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Chapter 2: You Love Me

Summary:

Hoseok gets out of his grip, sprinting away giggling.

He smiles feeling the sand softly crunch under his feet and the nice sound of the waves surrounding him.

He's always wanted to come to the beach.

Namjoon remembered that, he smiles turning as he sees Namjoon chasing after him.

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"You love me?"

"Mm I love you so much"

"How much?"

"I can't even describe with words. The world love is too small compared to what I feel" "You love me?"

Notes:

hi guys I'm back with the final chapter ! I didn't want to drag it too long and make you wait, so hopefully you guys like it. Enjoy !

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Hoseok turns feeling so comfortable, he opens his eyes and is confused for a second but then gets flashes of last night. He yawns, turning to see Namjoon out in the balcony. He lays quietly, until Namjoon comes in and sees him awake. 

"Hey, you're up" he gently sits beside him. 

Hoseok looks up at him, not knowing what to say. 

"I ordered breakfast, come out". 

Namjoon's about to get up but Hoseok reaches out to hold his hand. Namjoon looks down at his hand, gently rubbing it. 

"Does your head hurt?" 

"A little" 

"I'll get you some medicine".

Hoseok sits up then, leaning closer into his space. Namjoon lets him do as he pleases. Hoseok scoots closer laying his head on Namjoon's chest, softly listening to his heart beat slowly. Namjoon then reaches up to rest his hand on Hoseok's head, holding him. 

"Sorry".

Hoseok's about to pull away but Namjoon holds him close. 

"Don't apologize".

Hoseok leans back into his arms, feeling a bit content. 

"Did you sleep okay?" Hoseok nods. 

"I know I shouldn't have brought you here but I couldn't get ahold of anybody else. I couldn't leave you either" 

"I'm glad you were there".

Namjoon smiles gently kissing his head. Hoseok looks up at him then and Namjoon can't help but stare down at him. Hoseok smiles leaning away as he lays down again. 

"Come on, you need to eat breakfast".

Hoseok get up groaning. 

"Can't I sleep more?" 

"Sleep after eating. Eating will help with your headache" Hoseok pouts but gets up.

Hoseok glances at Namjoon not knowing what to say as they eat. He sighs putting his plate down. He texts Jimin he's fine and thanking him for abandoning him. 

"Namjoon I should head back" he says standing up. 

"Okay, I can take you" 

"No it's okay. Jiminie called an Uber" 

"Okay" 

"Thanks again for last night" 

"Of course" 

"I'll wash it and return it soon" Hoseok says touching the hoodie he's currently wearing. Namjoon nods as Hoseok starts grabbing his things. 

"Bye" he calls out, Namjoon waves.

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"Can you help me?" 

Namjoon turns seeing Jimin. 

"Sorry?" 

"It's hoseok hyung".
Namjoon nods standing up. He follows Jimin out to where he figures is his and Hoseok's dorm as he enters the small room. He sees a small sized lump on the right bed. He glances at Jimin, asking for what's happening. 

"He came late and hasn't gotten up. He won't talk to me". 

Namjoon steps closer, "Hoseok, hey it's me".

Hoseok peaks his head out from under the blanket. Namjoon seeing his puffy eyes.

"What's wrong? Did something happen?" Hoseok stays quiet. 

"Hoseok, hey" Hoseok scoots closer. 

He glances at Jimin.

"Jimin could you get some tea for him?" 

"Yeah". 

He steps out and Namjoon turns back to Hoseok. 

"What's happened? Mm?" 

"I had a meeting with Professor Yoo yesterday" 

"Mhm" 

"He said if I wanted to continue on the path to my dream job, I had to work with him. That I had to make sure I'm doing and being good" 

Namjoon gently caresses his head, trying to comfort him. 

"I was sure he was going to do something and then another student came in. I'm so scared to see him" 

"Hey, it's okay. He won't touch you. Any time he calls you, bring someone with you. Don't see him alone" 

"I can't see him" 

"Then say you're sick or something. You don't want jimin to know?" Hoseok shakes his head. 

"Why?" Hoseok shrugs tears falling. 

"It's okay". 

Namjoon pulling him close and Hoseok easily goes into his arms. 

"Thanks for telling me" Namjoon rubs his head. 

