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Dear Joonghyuk-ah,
Congratulations on you marraige! As I sit down to write this letter, you're probably being fitted into a grand tuxedo, I myself, being the last thing on your mind. But for me, you are always the first.
Wait. Scratch that. You've never left it. Not after our marriage, not after our divorce, not even now.
Ah, speaking of divorce, how long has it been since that? 4? No, 5 years? I always find myself recalling how you ran after me that day to ask if you, if we, could start over. Erase that mess of a marriage we had.
I don't think I ever told you this, but do you know how much that made my heart flutter? It was like the lead in a romcom movie, chasing after the love of his life. You were like a protagonist of a book.
As you stumbled over your words in an attempt to apologize, I remember thinking, "Wow. How many sacrifices did I make in my past life to get a man as stubborn as him to apologize to me?"
Your fiancé must have saved the world in order to get married to you! By the way, I heard that they were gorgeous.. Consider yourself a lucky man that someone as kind as them was willing to marry a sunfish like you! I only had to suffer through 3 weeks of it, and look how that ended up!
Now I'll stop wasting your time with my rambling.
But as you're exchanging your vows, if you happen to think of me, I hope you'll hold me in high regards (If you ever did in the first place).
So, here's to you, my star, on our wedding day.
With all my love,
Dokja