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Waking up next to Jaehyun was one of the things Yuta missed most during their time apart. Being able to hear his soft, husky voice saying good morning, his hair messy and his eyes still closed from sleep.
Now, as he watched Jaehyun sleeping, Yuta understood all the burning in his chest. It was love. It always has been. From the moment they met at college, Jaehyun still seemed like an innocent boy who believed in love, but Yuta didn't. And it was only after a lot of insistence from the younger that Yuta began to understand the meaning of love.
Love was being able to see Jaehyun waking up every day and asking him what he wanted for breakfast. Love was when Jaehyun helped him with his schoolwork even when Yuta didn't ask. Love was Jaehyun carrying him to bed when he fell asleep on the sofa watching a movie.
Jaehyun was love in its purest form.
Yuta couldn't hold back any longer and just watched his husband sleep. He began to run his hand through his soft dark hair, caressing his face and moving closer so that he could leave kisses where each dimple was.
Jaehyun smiled before he even opened his eyes. "Good morning, my love."
"Good morning, peach." Yuta replied, smiling back as Jaehyun brushed his lips against his and pulled him closer, making Yuta feel the warmth emanating from his body and the scent that intoxicated him. "Happy birthday, my love."
Yuta kissed him, not even caring that he hadn't brushed his teeth yet.
Jaehyun sat up and pulled Yuta onto his lap, the two of them continuing to cuddle while Yuta traced designs on his husband's bare back. "I love you so much, thank you for being in my life." He looked at Jaehyun, who still looked sleepy but had a silly smile on his face that showed his dimples. Yuta kissed him again, it was impossible to resist him.
Jaehyun parted his lips and began kissing Yuta's neck. "Is that my birthday present?"
Incoherent things came out of Yuta's mouth as Jaehyun bit him on the neck before he could even answer.
A moan escaped Yuta's mouth as Jaehyun tugged on his long, newly dyed dark red hair.
(Jaehyun's reaction when Yuta came home with his new hair, a surprise weeks after his return from Japan, couldn't have been better - or unexpected. It was dinner time, Yuta had just told him he'd be home late from work, but when he opened the door and Jaehyun, with the dishcloth on his shoulder, was preparing the food, he just forgot about the pans on the fire and almost burnt the whole dinner while staring at Yuta with his mouth open. After turning off all the fires and ensuring that nothing had burnt to a point where it was inedible, he sat Yuta down on the kitchen counter and kissed him.
"You look so beautiful." He said after taking Yuta's breath away, running his hand through his hair, fixing his glasses on his face while looking at Yuta as if he were the most precious creature in the world. For Jaehyun, he was.
That was just the beginning, Jaehyun took several photos of Yuta and one of them is his cell phone wallpaper).
So now, Yuta wanted to say that he had actually prepared breakfast for Jaehyun, that he had woken up much earlier and set the table. But his mouth was too busy returning the bites Jaehyun had left on his neck.
He bit down on a specific spot behind Jaehyun's ear, where it was most sensitive, making him let out a loud moan and both of them start laughing.
"I've prepared breakfast." Yuta finally managed to say.
But Jaehyun seemed to have other breakfast intentions at that moment. "I'm sure it's delicious." He laid Yuta on the bed, his red hair filling the pillow as Jaehyun positioned himself on top of him, mapping every detail of his face. "It can wait a bit longer, can't it? It's my birthday." And he made a pout, which Yuta couldn't help but kiss, pulling his face closer.
The toast got cold, but none of that mattered at that moment when Jaehyun was undressing them and Yuta just wanted to give himself to his husband. The coffee could wait.
After showering, the two of them finally found themselves sitting at the small kitchen table, facing each other as they laughed and remembered stories from the beginning of their relationship.
"I panicked when I realized your birthday was on Valentine's Day." Yuta said. "You always got so many presents and I thought, how am I going to compete with that?"
Jaehyun laughed.
"I'm serious, Jae." But Yuta laughed as he spoke. "I used to see you with Johnny, and he'd carry all your stuff with him because of all the presents you got, but it wasn't until later that I found out it was also your birthday."
"It's always been like that."
"Really?"
Jaehyun agreed and bit into an apple.
"I can see it, Jeong Jaehyun, the heartthrob from everywhere he's been." Yuta made a big gesture, as if a huge sign announced it.