"I'll go with you the first time if you want, hm?" Hoseok nods wiping his eyes. 

"I also think we should tell someone. You're uncomfortable with him, that's not okay" 

"I can't" 

"Okay, it's okay" Hoseok sniffs. 

Namjoon rubs his sides, the door opens and Jimin comes in. 

"Here hyung" 

"Thanks Jiminie" he takes small sips. 

Hoseok turns to Namjoon. Namjoon nods encouraging him. Hoseok lays down holding his hand. 

"Want me to stay?" Hoseok nods. 

"Okay" he moves to sit on the floor. 

"You can lay here" Hoseok scoots giving Namjoon more room on the bed. 

Namjoon lays down beside him, Hoseok scooting closer again. 

"It's okay" Namjoon wipes his cheeks as Hoseok's still crying. 

He pulls him closer, rubbing his head. Hoseok soon quiets down, falling asleep. Namjoon keeps gently running his fingers through Hoseok's hair. He's even sweating, Namjoon notices. 

"Is he okay?" 

"Hm, I think he will be" Jimin nods. 

"Ima go grab something to eat" 

"Yeah that's fine".

Hoseok wakes up feeling comfortable, he blinks seeing Namjoon watching something on his phone. His hand still gently combing through Hoseok's hair. Hoseok shifts pulling back as he stretches.  

"Hey" Namjoon says softly. 

Hoseok pulls back completely, he sits up. Namjoon sits up with him, making sure he's okay. 

"I love you" Namjoon softly lets out. 

"Hm?" Hoseok looks up at him surprised. 

"I love you. I..maybe I have no right saying it anymore but I just want you to know. I'm trying to be different from how I was before. I won't stop telling you how I feel now".

Hoseok looks down. 

"You don't have to say anything".

Hoseok extends his hand out, "Friends?" 

"Friends" 

Namjoon smiles.

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"Namjoon".

Hoseok sprints towards Namjoon. 

"Can you come with me?" He asks softly. 

Namjoon nods, "I'll catch you guys later" he tells the guys he was with. 

"What if he asks why you're with me or tells you to leave?" 

"I got it. It's okay" Hoseok nods. 

"Hoseok hey, oh Namjoon you're here too" 

"Hello professor" 

"Did you have something to ask?" He glances at Namjoon. 

"No, I just came with Hoseokie. He's feeling a bit sick" 

"Oh, sorry to hear that. Are you still with the flu?" 

"Yeah, the ends of it" 

"I see". 

He's silent and they wait for him so say why he called him. 

"I can send you the videos, since you aren't feeling too well right now" 

"Okay" Hoseok bows and walks out, Namjoon following him. 

"Why'd he call you when he could've just sent them?" 

"I know, he always does that" 

"Let's go get lunch, have you eaten?" Hoseok shakes his head. 

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Hoseok stands with Jimin as they watch the basketball game. 

"Isn't that Namjoon? I didn't know he was on the team?" 

Hoseok turns seeing Namjoon running out in the basketball uniform. 

"I didn't either. He maybe just joined". 

"I didn't know you liked basketball?" He hears and turns Professor Yoo beside him. 

"Ahh yeah, I came with Jimin" he smiles politely but backs up. 

He gives Jimin a look. Jimin smiles shaking his head. 

"Hyung lets go sit down" 

"Mm" 

"Here I can bring you guys up front" he grabs Hoseok arm guiding him. 

They follow sitting front row, Hoseok scoots closer to Jimin. Half way he reaches into his bag grabbing Namjoon's hoodie and putting it on as he feels a bit uncomfortable as Professor Yoo keeps leaning closer to him. 

"Mm Kookah bring a snack" Hoseok says over the phone. 

He smiles as he sees Jungkook coming, Jungkook's about to sit between Hoseok and the professor but Professor Yoo scoots closer to Hoseok. Jungkook smiles awkwardly and sits beside Jimin. Jimins telling him a story about one of the players and Hoseok chuckles leaning back, he feels a hand on the lower part of his back. He glances at Professor and back to Jimin, making a face. Jimin shrugs not knowing what to do. Hoseok shifts as the Professor kept his arm beside him, almost caging Hoseok in.

The game ends, with their team winning. 

