
Jimin laughing. "Nah, I'm just teasing you." She feel embarrassed. "Do you feel angry or annoyed with our tight schedule?"
She playing with her fingers and shake her head. "I do feel lonely, but when I watched all of you enjoyed on your performances. I really love it." She smiled brightly when Taehyung approached them. She stand and hugged him.
Jimin smiled seeing the couple.
Flash back end
Taehyung smiled at Jimin's story. "Thanks Jimin..." He look at his phone wallpaper.
~~~
As they prepared for the concert, Taehyung always tried to record everything for (Y/N). He said he want to share it when (Y/N) awake.
Finally last day of the concert. Taehyung look so excited for concert yet worried because (Y/N) sister didn't contact him all day. Usually, she always update him (Y/N)'s condition. He keep focus on their last day concert. Their dream concert.
The concert goes smoothly. The fans really sweet singing together with them and showing their support with slogan. Taehyung look around the gymnastic stadium while singging his part on Young Forever. When whalien 52 start, Taehyung sees the person he love so dearly. Taehyung tried not to cry, it's his part. But he can't hold it.
As the song end, Jimin teasing him. "Did Taehyung cried?" Taehyung shake his head and smile shyly.
"At Young Forever my feeling already moved and when I look around seeing A.R.M.Y and A.R.M.Y bomb." He paused looking at (Y/N) direction. "My tears fall it own."
The concert finished, Taehyung asked one of crew to searched (Y/N) and bring her to their waiting room. At waiting room, Taehyung pacing back and front.
The rest member change their clothe seeing Taehyung still pacing. "For Godness sake, Taehyung! Calm down! You make me dizzy just by looking at you." Jin scolding him.
Yoongi pats Taehyung's back. "You better get change while waiting." Taehyung nodded.
Jungkook look at Jimin. "Are she really come?"
Jimin shake his head. "I didn't see her since it's crowded."
Jungkook didn't meant like that. He look at Taehyung still waiting. "Taehyung hyung, are you sure you really see (Y/N)?"
The maknae question make the rest member look at Taehyung. Taehyung frowning at Jungkook's question. "Of course I do." He explain where he see her.
Heosok frowning. "That's near my stand spot, but I didn't see her."
Before Taehyung respond Heosok, the crew enter the waiting room. Taehyung approached him. The crew say he didn't find her. Taehyung confused. He really seeing her. Taehyung decide to call (Y/N) sister, she didn't pick up.
Namjoon grip Taehyung's shoulder. "You can go to hospital." Taehyung look at the leader. "It's okay, everyone will understand." He ensure Taehyung. They always have party with all of staff and crew after the concert.
Taehyung look at the rest of member. Yoongi nodding and other smiled understanding. They get out from stadium meet their fans who waiting for them. They greeted them, record and take photos. They drop Taehyung at hospital before they go to restaurant that they held party.
~~~
"Okay you can take a break!" The producer said.
Taehyung and the rest of Hwarang cast take a break. Suddenly Taehyung's phone got notification, quickly he check it. He smile brightly.
Minho look at Taehyung's happy face. "Ohoho, why you look so happy?" He asked with teasing.
Taehyung smiled widely. "No, hyung. It's nothing" His eyes still focus on the phone's screen.
Jihan who behind Taehyung frowning.
"Jihan and Minho ready for next scene!" The producer called them.
~~~
Jimin often seeing Taehyung got phone calls or messages. Jimin relieved that Taehyung back to cheer up again. The rest of member feel that's too, finally their 4D Taehyung is back.
Jimin and Yoongi go to supermarket to buy snacks for the members. They will have comeback in 4 months or so. Jimin sees (Y/N) sister at snack section. Jimin greeted her. "Annyeonghaseo, Noona."
She look at Jimin with shocked. She didn't know it's Jimin since he wear mask and snapback. "Nugu?"
Jimin lower his mask. "It's me Jimin."
She greeted him back. "I didn't know it's you, Jimin." Jimin shake his head. "You are alone?"
Yoongi appear at the right time. He greeted her. "Where is (Y/N), Noona? Usually she with you." Yoongi look around.
(Y/N) sister eyes widened. "Y-you didn't know?" She look so sad.