"Oh, please." His ears turned red and Yuta just felt sure.
Yuta got up from his seat and walked over to his husband. He grabbed his face and brushed his lips against it, feeling the sweetness of the apple Jaehyun was eating. "Just admit it."
Before he could move away, Jaehyun grabbed him around the thin waist. Yuta found himself once again on his husband's lap that morning.
"I admit it, it was your kitten that won me over."
"Oh my God, do you remember that?" Yuta hid his face in shame.
A certain face never left Yuta's mind. Deep dimples and an innocent smile took over his thoughts.
He just wanted to study, shit. That was all.
To make matters worse, his roommate couldn't stop talking about the gift he'd bought his boyfriend for Valentine's Day.
"Look Yuta, there's a kitten." The boy showed a kitten in the gift package, with its eyes closed and a smile. It was a white kitten.
"He looks like this kitten." Yuta said softly.
"Who?"
When he realized the other had heard, he just went back to what he was doing. But this time, he grabbed paints and a piece of paper.
He remembered exactly the dimples, and the innocent smile that won him over every day, even if he didn't want to admit it.
On the way out of the law building he saw the dimples, it was Valentine's Day, Johnny was standing next to him carrying bags while a girl talked to him. Yuta held the envelope in his hands and pressed it against his chest. He waited until the girl had gone and he could approach.
"Hey Yuta!" Johnny shouted from afar.
Yuta waved back, took a deep breath and walked over to the two of them.
"Happy Valentine's Day." Johnny said as soon as he approached, a big smile adorning his face.
"To you too." Yuta replied.
Jaehyun looked at him from behind his thick glasses and smiled shyly. "Happy Valentine's Day, Yuta."
Yuta took a firm hold of the envelope and held it out to Jaehyun, "This is for you."
"Hmm, another birthday present." Johnny said, teasing.
"What?" Yuta asked, surprised. "Today's your birthday?"
Jaehyun just agreed, his face flushed.
"I-I didn't know!”
"It's okay." He said, waving his hands full of chocolate boxes.
Yuta felt ridiculous at that moment, he thought the gifts were just because Jaehyun was a popular and charming boy.
"Oh my God, I'm-" He hid his face. "Please keep this." He handed the envelope to Jaehyun who took it with a curious look.
Yuta left before he could open it.
"I can't believe you still have this." Yuta was holding the yellow kitten he had painted years ago. The kitten, with its eyes closed and a smile that reminded him of Jaehyun's at that moment, and two dimples in the same place as the other one had. At the top, "Happy Valentine's Day" was written in English. Yuta could recognize his own handwriting.
"Of course I have it, how could I not keep it?" Jaehyun pulled it onto his lap again, Yuta suspected he had a fixation with it. "You just handed it to me and left, I didn't even have the heart to open it with Johnny."
The lines of the painting were almost unrecognizable to Yuta now, so much had changed in his way of painting, in his maturity.
"But when I got to my room and opened it, I wanted to run to you."
"Why didn't you go?" Yuta asked, tucking a lock of hair behind Jaehyun's ear. His hair had grown over the last few weeks, wavy at the ends. Yuta thought it was so cute when it looked like that. "We wouldn't have wasted so much time."
Yuta remembers how much the two of them went around in circles until they finally admitted to having feelings for each other.
"I didn't have the courage." He intertwined his fingers in Yuta's. "I didn't know if you really liked me, even though Johnny told me I should have gone after you that day."
"You should have listened to him."
"I know that now."
Yuta smiled. He took Jaehyun's hand to his mouth and kissed his knuckles.
Even with everything they'd faced until they were together, and even after they'd gone through a crisis last year, Yuta wouldn't change anything in their history. It was just theirs.
"I love you." Yuta confessed. "Happy anniversary." He kissed Jaehyun. "Happy Valentine's Day."
"Happy Valentine's Day, my angel." Jaehyun returned the kiss. "I love you."
"I know it's my birthday, but I made reservations at that restaurant near our house that you love." Jaehyun announced after lunch. Yuta was at home, it was his day off from school, but unfortunately Jaehyun had to go to work.
“Hey-”
"And it's also Valentine's Day, so I have privileges." He continued over the phone before Yuta could protest.