"Wanna go grab something?" Jungkook asks. 

"Hm" Hoseok nods. 

They start picking up their things when he feels a hand on his shoulder.

"Here it's cold" Professor Yoo hands him his jacket. 

"Ah it's okay, I'm pretty warm" he says politely. 

"Are you g-" 

"Hoseok" he turns seeing Namjoon walking towards them. 

"Namjoon" he smiles waving. 

Namjoon smiles seeing what he's wearing. 

"I didn't know you were on the team?" 

"Hm I just recently joined" Hoseok nods. 

Namjoon reaches for his arm and pulls him closer between him and Jungkook, away from Professor Yoo. 

"Did you like the game?" 

"Hm I even took pictures" he grabs his phone showing him some of the photos he took. 

Namjoon glances at Professor Yoo, it was a bit obvious as to what Namjoon was trying to do, he doesn't care though. 

"You hungry? Wanna go somewhere?" 

"Mm, I haven't eaten" 

"Why?" Hoseok glances at Jimin. 

"He was dancing and then came here" 

"Let's go before you pass out" 

"Ya" Namjoon smiles turning him around, guiding him away. 

"Were you uncomfortable?" He whispers as they walk further away. 

Hoseok nods rubbing his arms as it's a bit cold. Namjoon takes off his jacket and slides it on over Hoseok's shoulders. 

"Saw him want to give you his jacket" Hoseok shakes his head but wraps the jacket around him. 

"You aren't cold?" 

"Im fine. I'm hot actually" Hoseok nods. 

He turns seeing Jimin and Jungkook following, and behind them Professor Yoo. He groans letting his head fall back. 

"Tired?" 

"No" 

"I'll carry you" 

"Ya it's you who just got done running" 

"And you haven't eaten" 

"Yeah, let him carry you" Jimin teases. 

Namjoon's about to lean down so Hoseok can get on his back but Hoseok steps in front of him, opening his arms. Namjoon's smiles and leans down, picking him up easily. Hoseok easily rests his head on his shoulder. 

"Better?" 

"Mm, might fall asleep" 

"Go to sleep then, I don't mind" 

"The car isn't that far, we're almost there" 

"You really need to eat. You need to take care of yourself" 

"Okay dad" 

"Ew don't call me that" Hoseok chuckles.

"Then what? Daddy?" He lifts his head whispering in his ear. 

Namjoon jostles him up and Hoseok giggles. They get to the car, Namjoon setting him down. He looks down at him with a look in his eyes. Hoseok makes a kissy face and smiles stepping away. Namjoon takes a deep breath, looking away as he leans on the car. 

"Hoseok, you guys get home safe" 

"Mm, bye professor" he waves. 

"Get in" Namjoon opens the door and Hoseok hops in. The guys in the back. 

"Ya I was so uncomfortable the whole game" Hoseok says getting comfortable in his seat. 

"He was literally all up beside you" Jimin says. 

"I know. I wanted kook to sit beside me but he moved" 

"I should've said something" Jungkook says. 

"I feel like it would've just gotten more awkward". 

They get to a restaurant and get off. 

"Hey wait a sec. We'll be right there" Namjoon says grabbing Hoseoks arm gently. Jungkook and Jimin get off after nodding, they ahead and head inside since it's cold out. 

"Hm?" 

"You okay?" 

"Mm" Namjoon searches his face and Hoseok smiles leaning closer. 

"Namjoon i'm okay" 

"Okay".

Hoseok yawns letting his head fall on Namjoon's shoulder. 

"You cold?" Namjoon asks as Hoseok had taken off his jacket and hoodie. 

"Not really" Namjoon nods. 

He rests his hand on Hoseok's thigh, Hoseok grabs his hand holding it. Namjoon rubs his skin gently, smiling as he feels Hoseok scoot closer. 

"You full?" Hoseok nods. 

Namjoon squeezes his hand. Namjoon gets a text. He takes his phone out seeing it's his mom, he smiles and opens his camera.

"Seok" Hoseok turns to him then towards his phone. 

He poses and Namjoon smiles sending it, responding to her text. 

"When's your next game?" 

"Friday" 

"Cool, we're free" Namjoon smiles looking down at their hands.