Jimin and Yoongi shocked what (Y/N) sister tell them. They back to their dorm. Yoongi grab Jimin's arm. "Calm down, Jimin."
The younger yanked his arm. "How can I calm down hyung?!" He raised his voice. He enter and see the other already on living room. He seeing Taehyung still on phone. He approached Taehyung. He snatched Taehyung's phone and thrown it on floor.
Taehyung shocked. "YAH! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!" Taehyung yelled at Jimin.
Jimin look at Taehyung with anger. "CAN YOU STOP BEING STUPID?!" Jimin raised his voice.
Jungkook surprise at Jimin. He always know that Jimin never raise his voice like that. Jin holding Jimin, try to stop him near Taehyung.
Namjoon look confused and see Yoongi shake his head. "Hyung did something...." before he finish ask Yoongi.
Taehyung want to get up go to Jimin but Heosok hold him. "Calm down Taehyung..."
"Calm down Jimin. What happen?" Jin asked.
Jimin pointing at Taehyung. "He nearly become crazy hyung."
What Jimin said make the rest member more confuse. Taehyung get his phone and get out from dorm.
"YAH I HAVEN'T DONE WITH YOU!" Jimin shouted.
"Jimin calm down!" Yoongi raised his voice too.
Jimin look at Yoongi. "But hyung.... Taehyung will...."
Yoongi glared at the younger. "We must tell them first." Jimin look at his hyungs and maknae who still confuse what's going on
Jimin sighed. "You are right."
Then Jimin and Yoongi tell them what they heard about (Y/N).
Jungkook still didn't believe what he heard. "But, Taehyung hyung... He..."
Jimin scratched his head and make his hair more messy. "That michinom."
Namjoon in deep thought. "We better make him realized."
The members agree.
~~~
Taehyung back to dorm 3 A.M. He see his members still waiting for him. He ignore them and want to go to his room.
"Taehyung, we need to talk." Namjoon stopped him.
Taehyung look at Namjoon and see how serious his face. He sigh heavily. He sit in front of them. "What? What did I do? It's Jimin who start it."
Heosok sit near him pats his shoulder. "You should stop doing this, Taehyung..." He said softly.
Taehyung look at the dance leader with frown. "I don't understand what you mean, hyung."
"How are (Y/N) Noona? I miss her." Jungkook asked bluntly.
All of them look at Taehyung waiting for his answer. Taehyung tilted his head. "She is fine." He smile widely. "I just met her last night."
Jimin stand up and go toward Taehyung. He punched his cheek.
"JIMIN!" "HYUNG!"
Jungkook grab Jimin to stop him beating Taehyung. "STOP IT TAEHYUNG! SHE IS GONE FOR GOD SAKE!" Jimin yelled at him.
Taehyung still shocked that Jimin's punched him. "What are you talking about Jimin?"
Yoongi facing Taehyung and grab both of his shoulders. "Taehyung.... She... (Y/N) is already gone..." He said softly.
Taehyung laughed. "No, she is not hyung..." He look at Yoongi's eyes. He see sad and pity in his eyes. He shake his head. "No, hyung.. (Y/N) is fine... I just met her."
It hurt the members. Taehyung in denial about (Y/N)'s death. He still delusional that she still alive.
Jimin's body is shaking. "Taehyung a.... she already dead...." Jimin approached him. He shaking Taehyung's body. "She is already dead, Taehyung a..."
Taehyung shake his head. "No... she is alive... I just met her."
Jimin is cried seeing his friend, his brother like this. Yoongi speak up. "She already died, Taehyung. It's been six months since her death."
Taehyung look at his team. He still shaking his head. "No.... no.... she is alive... she promise..." He grab his head and shut his eyes. Namjoon hugged him, all of them hugged him.
"You will her sad if you like this, Taehyung a..." Jin said softly.
"You know she will blame herself if you like this." Heosok said.
"It's doesn't mean you must forgot her." Yoongi added.
"Just accept the truth, hyung..." Jungkook eyes is teary.
"Stop doing this to yourself... You will break yourself..." Jimin said.
Taehyung sobbing. "I'm sorry hyung... I just... I just..."
Namjoon stroke his hair. "We know... we know...You never walk alone... we are here for you..."
The End