"All right, I was thinking of going there too." Yuta put the phone between his shoulder and ear, just finishing the dishes.
"Great!" Jaehyun said excitedly. "See you later, love you."
"Okay, love you."
Yuta suddenly felt a chill in his stomach. But he knew it was just anxiety wanting to take over again, because he remembered the last time he was supposed to go to a restaurant with Jaehyun.
It was their two-year wedding anniversary. And Jaehyun never showed up that day.
Yuta remembers going home devastated. He found an empty, dark and lifeless house. That night, Yuta lay in bed and cried. He couldn't sleep. He pretended to be asleep when Jaehyun came home and lay down on the other side of the bed without saying a word. That night, Yuta got up as soon as Jaehyun's breathing calmed down and went into the living room to cry. He was losing Jaehyun, he was slowly slipping through Yuta's hands and he couldn't see anything he could do to make it possible for the two of them to be together again.
So much has happened between them since that day. Jaehyun has proved his love every day since the trip.
And being apart since Yuta had spent seven months in Japan seemed necessary at the time.
Yuta remembers Jaehyun's face when he told him he had been accepted at the University of Tokyo, it was a mixture of sadness and joy. Yuta didn't want to go, not at that moment when they finally seemed to be getting closer again.
But since his return, something new seems to have emerged between them.
When they were in Geoje, Jaehyun said that he loved Yuta, and at that moment, he couldn't reciprocate. He felt love for Jaehyun, even with everything that had happened, the love never went away, and his heart broke at the mere thought of not knowing what to do with that love.
But as he looked into Jaehyun's eyes after hearing those words, he couldn't say anything. Even though his chest was burning for his husband.
It was while they were apart that Yuta finally understood. They needed that distance to understand that love wasn't over. A love like that wouldn't end so easily.
Yuta remembers the exact moment when he wanted to say those words to Jaehyun.
The two of them were on a video call, and Jaehyun was showing Yuta the plants, confirming that they were all alive, he was talking about the scale to water them all, and he showed Yuta one by one until the camera finally showed his tired face. It was a Saturday morning, his hair was messy and he was wearing thick glasses instead of lenses. He looked so beautiful. He kept talking, kept telling us about his week without even giving Yuta a chance to say anything.
Yuta felt so much like crying, it had been four months since he had been in Japan and his longing for his husband was only growing.
A tear ran down his cheek and he wiped it away before Jaehyun could see.
"What's wrong?" he asked, a worried look on his cell phone screen.
"It's nothing, please continue." I miss you so much .
It was that day that Yuta realized how much he loved Jaehyun. How being away without being able to touch him or smell him could affect him so much.
Since that day, Yuta had promised himself that he would tell Jaehyun how much he loved him whenever he had the chance.
Yuta sighed, drank the rest of the orange juice he had prepared for lunch and checked the time. It would be a few hours before Jaehyun got home from work. He picked up his computer and went to the table in the living room to prepare some lesson plans for next week.
He doesn't even remember lying down on the sofa and falling asleep.
"Yuta." He heard Jaehyun's voice in the distance.
"Babe, wake up." He felt lips pressing on his face and Jaehyun's perfume closer to him.
"Mhmmmm." Yuta mumbled, trying to wake up from his sleep. "Jae." He smiled.
But then Yuta remembered the restaurant, the reservation, and Jaehyun's smiling face woke him from his sleep.
"How long did I sleep?"
Jaehyun laughed, helping him up and sitting down next to him on the sofa. He pulled Yuta closer, allowing the other to lie on his chest, stroking his red hair.
"It's okay, we still have time." Jaehyun placed a kiss on Yuta's forehead.
And honestly, Yuta wanted to live in that moment. He wanted to be able to freeze that exact moment, where Jaehyun was stroking his scalp and all Yuta could hear was their breathing and Jaehyun's heart beating fast.
"Do you want to take a bath together?" Yuta asked innocently. His big eyes convinced his husband.
Jaehyun, with his dimples and his enchanted gaze for Yuta, who saw so often, simply kissed him before agreeing with a "Yes."
It was a slow kiss, full of longing for the time they had spent apart. Jaehyun bit Yuta's lip and let a low moan escape his mouth. Jaehyun's hand ran through the hair on the back of Yuta's neck as he squeezed.
