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I used to say I want to die before I'm old(but because of you I might think twice)

Chapter 20: Drum Show

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"That's why love stories don't have endings! They don't have endings because love doesn't end."

-Richard Bach

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The world came back in slow pieces — the way light seeps through fog after a storm, not all at once, but in pale, trembling fragments.

Clancy’s first awareness was of air, damp and heavy, brushing the inside of his lungs. Then the dull ache that lived behind his ribs. Then sound — a low hum of distant voices, metal tools clinking, the restless shuffle of feet on canvas floors.

And beneath it all, the rhythm that told him he was still here: Duncan’s breathing, close and even, as though the world itself had finally found a way to rest.

He opened his eyes to a thin ceiling of pale fabric above him, shifting gently with the breeze. The air smelled of salt, herbs, and the faint, bitter trace of burned linen. Someone had tried to clean the blood from his coat; someone had failed.

He tried to sit up. His body disagreed. Pain rolled through him like thunder.

“Hey, hey, don’t do that,” came a voice, warm and firm at once.

Duncan was there in an instant — face half-lit by a lantern’s glow, hair falling in messy curls. His hands were gentle, but his eyes were exhausted. “You’re still healing. Don’t push it.”

Clancy managed a weak smile. “Feels like I fought against a god.”

Duncan’s mouth twitched. “You did. And you won.”

That made Clancy laugh — a fragile sound, but real. It faded quickly, though, replaced by a deep unease. “Where are we?”

“The main med tent,” Duncan said, adjusting a folded cloth over Clancy’s shoulder wound. “The others are setting up on the outskirts. The city’s quiet now. Too quiet, maybe, but… we’ll take it.”

Quiet. That word had always been suspicious in Dema — silence was a tool of control there, not peace. But this quiet felt different. It wasn’t the absence of sound, it was the absence of fear.

Clancy lay back, staring at the shifting light above them. He remembered Nico’s voice — oily, heavy, endless — and the way the world had gone white when it ended. He remembered Duncan shouting his name. Then, nothing but water and weightlessness.

Now, the world felt solid again. The weight had returned, but so had gravity — and gravity meant life.

“Hey,” Duncan said softly. “You’re safe. You hear me?”

Clancy turned his head. “Are we?”

“For now.”

There was something in Duncan’s voice that made him look again — something like wonder and fear intertwined. Duncan was staring toward the tent’s corner, where a small shape sat quietly in a pile of folded bandages.

At first Clancy thought it was a shadow. Then it moved.

A little girl — barely two, maybe younger — sat cross-legged on the floor, staring up at them. She had a mop of dark curls and wide, curious eyes the color of stormwater. Her tiny hands clutched a piece of gauze like a flag.

Clancy blinked. “Um.”

Duncan sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. “Yeah, she’s been here since morning.”

“What?”

“She wandered in. From one of the orphanages, I think. Nobody stopped her. The gates are open now, so…” Duncan trailed off, glancing at the girl with something between fondness and helplessness. “She won’t leave. Every time someone tries, she just—”

He mimed a toddler’s furious scowl, arms crossed.

Despite everything — the wounds, the exhaustion, the ghosts still whispering in his mind — Clancy laughed. The sound startled the girl. She blinked once, then giggled softly, as if accepting him into her private joke.

“What’s her name?” Clancy asked.

“Tyla,” Duncan said. “One of the nurses found her ID tag.”

Duncan went over and picked the little girl up. Tyla snuggled into him and began to play with the strings of his hoodie. Duncan put her down on the bed and sat down in his chair next to it.

Clancy studied the child. She sat now on her knees, peering up at him, her face solemn and unafraid. She tilted her head, pointing one tiny finger toward his antlers — what was left of them.

He reached up automatically. The wrappings still smelled of ash. The tips were uneven, scarred from when he’d sharpened them into weapons. The memory of that choice still haunted him: the resolve, the rage, the need to become something monstrous to fight monsters.

Tyla just smiled and reached out her hand toward them.

Clancy hesitated — then leaned down to let her touch the bandage. Her fingers brushed the rough cloth gently, as though she already understood that healing required tenderness.

“She’s not scared of you,” Duncan said softly.

“Maybe she should be,” Clancy murmured.

Duncan gave him a look — the kind that said don’t you dare. “You burned the robe, Clance. That’s what matters.”

Clancy didn’t answer. He watched Tyla instead, who had now decided his arm made a good seat. She leaned against him, eyes drooping as if the simple act of being near another heartbeat was enough to lull her to sleep.