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Hoseok's in the practice room late at night just dancing when the door opens. He turns shocked and freezes for a moment before recognizing it's Namjoon. 

"You scared me" 

"Sorry".

Hoseok keeps dancing as Namjoon goes and sits near the front. 

"Does your ankle feel better?" 

"Mm I've been icing it" 

"Good" Hoseok plops down beside him, taking a sip of his water. 

"You know the other day that light went out. It scared me so much, so when you come, tell me or don't creep up" 

"Okay I won't" 

"Let me see you dance" Hoseok smiles getting up.

"What you think?" 

"You're amazing, as always".

Hoseok smiles falling beside him. He takes another sip of his water, he ruffles his hair back, breathing heavily. He takes his jacket off, resting beside Namjoon. He slips his shoes off wiggling his feet. 

"They sore?" Hoseok nods. 

He pats his thighs and Hoseok smiles lifting his feet onto his lap. Namjoon starts massaging his calves and feet. 

"They don't stink?" Hoseok giggles wiggling his toes. 

"Not really".

Hoseok lifts a feet to Namjoon's face. Namjoon holds it and moves it closer. 

"Ya"

Namjoon chuckles letting him go. Hoseok stands up beginning to practice again, this time barefoot.

It's around 2am when Hoseok falls beside Namjoon again. 

"I can't stop thinking" Hoseok pouts. 

"You need sleep. I'll walk you. Come on"

Maybe it's the fact that it's late at night or maybe it's that he's sleep deprived. But he doesn't want to get home, doesn't want to lay in his bed where he'll feel lonely like every other night. He wants to spend more time with Namjoon, wants to be with him for a bit longer. He comes back from grabbing his things and Namjoon's about to get up but Hoseok sits down on his lap. Namjoon looks up at him surprised. 

"You okay?" 

Hoseok leans forward and hugs him. The lights then shut off at the usual time of 2:29. Only the emergency light by the door on. 

"Hoseokah" 

"Don't leave me" Hoseok says so softly. 

"I won't" Namjoon responds. 

He reaches up touching Hoseok's cheek. "I won't. I won't ever leave you again".

Namjoon feels the tears hit his palm. He leans forward and gently presses the softest kiss on Hoseok's forehead. He doesn't have time to register it when Hoseok leans in pecking his lips. Namjoon cups his cheeks pulling him closer, when Hoseok doesn't make a move to stop him, he slowly presses his lips against Hoseok's. He kisses him so gentle, Hoseok can physically feel his sincerity. He kisses back getting instantly lost in it. He lets Namjoon guide the kiss. Pushing him to lean a bit back as Namjoon's hands come down to his waist. Maybe it is his sleep deprivation that's making him do something he normally wouldn't do. Jimin would kill him if he found out. Namjoon pulls away biting on Hoseok bottom lip.

"This okay?" 

Hoseok nods as he shuffles closer to Namjoon. Namjoon holds him tightly as they cuddle on his bed. Somehow they got here from the studio and all Hoseok knows is he feels comfortable and safe. Warm in Namjoons arms. He really does need sleep.

"Joonie"

"Hm?" 

Hoseok leans up kissing right below his jawline. "Don't leave" 

"I won't" he pulls Hoseok back into his arms. 

Hoseok tears up holding onto him. He closes his eyes as Namjoon kisses his head. Maybe just for one night he can have this. For at least one night he wants to feel safe and loved again.

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Hoseok's standing outside with Jungkook as they wait for the event to start. 

"Oh my god" Hoseok says as it starts raining. 

"Hyung" Jungkook moves closer. 

"Oh Hoseok, hi" he turns seeing Professor Yoo. 

"Hi" he steps back closer to Jungkook. 

He grabs his phone checking if Namjoon texted him he's almost here. 

"I'll cover you" Professor Yoo lifts his arms. 

"Oh I got him" Jungkook says as he covers them both with his jacket, completely covering Hoseok. 

"You're here for the holiday event?" Jungkook asks.

"Some kids mentioned it and I decided to drop in for a bit. Make sure everyone's behaving and being good" he glances at Hoseok who smiles awkwardly and turns to Jungkook. 

"Joon's coming" Jungkook nods pulling up their code. 

"At least you were able to get us codes" Jungkook says softly and Hoseok nods. 