In a second Yuta was sitting on his lap, now fully awake.
"You taste so good." Jaehyun said in the midst of kissing, too in love with his husband.
Yuta smiled and slipped into Jaehyun's arms, who held him tightly against his chest.
The two of them just felt each other's presence. Their hearts beating together, Yuta closed his eyes and was grateful to be able to be with Jaehyun like this, on yet another anniversary that they were celebrating together and that, for them, there was nothing more important at that moment than each other's presence.
Yuta kissed his neck, before taking off his own shirt. Jaehyun looked at him with desire, amazed at such beauty. He kissed Yuta's neck before allowing his husband to unbutton his shirt and help him take it off. Yuta squeezed his biceps, admiring Jaehyun's defined body.
Jaehyun got up from the sofa with Yuta's legs wrapped around his waist, carrying him to the bathroom.
They both undressed. Jaehyun turned on the shower and waited until it was at a good temperature before helping Yuta wash his hair and rubbing his back, massaging his shoulders. Yuta did the same, having to stand on tiptoe to shampoo Jaehyun's hair while the other was fixated on holding his husband's waist.
"You're going to make me fall here." Yuta complained, concentrating on his task of applying conditioner to his husband's soft hair.
Jaehyun responded with a kiss on the corner of his lips. "I'll hold you."
The restaurant was close by, so they decided it would be better to walk. Yuta liked being able to walk hand in hand with Jaehyun, to feel the warmth of his skin on his palm while Jaehyun told him about another day at work. The night had a cold wind. Yuta huddled close to Jaehyun.
The table Jaehyun had booked at the restaurant was more reserved. The two began with a bottle of wine before exchanging gifts. Jaehyun insisted on giving his first.
"This-" Yuta put his hand to his mouth. "Jaehyun, this is beautiful." Inside the little box Jaehyun had handed over was a pair of gold earrings with three small diamond stones dangling from them. Yuta couldn't help himself and immediately put them in his ear. He opened the camera on his cell phone and checked out his new gift. "They're gorgeous."
"I just thought they'd look great on you and I was right." Jaehyun took another sip of wine, his glass empty for the third time.
Yuta wanted to slap his arm across the table.
"Thank you." But he just took his husband's hand and left an intimate seal.
Yuta picked up the small box he had prepared for Jaehyun. In fact, it was a present that had been kept since he was in Japan.
"Here." He handed it to Jaehyun, who took the box with a curious look on his face. He opened it, and his gaze changed.
Yuta was nervous, he didn't know what Jaehyun would think of the gift. It was too intimate, too specific.
Jaehyun was silent, just looking at the gift.
"Yuta-" he began, and took the necklace out of the box. "Yuta, this is-" The words caught in his throat.
On the necklace, there was a small pendant that Yuta had painted the view from their room when they were in Geoje. It was small, but Yuta managed to convey everything those days had meant to him. That moment itself was something that last year's Yuta could never have imagined, not in the circumstances they both found themselves in, with so much uncertainty and love fading away. Now, as Jaehyun put on the necklace with such a big smile on his face, there was nothing more Yuta could ask for at that moment.
Jaehyun picked up the pendant and looked at it again. "That's just beautiful." He looked at Yuta and his gaze carried everything he wanted to say at that moment, all the memories of those harrowing days that had now been reversed into a moment when the two of them could finally turn the page and move on.
"Thank you." Jaehyun took his hand and left a kiss on his knuckles.
Maybe it was the bottle of wine, or the way Jaehyun kept looking at him, but Yuta couldn't help himself. In the deserted street, he just pinned Jaehyun to the wall of some house while he started kissing him. It would certainly be indecent for anyone passing by, but he didn't care. Jaehyun was just too much for him.
His hair was messy, his face flushed with alcohol, his lips swollen from the many bites Yuta had left. It was just too much.
"Please." He repeated as Yuta bit his neck.
Like two teenagers, they ran back to their apartment hand in hand, with the promise of an unforgettable night.
"Yuta-" Jaehyun tried to say when Yuta locked the door, but they were too busy. Yuta couldn't stop kissing him. The taste of wine in Jaehyun's mouth made him intoxicated.
"Say it, my love."