He felt something unfamiliar twist inside his chest — not the hollow ache of grief, but something smaller, brighter. Something like peace, fragile and new.

|-/

By nightfall, the air outside had turned cold. The tent’s lanterns glowed golden against the dark, and the sound of rebuilding hummed faintly beyond the walls.

Clancy couldn’t sleep. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw flashes — the tower collapsing, the bishops falling, Nico’s voice dissolving into static. It wasn’t fear, exactly. More like disbelief.

He’d dreamed of defeating Nico for years, but in the dream, it had always ended cleanly — light, silence, release. Reality was messier. Nico was gone, but Dema remained. The people remained. And so did Clancy.

He turned his head. Tyla was asleep on the cot beside him, curled in Duncan’s hoodie. Duncan sat in a chair nearby. He lean against the cot, chin on his arms, half-asleep. A single candle flickered between them, its flame bending toward every stray current of air.

Clancy stared at that little flame for a long time. It reminded him of the torches the Banditos used to carry — how the light always trembled but never died. How it was enough to guide them, even when nothing else was.

When Duncan stirred, Clancy spoke without thinking. “Do you think she has anyone left?”

Duncan blinked himself awake. “Tyla?”

Clancy nodded.

“I don’t know. Most of the orphanages lost records when the bishops fell. But she seems… fine. Resilient.”

“Resilient,” Clancy repeated, tasting the word. “Like you.”

Duncan smiled faintly, tiredly. “Like us.”

Silence fell again. Outside, a hammer struck rhythmically — someone rebuilding scaffolds or a bridge. The sound felt almost holy.

“Duncan?” Clancy said quietly.

“Yeah?”

“What if we did this wrong?”

Duncan frowned. “What do you mean?”

Clancy’s voice cracked. “What if we freed them just to build another cage? What if I become something worse?”

Duncan got up then, crossed the short space between them, and sat on the edge of Clancy’s cot. The candlelight painted his face in shades of gold and shadow. “You won’t,” he said. “You already made the hardest choice — to walk away from power when it called your name.”

Clancy stared at his hands. The scars glimmered faintly in the light. “It didn’t feel like walking away. It felt like breaking.”

Duncan reached out and grabbed Clancy’s hands. “Then maybe breaking was what saved you.”

For a moment, neither spoke. Then Tyla mumbled something in her sleep — a soft, meaningless sound — and shifted, reaching out instinctively toward Clancy. He let her small arms wrap around his.

Duncan smiled. “She likes you.”

“She doesn’t know who I am,” Clancy said.

“She knows enough,” Duncan said. “She knows you’re safe.”

Safe. The word lodged somewhere deep in Clancy’s chest, like a seed.

He looked at the sleeping child, at Duncan’s hands holding his, and for the first time since waking, he felt like the world might not crumble if he breathed too deeply.

|-/

Morning came with the scent of rain.

Clancy woke to find Tyla sitting at his side again, humming tunelessly and braiding together bits of gauze like flowers. When he opened his eyes, she grinned — a toothy, delighted thing — and proudly held up her creation.

“For me?” he asked.

She nodded solemnly.

He tied the makeshift braid around his wrist like a bracelet. “Perfect fit.”

Duncan entered just then, carrying a tray of bread and tea. His hair stuck up in every direction, and there was flour on his sleeve.

Clancy raised an eyebrow. “You baked?”

Duncan shrugged. “Sort of. Someone’s got to feed the revolution.”

Tyla giggled, clapping her hands. Duncan grinned. “See? She gets it.”

Clancy took a slow sip of tea, the warmth spreading through his shaking hands. The world outside still felt uncertain, fragile, but there was something steady here — something small and good.

The war was over. The rebuilding had begun. And somehow, in the middle of all that, they had found a child who smiled at them like the world had always been kind.

Maybe, Clancy thought, that was how you rebuilt a world — not in grand acts or perfect plans, but in small, human moments. A laugh. A touch. A promise to stay.

When Tyla crawled into his lap and fell asleep again, Duncan leaned against his shoulder, and the three of them sat in silence.

The rain began to fall, tapping gently against the tent.

Clancy looked out toward the horizon — toward the skyline of Dema, its towers no longer glowing with unnatural light. For the first time, the city looked almost human. Almost hopeful.

He tightened his arm around Tyla and whispered, almost to himself,

“Let’s keep it that way.”

|-/

There were mornings now when Dema didn’t echo.