The event is more on the private side for those of the dance crew and a few other clubs, so they wanted to sell tickets so they could raise some money. 

"I can get you guys in for free" Professor Yoo says getting closer. 

"Oh it's okay, Hyung got tickets for us" 

"Fuck it's cold" Namjoon says running over, he's holding a huge umbrella. 

"Hey" he says softly to Hoseok, who smiles turning to him. 

Namjoon pulls him close, "You cold?" 

Hoseok nods. 

Namjoon rubs his back trying to warm him up. 

"Professor" Namjoon's acknowledges him. Jungkook scoots under the umbrella too. 

"Here" Namjoon takes his jacket off. 

"You'll be cold" 

"I'm fine. You got wet".

Hoseok takes his jacket off. He slips on Namjoons jacket and hugs him. Namjoon glances seeing Professor Yoo staring at them but he ignores it. They go in and Hoseok pulls Namjoon to the drinks and snacks table. 

"Try these, the crew made them" 

"They're good" 

"You don't sound convinced" 

"They're good" he smiles. 

They start playing music, Hoseok stepping closer so Namjoon can hear him. Namjoon wraps an arm around him, pulling him close. Hoseok then noticing how Professor Yoo pops up behind him. 

"Lets go sit" Namjoon says pulling him away, Hoseok goes easily. 

"Jiminah", Hoseok motions for him to sit down. 

Hoseok chuckles falling over Namjoon's lap as he giggles over what they're talking about. He soon yawns, leaning his head on Namjoon. 

"Should we get some snacks before we go" 

"Don't want to go back" 

"Stay at my place" 

"Can I?" 

"Of course".

Hoseok glances at his lips, they're so close, due to the music. Namjoon smiles glancing at his lips too. He leans forward pecking his lips softly. Hoseok smiles looking up at him, with his pretty Bambi eyes. Namjoon pecks his lips again. Hoseok glances at Jungkook who's smiling. He smiles shyly.

"So..you guys.." 

"He hasn't asked me out" Hoseok says glancing at Namjoon. 

"Soon". Hoseok blushes looking down. 

"Lets grab our snacks and go" Hoseok nods.

Namjoon steps out of the bathroom, smiling as he sees Hoseok on his bed, on his belly scrolling on his phone. He climbs over him, wrapping his arms around him. 

"What?" 

"I'm just happy".

Hoseok smiles scooting closer. 

"Let's sleep, baby" "I'm not y-" 

"Not yet" Hoseok smiles. 

"So no kisses until you ask me out" 

"That's not fair" 

"How?" 

"Fine no kisses then" Hoseok smiles laying down, cuddling close. 

"Just one last kiss then. The last one".

Hoseok leans up, giving Namjoon access. Namjoon smiles kissing him before he changes his mind. Hoseok can't help but smile as he kisses back. Namjoon squeezes his waist, making him gasp, giving him access. He slips his tongue inside Hoseok's mouth. He pulls away biting on Hoseok's bottom lip as they're both out of breath. Hoseok cuddles back against him, Namjoon smiles pecking his cheek. 

"Night Joonah" 

"Night baby" 

Hoseok can't help but smile as he closes his eyes.

|Two Weeks Later|

"Is Namjoon coming?" Jungkook asks. 

"I invited him" he nods. 

"You seem happier lately" 

"Really?" 

"Yeah, I'm happy for you" 

"Thanks Kookah".

Hoseok then gets a call, he sees it's from Namjoon. 

"Mm?" 

"Can you come down, I need some help with the things" 

"Oh yeah, I'll be right there".

Hoseok grabs his jacket heading downstairs. He sees Namjoon grabbing things from his trunk. 

"They're in the front" 

Hoseok heads to the front. 

He opens the car door and stops seeing some roses, a cute teddy bear, and a small box. He then hears a song playing, it's their song from back when they were young. He turns to Namjoon, to see he's approaching him. 

"Joonah" he says softly. 

"This is the day. I know you've been so patient with me and I'm sorry for taking so long. I was blessed to be able to be my your side again. You forgave me and I'll always remember how I made you feel. How I should never let you go again. You made me whole. Make me a better person. I know I hurt you so I promise to always be my your side and never leave you. You don't have to be scared about that with me anymore. You're my whole world. My whole light. So I'm asking you, finally, to be mine. Let me be able to call you mine, to hold you and kiss and dote on you any time I want without needing any excuse. Take me and let me be that person you need me to be".