Jaehyun was trapped between the door and Yuta's body, which trapped him as they clung together and both felt how much desire there was at that moment.
"I want you." He pulled Yuta's face and looked into his eyes. There was desire, passion, longing.
Yuta took him into the bedroom, he couldn't keep his hands off Jaehyun. The sensation of having him with such desire was indescribable.
Without even closing the door, Yuta started kissing Jaehyun again. The younger man was moaning loudly now, feeling his husband's erection every time their groins met, and Yuta made a point of it.
Yuta took advantage of Jaehyun's baggy pants and slipped his hand inside, squeezing his ass and pulling him as close as humanly possible. Jaehyun had such a small ass, but it fit Yuta's hands perfectly and he loved it. Every time he squeezed, Jaehyun let out a moan and moved closer to Yuta, pressing their fronts together.
"Please." Jaehyun said every time they met.
Yuta pulled the hair at the back of his neck, exposing his throat, where he began to bite, leaving red bite marks.
Jaehyun had other intentions, and with his remaining strength, he tried to remove Yuta's shirt, since his jacket had been left somewhere in the room.
Yuta allowed him to, raising his arms to let Jaehyun take off his clothes. He once again looked longingly at his husband, his eyes brimming with desire. He began to kiss Yuta's neck while leaving bites.
Yuta squeezed his waist; he was betting that it would leave marks tomorrow.
Jaehyun's kisses started going lower and lower, he attacked Yuta's nipples, biting one and pinching the other as Yuta turned into a mess.
"Fuck." Yuta let out.
In a second, Jaehyun unbuttoned Yuta's pants and looked at him with big eyes and a false innocence as he pulled his pants down. His gaze only seeking confirmation from his husband, who grabbed him by the hair and pulled his gaze upwards. Yuta ran his thumb over Jaehyun's wet lips, and he opened them and let Yuta's finger enter his mouth. Jaehyun sucked on his finger before pulling down Yuta's underwear and freeing his needy, red and hard member.
Jaehyun pushed Yuta onto the bed, making him sit with his legs spread, perfect for accommodating Jaehyun as he knelt in front of him.
Yuta sighed deeply.
Jaehyun began to kiss the tattoos on his waist. One at a time, in his own time, as he traced a path down Yuta's member with his tongue. He licked the head, feeling Yuta's taste on his tongue before taking the whole cock in his mouth and starting to thrust in and out.
Yuta closed his eyes and just surrendered to the sensation of Jaehyun's mouth on his cock. His tongue traced designs over his skin, his hand worked with the rest of his member while stimulating his balls.
It had been so long since Jaehyun had been on his knees in front of him. With his cock in his mouth, saliva mixed with precum dripped down his mouth and glistened on his face. It was delicious to watch, and Yuta became more and more aroused.
He grabbed Jaehyun's hair and held him in place until he started to choke and Yuta let him go. Jaehyun stopped to breathe with a perfect smile on his face until he stuck out his tongue and started licking Yuta's cock again, never taking his eyes off him. Jaehyun held onto Yuta's thighs, squeezing them as he licked Yuta's cock, sucking all of him.
At that moment, Yuta could only think of one thing: if having Jaehyun's love meant seeing him on his knees with his eyes watering, then Yuta wanted that love forever.
Yuta wanted to scream. He wanted to shout how much he loved Jaehyun. He wanted to scream because his orgasm hit him so fast and Jaehyun just took it all in his mouth.
Yuta closed his eyes for a few seconds, trying to catch his breath. When he opened his eyes again, Jaehyun was looking at him, his eyes still full of desire. Yuta took his hand and helped him up.
As soon as he was facing Yuta, he opened his mouth and showed the seed on his tongue before swallowing. But Yuta was quicker, and pulled him into a wet kiss, feeling his own taste in Jaehyun's mouth.
"You're so-" Jaehyun began, but had to stop in the middle because Yuta insisted on taking off his clothes.
"So what?" Yuta wanted to know.
"Naughty, hot, shameless."
Yuta laughed as he unbuttoned Jaehyun's pants.
Jaehyun stopped him, and Yuta pursed his lips, because he wanted that moment to be his, but again, Jaehyun had other intentions. As soon as Yuta's hands came out of his pants, he took them and left a seal in each palm. Then Jaehyun placed Yuta's hand on his breasts, letting his husband explore his body. He continued with that look full of desire, and Yuta understood what he wanted.