The towers still rose like bones against a washed sky, but the air between them felt different—thinner, freer. The smoke that once curled from burning propaganda had long since cleared. In its absence came the fragile noises of life: the scrape of broom bristles on stone, the laughter of children darting through the broken plazas, the calls of workers setting scaffolding where idols once stood.

From the window of the small house he and Duncan had claimed near the southern wall, Clancy watched the city breathe again. His hand still trembled sometimes when he reached for the cup beside him, a faint reminder of wounds that refused to fade. But he could lift it now without flinching. He could sip warm tea and taste it. That was new.

Duncan was outside, hammer in hand, repairing the warped shutters that groaned in the wind. His curls caught the sunlight, a halo of soft gold seemed to appear around the sharp set of his jaw. Every so often, he’d glance through the window to make sure Clancy was still there—half a smile tugging at his lips each time their eyes met.

A few months ago, Clancy would have turned from that gaze. Now he held it.

He was still learning what peace felt like. It came to him in pieces: the weight of Duncan’s head on his shoulder at night, the way the people of Dema began to hum songs in the streets again, the hush of a city trying to remember how to be more than afraid.

And then there was her.

Tyla.

Their daughter.

She had been half-hidden under one of the cots in the med tent when he first met her. The war had left the hospitals overcrowded, filled with the moans of healing and the silence of those who never would. Amid it all, a pair of wide blue eyes peeked out from beneath the sheets. She couldn’t have been older than two.

Duncan told him later how he had crouched down while Clancy was asleep when she first wandered in. His voice soft as dust.
“Hey, little bird. You lost?”

She hadn’t answered. Only crawled closer, clutching a ragged cloth horse with a missing ear. Her hair stuck out in uneven tufts, and there was dirt streaked down her cheek, but she didn’t cry. She just looked—curious, wary, alive.

Something in Clancy’s chest had cracked open when they met, fragile and terrifying. He’d reached out his hand, and she’d taken it like it was the most natural thing in the world.

That was weeks ago.

Now, she toddled through the small house like she owned it, her laughter scattering the dust that still lingered in the corners. Duncan built her a wooden horse out of scraps from the barricades; Clancy painted its eyes bright green. Sometimes she’d wake from naps calling for them both, voice small but certain: “Da!” “Papa!”

Clancy never got used to that sound. He hoped he never would.

The people of Dema had taken to calling them the Redhouse, because of the roof Duncan insisted on painting the color of sunrise. It stood at the edge of what had once been the containment sector—a patch of soil slowly softening again, where grass dared to grow through cracks in the pavement.

Clancy found himself walking there often. Some days he’d bring Tyla, who’d toddle beside him, collecting small treasures: a feather, a glass shard polished smooth by rain, a button. She’d hold each up to him with grave importance.

“For you, Papa,” she’d say, and Clancy’s throat would close around the simple enormity of it.

There were still days when the shadows reached for him. Nights when he’d wake gasping, hands shaking, convinced the red robe was still clinging to his shoulders. But Duncan was always there. Always. The steady rhythm of his breathing beside him anchored Clancy in a way nothing else could.

And each morning after, the city outside seemed a little brighter.

The rebuilding was slow, almost painfully so. But it was theirs. The people weren’t afraid of silence anymore. They filled it with music. In the evenings, small groups gathered in the open squares—Banditos and citizens both—to share food and stories. Children danced where the Watchers once stood guard.

Dema was remembering itself.

Clancy sometimes sat at the edge of those gatherings with his ukulele balanced on his knees. He’d play softly, just enough to blend with the murmur of voices, to remind the city that sound could heal too. Duncan would join him eventually, always off-key at first, laughing when Clancy corrected him.

It wasn’t a stage, not yet—but it was enough.

The city, the laughter, the weight of Tyla asleep against his chest—these were the new songs he was learning.

And beneath it all, a hum. A quiet pulse that told him this wasn’t the end of something, but the beginning.

|-/

It began with whispers—soft and uncertain, like the first breeze before dawn.

Clancy heard them first at the market square, where the scent of baked bread mingled with sawdust and laughter. He’d been haggling for apples, Tyla perched on his hip and reaching eagerly for everything bright. The vendor, a round-faced woman who’d once run a ration line for the Banditos, leaned forward and said under her breath,
“They say someone’s come back. Someone from the old days.”

Clancy had smiled politely, uncertain, until she added—

“Rhea. And a man who walked with her. From the outskirts.”

For a heartbeat, everything stopped.

