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Darcy stayed at Kensington palace for a few days.
We were in the library together the first day he was here and he kissed me. He said he knows i have a crush on him. I wonder if anyone else knows. I hope not.
We spent the next few days together and he taught me for to play chess.
On the last night he was here, he wanted to take things to the “next level” and we had sex. I told him no, i wasn’t ready but he says i wasn't allowed to say no.
I feel like i should tell someone but then they’ll find out that i’m gay.