Yuta began to squeeze his waist with one hand, while the other passed over his defined abdomen that left Yuta salivating, he pulled him closer and left a wet kiss near his happy trail, Jaehyun sighed.
Yuta's hand went up, and he started squeezing Jaehyun's nipples, one at a time, while the other turned into a mess, moaning louder and louder.
Jaehyun took Yuta's hand again and placed it over his bulge in the front of his pants. "This is how you make me."
Yuta could feel how hard he was. There was already a stain on the front of his pants and that in itself was too much for Yuta, he felt himself getting hard again.
Jaehyun started to take off his pants and allowed Yuta to help, pulling his underwear down together and freeing his hard cock, which jumped in his belly, thirsty for attention.
Yuta's mouth salivated. He looked at Jaehyun, licking his lips and his husband just grabbed his red hair and pulled him closer to his cock and Yuta opened his mouth, Jaehyun played with the cock around Yuta's mouth who looked at him with a frown before picking it up and stuffing it in his mouth.
Jaehyun tasted so good. A taste that Yuta had always wanted to taste. It was perfect the way Jaehyun fit him so well, anywhere. Jaehyun was made for Yuta.
Yuta licked and sucked Jaehyun, he would occasionally take him out of his mouth to breathe, and leave bites on Jaehyun's inner thigh, and it was on one of these occasions that he pulled away, leaving Yuta at a loss until he took his pants off completely and sat on Yuta's lap.
"I'm not finished." Yuta said, pouting.
Jaehyun kissed his pout. "You can do that later, I want something else now." He settled down on Yuta's lap, their limbs touching as Jaehyun moved around, rolling slowly, at the same time Jaehyun took their cocks together and started to move his hand.
"What do you want, my love?" Yuta said, trying to control himself.
"I want you to fuck me."
Yuta let out a moan and pulled on the back of Jaehyun's neck, their lips met and a fervent kiss began. Their tastes mingled, Jaehyun continued to minister his movements.
Jaehyun's tongue explored every corner of Yuta's mouth. And they both asked for a way in. Yuta bit and sucked Jaehyun's lip, who moaned loudly at the mixture of bites that now went down to his neck.
Yuta decided it would be best to interrupt Jaehyun. He threw the younger man on the bed and got on top of him. Jaehyun's eyes pleaded with him.
"Please." Jaehyun said, pulling on the red hair and kissing Yuta's lips once more. "I want you." He wrapped his legs around Yuta's waist and brought their crotches together once more. Yuta let out a loud moan, muffled by Jaehyun's neck being bitten and sucked. Yuta never wanted this moment to end.
On the bedside table, Yuta reached into the drawer for the lube. He doused two fingers with a good amount while Jaehyun watched intently. At the same moment, he spread his legs, allowing Yuta to settle in. Yuta left a wet kiss below his navel before starting to circle its edge with two fingers. Jaehyun took a deep breath.
It had been a long time since Jaehyun had last been bottom. Yuta remembered each time, because Jaehyun was special in those moments, and Yuta couldn't wait for them.
A finger slowly entered Jaehyun. It was so tight that Yuta had to add more lube. His fingers made a wet noise every time they moved, exploring Jaehyun's walls. "More." He ordered with his eyes closed and spreading his legs wider.
Yuta obeyed. He inserted two fingers and began to move them around, rediscovering his husband's insides, who moaned every time Yuta found a specific spot inside him. Yuta increased the pace, taking the opportunity to add another finger.
Jaehyun was a mess. He moaned and tried to move his hand around his cock, but Yuta always pulled out, and then Jaehyun would pout, which lasted only a few seconds before Yuta slipped his fingers in deeper.
Of course, Yuta took the opportunity to leave bites on Jaehyun's thighs, with which he was completely obsessed.
"Please, Yuta, please."
Yuta bit the inside of his thigh until it turned red. "What, peach?"
"I want you inside me."
Hearing those words was like listening to your favorite song after a long time.
Yuta could only obey. He took Jaehyun's fingers and pulled him in for another kiss. "On your hands and knees." He ordered, looking into Jaehyun's eyes.