He hadn’t heard that name spoken aloud in years—not since the first escape, when Rhea’s songs had carried through the tunnels like firelight. She’d been a symbol to them all. Duncan would be thrilled to meet the closest thing he’d had to a parent.

He carried Tyla home quickly, heart tight in his chest. Duncan was at the table, carving a toy bird out of driftwood. The moment Clancy said her name, the knife slipped from his fingers and clattered against the wood.

“What did you say?”

“Rhea,” Clancy said quietly. “She’s coming here. With Keons.”

Duncan didn’t speak for a long time. Just stared down at the shavings on the table, jaw trembling as if he were holding back an entire lifetime of words.

“Baby, I want to meet her,” he whispered finally. “She’s like your mom. I want to meet your mom.”

His voice broke.

Clancy crossed to him without thinking, hand finding his shoulder. “You should meet her,” he said. “Before the others reach them. Before the stories twist what’s true.”

They met at the northern gate.

The guards stepped aside as the pair approached—a woman with gray in her curls, eyes like stormlight, and a man beside her whose gait was tired but proud. Keons. He was barely recognizable from his bishop days. His red scarf was faded to rose, and there was a badge on his chest that bore the old Bandito sigil, scratched and worn.

Rhea saw Duncan first. Her breath caught audibly, and her hand flew to her mouth.

“Duncan?”

Duncan trembled. Shocked. Confused. Overjoyed. He didn’t answer at first—just walked forward, as if afraid she might vanish again if he moved too fast. When he finally reached her, he fell to his knees before she could speak. She knelt too, hands trembling as she cupped his face.

“Mom?” he whispered.

“My boy,” she whispered, voice cracking. “My beautiful boy.”

And Duncan—steady, bright, unbreakable Duncan—collapsed into her arms like a child.

Clancy truly hadn’t known. He felt like he was intruding. He had taken so much from Duncan. Now, he felt like he’d taken Duncan’s mother too.

Clancy turned away, out of shame and reverence. The moment was too sacred to look at for someone who had taken so much from the ones they loved. Tyla tugged at his sleeve, wide-eyed and silent, as though she too understood.

When he looked back, Keons was watching him.

There was history in that gaze—old and weary, but kind. “I’m sorry, Clancy,” the older man said simply. “For almost breaking you.”

Clancy didn’t know how to respond to that. “You broke me and then held me together,” he said. “It wasn’t your fault.”

Keons smiled faintly. “Thank you.”

Rhea stepped away from Duncan and walked over to where Clancy was standing. She hugged him warmly, tightly. Like a mother holding her son. Tyla let go of Clancy's hand and ran to Duncan.

“I missed you too, Clancy,” she whispered in his ear. “I’m so proud of you for making it out.”

Clancy felt the guilt deepen inside him.

|-/

They brought Rhea and Keons into the heart of Dema.

The streets buzzed with murmurs as people caught sight of them. To some, they were legends returned. To others, ghosts. But Rhea moved among them with quiet grace, greeting old Banditos by name, touching every shoulder she passed.

That evening, she gathered them all—the remaining leaders, the citizens, the healers—into the amphitheater at the city’s core. The stage was cracked from years of disuse, but torches burned along its edges now, bathing the faces of those who’d come to listen.

Clancy stood beside Duncan in the front row, Tyla asleep against his shoulder.

Rhea stepped forward and spoke, her voice carrying easily in the open air.
“Dema has always been a city of walls,” she said. “But walls can hold, or they can protect. We decide which.”

The murmurs quieted.

“Vialism is gone,” she continued. “The bishops have fallen. What remains of their structure will not be rebuilt. Instead, we will build something new—from memory, from mercy, from all we lost.”

Her gaze found Clancy then, and she inclined her head slightly. “The man who once wore the robe of our enemy now carries our hope. He is not alone in that redemption.”

Clancy felt heat rise to his cheeks. Duncan’s hand brushed his, grounding him. It made his guilt worse.

Then Rhea gestured to the edge of the stage, where Keons stepped forward, lifting a banner—green and gold, stitched with a simple symbol: a hand holding a flame.

“This,” Rhea said, “will be our new crest. Not for rebellion. For renewal.”

The crowd stirred, then erupted into applause—not thunderous, but warm, alive.

Clancy exhaled slowly. For the first time, he believed it. Dema could heal.

It was just him who couldn’t.

|-/

Later that night, after the torches burned low and the crowds dispersed, Clancy and Duncan walked home together in silence. Tyla slept draped over Duncan’s shoulder, her small fingers curled around his shirt collar.

