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Isn't It Pretty?

Chapter 2: When The Sun Rises

Summary:

There’s so much Regulus wants to say to James, but they have forever, so it can wait until the sun rises.

Regulus’ Perspective.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

There’s something ticklish on Regulus’ waist, so he lets a mindless hand wander down again. Just as his hands brush the surface of the water they’re standing in, James stops him by taking his hand and intertwining their fingers, saying softly, “Hey, Reggie, give me your hand.” Regulus does, he always does, and he relaxes into James hold, letting his eyes grow heavy.

There was something unusually warm about the water, so holding James’ hand now, he looks down again. “Don’t look there, look at me.” James prevents him from getting a peek at the water by untangling their hands—Regulus regrets looking now—and tilting his face towards his.

He wonders if he’s maybe a bit dehydrated, because it’s hard to keep his eyes focused on James, but he can see James smiling at him. “Pretty, isn’t it?” James flirts, smirking at him.

Regulus doesnt think he’s ever told him, but he’s always liked when James flirts with him like this. He thinks of telling James this now, but he’s just a bit tired, so he hums and brushes James’ face with his hand. Before he can drop his hand, James catches it and holds his palm against his cheek.

It’s soppy in contrast to his flirting, and Regulus makes sure to roll his eyes and scrunch his nose playfully. “Hey, don’t you look at me like that.” James replies, leaving Regulus feeling giddy like they were bantering for the first time. Regulus feels his eyes flutter closed, a result of James’ comforting embrace, surely, but he opens them when James says, “Look at the sunset, instead. Isn’t it pretty?”

It is. It’s magnificent, in fact. But where Regulus usually feels warmth akin to James’ touch emanate from it, he feels only James’ warmth now. He could live with that, though. “Yeah,” he breathes, leaning back into James, embracing the weariness that is slowly taking over his body. He’d always felt a bit sleepy in James’ arms, especially when they watched the sunset together. He supposed it was because he felt safe with James, just like he did now.

They watch the sun brush the horizon in a tranquil, peaceful silence. A silence that is only broken by James whispering, “I love you.” James presses a kiss to his cheek, and Regulus smiles dopily as he intertwines their fingers again. I love you, too , Regulus replies, but he thinks he might have only said it in his head. No worries, he’ll tell James when the sun rises.

When the world around them grows dark, Regulus’ eyes fall closed again. He knows James will carry him home, and when they wake up tomorrow, Regulus promises himself to tell James just how much he loves him and everything he does.

But for now, feeling happy and content in James’ arms, Regulus lets himself sleep.

Notes:

bassically, Reggie is so out of it he has no clue he’s dying rn. Sorry about this :)) xx

Notes:

There's something so symbolic about James, the mfing sun, watching the sunset as Reg dies.

Sirius watches (less watching more bawling his eyes out most likely lol) from the other side glad it's james there not him because he wouldn't have been able to give reg those peaceful last few moments that james is able to, but he's also distraught bc he wishes he could have been there for his baby bro in his last moments---brb going to cry my eyes out now

Regulus basically doesn't realize he's dying bc he's so out of it now and kind of just think james is smiling at him and flirting with him and he's scrunching his nose and rolling his eyes back at him like he always done and they're watching the sunset together like they always used to do and they're happy and reg is happy and he dies happy all bc james held himself together for those last few moments.

Also I'm crying bc james gets to say I love u one more time but reg doesn't understand whats going on so his last word is literally yeah bc he isn't only not really able to speak at this point but he doesn't realize its the last time he's ever going to speak to james again so his last word is very simple and that just pains me like nothing else bc I'm a sucker for people getting to say I love u to each other one last time AHHHHHH ow.

Okay sorry for ruining ur day if u read this xx