He just obeyed, getting on his knees and butt up, his face in the pillow as he waited.
It was a scene that made Yuta salivate. He was so beautiful. How could he be so beautiful?
Yuta couldn't help himself and bit his ass, Jaehyun screamed. The marks of his teeth perfectly marked his pale skin.
"I wish I could take a picture." Yuta said, rubbing lube on his cock.
"Don't you dare." Jaehyun said, getting up to check that his husband wasn't holding his cell phone.
Yuta let out a laugh as he positioned himself behind Jaehyun.
"I'll just record your pink hole in my mind, it's mine alone, I'll look at it whenever I want." Yuta said before slapping his husband on the butt and leaving a kiss on his cheek. "Ready?"
Jaehyun nodded.
Yuta positioned himself and circled Jaehyun's hole, rubbing the entire length with lube. When he realized that Jaehyun was no longer so tense, he began to thrust his cock in. Slowly, Yuta pushed in, feeling how hot he was. It had been so long since the last time they'd done this.
"You're so tight." Yuta said, holding Jaehyun's waist, pushing him deeper and deeper.
When he was completely inside Jaehyun, he lowered himself, resting his chest on Jaehyun's back and keeping his eyes closed. "Are you okay?" He asked, caressing his husband's face and leaving a seal at the corner of his lips.
"Mhmrumm." He replied, opening his eyes and smiling. "You can move."
Then Yuta began to slowly move in and out of his husband. It was a unique sensation, being able to fuck Jaehyun while he moaned softly, the sound muffled by the pillow as he begged for more. Yuta didn't want to leave that moment, when he could pick up the pace and his thrusts increased. He watched his cock moving in and out of Jaehyun, a scene that would remain etched in his mind.
His husband was crying, asking for more and more. Yuta held him tightly around the waist and the sound of their skins meeting echoed through the dimly lit room. Those sounds were delicious for Yuta, they made him increase his thrusting every time Jaehyun moaned more and he squeezed his husband's waist. He wanted to leave a mark, he wanted to show everyone that Jaehyun was his.
Yuta continued, and bent down again to leave bites on Jaehyun's back. He pulled Jaehyun's face and left a kiss on his lips.
"I want to see you when you come." Yuta thrust deep and Jaehyun closed his eyes.
Yuta pulled out of him, and watched as Jaehyun's hole closed around nothing, his cock aching.
Jaehyun lay on his back, his legs spread, his chest rising and falling, and he grabbed Yuta by the arms, asking him to come again.
Yuta just obeyed.
He thrust himself inside his husband again. Deep, in a specific spot. And now he could see Jaehyun's face. His eyes closed, his mouth open, his cock bobbing every time Yuta thrust.
"Yuta-" Came from the back of his throat.
"Say it."
"I'm going to come."
Yuta increased his speed. "Open your eyes." He ordered.
Jaehyun wanted it, he was fighting it. It was almost impossible.
Every time Yuta reached his prostate he screamed and his eyes closed, but Yuta held his face and kissed him, continuing to go deeper.
Their lips parted, and the hand that had been holding Jaehyun's waist now went to his cock, and Yuta began to thrust his hand. "Come for me, my love."
It was too much for both of them.
Yuta thrust faster and faster, feeling Jaehyun's insides throb when he moaned loudly, like a song, his melodic voice warning him as he came on Yuta's hand and chest.
That scene was the point for Yuta, who felt his orgasm hit him for the second time that night and his seed spurt inside Jaehyun, hot.
Yuta continued to thrust into him, until he had spent his entire orgasm inside his husband.
He looked at Jaehyun, who was gazing at him with a look of satisfaction and pleasure, the orgasm felt so good. His face flushed, his lips swollen and ajar. It was just too much.
"I love you." Yuta said, caressing Jaehyun's face, kissing every corner of that perfect man who was his alone.
"I love you." Jaehyun repeated, pulling his husband in for another wet kiss.
The two of them stayed embraced, still connected with Yuta inside him because Jaehyun protested when he went to take it out, insisting that they should stay that way a little longer.
Yuta doesn't know how much time passed, but when they woke up with the sky still dark and their bodies warmed only by their closeness, they were both smiling. The room smelled of sex and perfume and for Yuta at that moment, nothing else mattered.