When they reached their door, Duncan stopped, still staring ahead at nothing.

“She’s really my mom,” he murmured. “After all these years. I thought I’d buried that hope with my father.”

Clancy turned to him. “She never stopped looking for you.”

Duncan nodded slowly. “And Keons—he’s her father. My grandfather.” He let out a short, breathless laugh. “I don’t even know what to do with that.”

Clancy smiled faintly. “You don’t have to do anything. Just let them in.”

They stood there a while longer, watching the soft light of the rebuilt city flicker across the windows. Then Duncan shifted Tyla into his arms and whispered, “Let’s go home.”

And Clancy followed.

The guilt began to seep from behind his mask.

|-/

Clancy woke with a start.

It had been a few days since Rhea and Keons had returned.

Since Duncan’s mother and grandfather returned, he corrected himself.

Clancy was riddled with guilt. He had yet to tell his boyfriend what he had done.

He had stolen Duncan’s mom for 16 years.

He had stopped her from escaping successfully. If she hadn’t had to watch out for him. If she hadn’t had to watch out for a stupid twelve-year-old kid, she would have made it home. To her real family. To her real kid. He had stopped Duncan from being a kid because he was too stupid to let Rhea make it home. Duncan would be so angry. He would take Tyla and leave him. Oh god, he couldn’t live without the two of them. Tyla would grow up to hate him. He wouldn’t be able to go back to being alone. He would die without th—

Duncan, who had previously been asleep peacefully next to him, began to wake. Clancy didn’t notice, focused on the guilt and shame that weighed him down.

“Baby, are you okay?” Duncan asked softly.

Clancy couldn’t hear him over the storm in his mind. Tears had begun to stream down his face.

“Clance?” Duncan questioned a bit louder. “Are you okay? What’s going on in your head?”

“I’m sorry,” Clancy whispered.

Duncan looked at his boyfriend. “What are you sorry for, carnation? You haven’t done anything wrong.”

Clancy looked up at Duncan. His light. His warmth. His joy.

How could he have done this to his favorite person?

Clancy wept.

“Oh baby,” Duncan said softly as he pulled Clancy into his lap. He wrapped his arms around his lover as he cried, Clancy’s tears flooding onto his skin.

“I stole your mom,” Clancy whispered. “I took her for 16 years. I took her when you needed her most.”

Duncan was confused to say the least. Clancy didn’t steal his mom. His mom had been trapped in Dema and wanted to help Clancy. He knew his mom. She didn’t leave anyone behind. Especially a kid.

“Sweetheart,” he whispered softly as he brushed through Clancy’s hair, extra careful of his still healing antlers. “ You didn’t steal my m—”

“I did,” Clancy interrupted, “It’s my fault she didn’t make it home to you. She was too busy trying to get me out rather than focusing on making it home to you. If I hadn’t convinced her to let me come with her you would’ve had your mom back 16 years earlier. You didn’t have your mom to guide you and it’s all my fault.”

Duncan kissed Clancy’s forehead as he pulled him closer.

“You didn’t steal my mom, sweetheart,” he whispered, leaning his forehead against Clancy’s.

“She chose to bring you with her. From what I remember of my mom, she would never leave someone behind, especially a kid. You also needed her just as much as I did. She’s basically your mom too. Now she’s just in both of our lives.”

Clancy snuggled in closer to Duncan, and looked up at his light. Tears still in his warm brown eyes.

“Are you sure, baby? You aren’t angry with me? You aren’t going to leave?” he said quietly.

Duncan nodded.

“I’m not angry and I would never leave you. I love you too much.”

Clancy giggled wetly.

“I love you too much too,” he sniffed.

Clancy snuggled into Duncan’s chest as Duncan pulled the two of them down.

Clancy fell asleep in his lover’s arms, guilt slowly giving way to peace.

|-/

Six months later, Dema was a city of sound again.

Not the mechanical hum of Vialist drones or the cold call of sermons echoing through tin halls—but laughter, tools, street music. Somewhere in the old market, a boy was learning to whistle. In the southern plaza, someone had painted the walls with sunbursts and vines. The old statues of bishops—those hollow-faced sentinels—had been pulled down, replaced with murals of ordinary hands lighting lanterns.

Clancy walked the streets often, Tyla’s hand wrapped tight in his own. She liked to skip on the uneven cobbles, hopping over cracks and shouting the names of things she saw.

“Bird! Bread! Water!”