Hoseok's tearing up but he nods and wraps his arms around Namjoon, leaning in to kiss him. Namjoon smiles kissing back, holding him close. He deepens the kiss slowly savoring every inch of Hoseok. Hoseok opens his mouth, letting Namjoon in. He gasps for air as Namjoon keeps kissing him, not getting enough. Hoseok chuckles making Namjoon slowly pull back. 

"You're so beautiful".

Hoseok smiles hugging him. He turns to the car, grabbing the flowers, smelling them. 

"You like them?" Hoseok nods. 

He grabs the teddy bear holding it as he grabs the box next. He turns to Namjoon. 

"Open it". 

Hoseok opens it finding a pretty necklace. "Woah" 

"You like it?" 

"Yeah, a lot" Namjoon smiles reaching for it. 

"I'll put it in you" Hoseok turns, smiling as he sees the pretty necklace rest above his chest. 

Namjoon's kisses his nape turning him around. 

"Pretty" Hoseok smiles turning back to the building. 

"Joonah" 

"Hm?"

"Thank you" 

"Of course".

"Woah" Jungkook smiles clapping as he sees them. 

"Hyung i told you he'd like it" 

"Ya! You knew?" 

"Of course I did" Hoseok shakes his head. 

"Lets celebrate".

Hoseok puts the things in his room and comes out enjoying the party with his closest friends.

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"Professor Yoo called" Hoseok says to Jimin as they're in the studio. 

"If he makes a move, just say you have a boyfriend. He should know by now, everyone pretty much knows" 

"Yeah but remember he just got back like two weeks ago from break" 

"True but still I'm sure he's heard" Hoseok nods.

"Hi" Hoseok walks in. 

"Hello Hoseok, it's been awhile" 

"I haven't had time since you got back" Hoseok says softly. 

"That's okay. That's why I called you in today. Is everything going good so far?" 

"Yeah Professor Min has been really great. He's helped me a lot" 

"That's good. I just..are you doing something this Thursday? Like later in the day?" 

"Thursday?" 

This Thursday is Valentine's Day. 

"Yeah I'm busy" 

"Spending it with someone?" 

"Yeah, my boyfriend" 

"Ah you got a boyfriend?" 

"Yeah Namjoon. You know him" 

"I do know him. That's too bad then, I was making plans for you and I" 

"Oh, well I'm busy" he says awkwardly. 

"Maybe I can treat you better" 

"Sorry?" 

"I'll treat you better. You deserve someone like me" 

"I really like him so I don't see how.." 

"Does he treat you right?" 

"Yes" 

"What if someone treated you better?" 

"They can't. Only he knows me best" 

"I think I can compete" 

"I don't think that possible. I should go" he grabs his things. 

"Hoseok" 

"By the way this is really unprofessional and unsettling. You're 50. I'm 26, so no you don't have a chance nor can compete. It's disgusting". 

He walks out before he can say anything, he stops as he sees Namjoon waiting for him. 

"You okay?" 

"Mm" he goes into his arm. 

"I'm proud of you" Hoseok smiles pecking his lips.

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Namjoon smiles as he watches Hoseok giggle as he runs into the water. He follows after him, catching him and spins him around. Hoseok giggles holding onto the arms around him.  He puts him down, Hoseok smileing as Namjoon leans down to kiss him. Hoseok chuckles into the kiss as he falls back, bringing Namjoon with me. 

"Hoseok" Namjoon gasps. 

Hoseok gets out of his grip, sprinting away giggling. He smiles feeling the sand softly crunch under his feet and the nice sound of the waves surrounding him. He's always wanted to come to the beach. Namjoon remembers that, he smiles turning as he sees Namjoon chasing after him.

"Did you like it?" Namjoon asks as he holds Hoseok in his arms. 

After the sun set, Namjoon brought a small blanket and the food he ordered arrived with some wine. They ate while chatting about anything they wanted, the conversation flowing easily. After the dinner, they're just watching the scenery together. 

"Mm a lot" 

"Good" Namjoon noses against his neck. 