"Let's take a shower." Jaehyun suggested, his eyes soft with sleep.
Yuta turned on the shower and went back to get Jaehyun, who went into the bathroom on wobbly legs while his husband laughed at him. Jaehyun slapped him on the arm.
Yuta was on his knees when Jaehyun came for the second time that night.
"Baby, I'm home!" Yuta shouted from the doorway as soon as he entered the house.
The day was very tiring. The children were overjoyed that he was back, always saying how much they had missed him during his time away. What's more, they kept asking Yuta questions about what Japan was like and now they were all impressed by his new hair color.
"Hey." Jaehyun said from the kitchen, while washing his hands in the sink.
Yuta left his backpack on the sofa and walked over to him. "Hey." He kissed his husband, who held him around the waist.
"How was your day?" Jaehyun asked. He was happy, Yuta could see by the way his dimples deepened whenever he smiled.
"Tiring, but it was so good, I have to show you something!" Yuta said excitedly.
"Go take a shower first, I'm preparing dinner."
"Okay." Yuta gave him a kiss on the cheek and a slap on the ass before going to the bathroom.
After showering, Yuta went to his backpack on the sofa and picked up the drawing he had received as a gift from one of his students.
"Baby, look at this." He called Jaehyun over as he stuck the drawing to the fridge with a magnet.
"What?"
Jaehyun came up from behind and hugged him around the waist as he looked at the drawing.
"My student saw our photo on the screen of my cell phone, the one we took at the restaurant, and she drew this picture, she said it's us." Yuta said, with a twinkle in his eye as he remembered the moment when his student handed over the drawing with a certain shyness. First she went to ask Yuta something, and must have seen the photo when his cell phone was on. A few minutes later, when Yuta saw that she was concentrating on something, he didn't want to get in the way and just let her because she was one of his most creative students. The girl handed him a piece of paper with a drawing on it. He just wanted to cry.
"This is beautiful, my love." Jaehyun squeezed his waist and put his chin on his shoulder to look at the drawing. "She's very talented."
"She is, isn't she?" Yuta said, turning to him and Jaehyun left a quick kiss on the corner of her husband's lips before pulling him to the table where dinner had already been served.
Jaehyun was silent as he ate, only the clatter of cutlery between them.
"Did something happen?" Yuta asked, worried.
Jaehyun sighed and looked at him, a glint in his eye. His hair kept growing, he looked so beautiful. He moved the chair closer to Yuta and ran his hand through his still damp hair and tucked a lock behind his ear.
"What do you think-" He swallowed. Yuta was starting to get anxious. "Do you think we should have children?"
Yuta was surprised by the question.
“What?”
"What do you think about having children?" Jaehyun repeated the question.
"Jaehyun, are you serious?" He couldn't be joking, not with something like that.
He took Yuta's hands and kissed them, looked into his eyes and continued. "I just - I see when you talk about your children and how happy you were when your nephew was born..." He looked down at their entwined hands and then at Yuta again.
"I sometimes think there's something missing between us, not that there really is, but, I know you love children, and you once mentioned your desire to have a child-"
Yuta felt his heart beating as fast as it had when Jaehyun had asked him to marry him.
"Are you serious, Jaehyun?" Yuta repeated the question, he couldn't believe what Jaehyun was saying.
He nodded, his eyes shining. "I've been thinking about this for a while and we're at such a good moment..." He wiped his eyes and Yuta felt his own eyes water. "I love you so much, we're already a family, me and you, but if you want, it could get bigger-"
Yuta couldn't stand it and hugged him, he jumped into Jaehyun's lap and hugged him as tightly as he could. "I love you."
Yuta didn't even think Jaehyun remembered the conversation they'd had at the beginning of their relationship, when he'd mentioned wanting to adopt a child. At the time he wasn't sure if Jaehyun was the right person, but now he's sure it's him, it could never be anyone else.
"Do you want to have a baby with me?" Jaehyun asked. His face was wet as he looked at Yuta smiling.
"Yes, yes, yes." Yuta kissed him quickly and leaned his forehead against his, he couldn't stop smiling. "We're going to have a baby."
The two just looked at each other as they wiped away each other's tears, unable to believe that this moment was happening.
Yuta couldn't wait to be able to call Jaehyun the father of his child.