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Part 408 of Dictionary.Com Word of the Day Drabbles , Part 15 of One shots - Senior , Part 22 of One shots - Tony centric: Hurt
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Immure

Summary:

What's inside Tony's masks?

Notes:

Another dictionary.com word of the day drabble. This time from 06/13/2000 for the word immure.

immure
To enclose within walls, or as if within walls;hence, to shut up; to imprison; to incarcerate.
To build into a wall.
To entomb in a wall.

This is a bonus drabble(not one of the normal 3 I'm posting a day) for yanagi who commented on Venal and Chicanery a while back. Hope you all enjoy.

This is also for the ncis-drabble community on LJ's challenge: #120 Sweet.

As always comments, kudos, and constructive criticism are greatly appreciated.

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Immure

Most people looked at Tony and only saw his frat boy party mask. They didn’t see his sweetness. They didn’t see how he helped his elderly neighbors. They didn’t see how he redirected Gibbs anger, often, towards himself to spare others. They completely missed the depth of his true persona.

Of course, that was the way Tony wanted it. After his childhood, he’d immured himself in his own mind. It was the only way he knew to survive the vitriol his father spewed. Periodically, he couldn’t prevent hints of his true self from leaking out, but he tried his best to keep it confined. A lifetime of hurt had taught him that he couldn’t be himself for that would only be opening himself up to be hurt by others.

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