He feels the breeze hit them, Hoseok shivering slightly. 

"Want to head back? It's getting cold" Hoseok nods. 

They get up, packing their things. Namjoon starts grabbing their bags as Hoseok takes their final photos, he's been taking them all day.

They sit in the car as Valentine Fireworks are being shot, a perfect view from their spot, a perk of coming early in the afternoon. Hoseok records smiling, Namjoon captures an off guard picture of Hoseok. 

"Baby" Hoseok turns to him.

"I love you".

Hoseok reaches over and presses his lips against Namjoon's. Namjoon's smiles cupping his cheeks as he kiss back. Hoseok gets lost in it, feeling happy and content. Namjoons pulling him closer so Hoseok climbs over the console and onto his lap. Namjoon moves the seat back as he helps Hoseok get comfortable, so he can sit on his lap comfortably. Hoseok scoots as close to him as he can. Namjoon squeezes his waist, keeping his hands in appropriate areas. Hoseok pulls back gasping, lips already a bit swollen. 

"Touch me" he says softly. 

Namjoon pulls him back for a kiss as his hands roam down his body, stopping at his thighs. He squeezes and Hoseok lets out small noises, breathing heavy. Hoseok's hands slowly start pulling on Namjoon's pant strings. 

"Ba-baby wait" Hoseok pulls away. 

Namjoon holds his hands gently, "I..I really don't want to get excited. I'm sorry. Fuck" 

"What?" 

Namjoon gently lets Hoseok's hand fall on his pants, feeling his growing boner. Hoseok makes a small gasp, biting his lower lip shyly. 

"You want to stop?" 

"You want to continue?" Hoseok nods like it's something obvious. 

"In the car, our first time since..?" 

"Our first time was in the dance room, I don't mind the car" Hoseok says and Namjoon chuckles.

"Yeah but we're in public" 

"There's barely anyone around" 

"I love you" 

Namjoon whispers pulling him closer as he squeezes his cheeks. Hoseok giggles as Namjoon kisses him, deepening the kiss as his hands go to Hoseok's ass, squeezing. Hoseok moans throwing his head back, Namjoon going down to his jaw as he kisses lower and lower.

Hoseok moans softly as Namjoon's three fingers deep. 

"I wish I had lube" Namjoon sighs.

"Oh" Hoseok reaches for his bag and pulls out a small little lube bottle. 

"We've been dating for almost two months now" Hoseok explains. 

Namjoon pecks his lips pouring some on his hands. Hoseok gasps, leaning back giving Namjoon a better view. 

"Fuck baby" Namjoon starts at his neck and kisses down as he keeps spreading him.

Namjoon pull a condom out and Hoseok glances at the small box. 

"I don't use it with anybody, I use it when I don't want to make a mess and clean up" Hoseok chuckles and sits up. 

"Are you comfortable?" Hoseok nods and Namjoon guides him to sit down, slowly taking him in deeper and deeper. 

Hoseok moans squeezing Namjoon's arm. 

"Fuck, you feel so good" Namjoon kisses him as he bottoms out, holding him tightly. 

"I won't last" Namjoon chuckles and Hoseok nods because he won't either. 

Hoseok starts slowly grinding, moaning softly. Namjoon lifts his hips and helps him balance as he starts bouncing in his lap. He then gently thrusts up and Hoseok moans, body shaking. 

"Keep going" Hoseok moans and Namjoon does as told. 

They both don't last, coming apart soon after. Namjoon pecks his cheek, moving his hair out of his face, pecking his lips then. Hoseok slumps on his lap, breathing heavily, clinging to him as he tries catching his breath.

"You okay?" He nods sitting up. 

Namjoon cups his cheeks, he looks so beautiful, with an afterglow. 

"So gorgeous my baby" Hoseok chuckles softly. 

"You love me?" 

"Mm I love you so much" 

"How much?" 

"I can't even describe with words. The world love is too small compared to what I feel" 

"You'll never leave?" 

"Never. Baby I can't survive with you" Hoseok leans down kissing him.

Namjoon kisses back softly. No lust or hunger just pure love and adoration being carved into the kiss.

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Notes:

hi !:)) new story. hope you guys like it so far ! more namseok fics coming soon ! STREAM 'NEURON' !