Each word was a small spell, proof that the world she’d been born into could still be learned through joy.

Sometimes, Clancy caught sight of the red tape still hanging from balconies—a remnant of rebellion, of what once defined them. He didn’t pull them down. He didn’t need to. They had faded into decoration now, a quiet memorial.

The Banditos were no longer soldiers. They were builders, teachers, artists.

Duncan had traded his torch for a set of drum sticks, working with children in the north district to paint the inside of the community hall with music. He never wore his hoodie anymore—he’d folded it carefully into a wooden box beneath their bed.

He said it was for remembrance, not for return.

Clancy woke early most mornings. The home they’d built on the northern edge of Dema was small, framed by pale brick and climbing ivy. The air carried the scent of the strait—salt and old storms.

He liked to sit by the window before the others stirred, watching the city breathe.

Sometimes he caught sight of Rhea walking the streets below with Keons. She carried a ledger in one hand, notes from the council. Keons walked beside her with the slow grace of a man long weary but content. Together, they looked like the embodiment of the city’s second chance—gray in the hair, wisdom in the posture, still moving forward.

They’d built the council chambers where the bishops’ tower once stood. The rubble had been cleared, and in its place rose an open amphitheater filled with wildflowers. Every week, citizens gathered to speak freely—no overseers, no sermons.

Clancy didn’t attend often. He said his peace through other means.

Through music.

The first time he played again, it was on a whim. He’d been sitting with Duncan in their living room—Tyla asleep between them, her tiny hand wrapped around his thumb—when Duncan found the old ukulele.

It had survived the war somehow, though the strings were rusted and one tuning peg was missing.

“Play something,” Duncan had said, almost teasing. “For her. For us.”

Clancy hesitated. He hadn’t played since before the Saturday assembly—since before everything. The thought of it had seemed indulgent, even dangerous. Music had always been a weapon in Dema. But when Duncan leaned against his shoulder and murmured, please, something in him loosened.

He tuned the strings slowly, testing the sound. The notes came brittle at first, then clearer, rising into something soft and whole. Tyla stirred, sighed, and rolled against his chest.

The song that followed wasn’t written—it simply happened, as if it had been waiting somewhere deep inside him all along. It was about the long road home, about the quiet courage it took to stay, and about a light that refused to die even when everything else had.

When the final chord faded, Duncan exhaled. “You still have it,” he whispered.

Clancy smiled faintly. “I never lost it. Just forgot how to listen.”

|-/

Word spread faster than he expected. A few days later, a child came knocking—barefoot, hair tangled with paint. She said her mother had heard him playing through the window.

“You played music. Will you do it again?” she asked. “For everyone?”

He didn’t know how to say no.

So that evening, as the last light slipped behind Dema’s new skyline, Clancy carried his ukulele to the amphitheater. Duncan followed, holding a wagon filled with his drumset, Tyla riding on his shoulders, chattering about how the stars looked like “little songs stuck in the sky.”

By the time they arrived, people had already gathered. Families, workers, the elderly, even a few of the reformed guards who’d laid down their posts. Keons was there too, sitting beside Rhea near the front, a lantern in his lap.

When Clancy stepped onto the stage, a hush fell over the crowd.

He didn’t give a speech. Didn’t announce himself. He just looked out at them—all these faces once divided by fear, now united by a fragile hope—and began to play.

The melody flowed like water, filling the cracks of the city. Duncan’s voice joined him on the second verse, low and steady, a harmony that felt like home.

Tyla clapped from the front row, offbeat but radiant, and the crowd laughed gently. Others joined in. Soon, the whole square pulsed with rhythm—hands clapping, feet tapping, voices rising.

For a moment, Dema wasn’t a city of survivors. It was a city of living.

As the final notes drifted into silence, Clancy looked over the crowd and saw Rhea smiling through tears. Keons had one arm around her, nodding to the beat long after the music ended.

Duncan leaned into him, whispering softly, “You did it, Clance. You brought it back.”

Clancy shook his head. “We did.”

Tyla, half-asleep, climbed up into Duncan’s lap, murmured something that sounded like, “Again, Da.”

He smiled. “Tomorrow,” he promised. “We’ll play again tomorrow.”

|-/

Later that night, when the lights of Dema dimmed and the stars took their place, Clancy sat at the window once more. Duncan dozed against his shoulder, Tyla curled between them like a small ember of warmth.

Outside, wind swept gently through the streets, carrying faint echoes of laughter and music.

The city was still scarred, still learning, still mending—but it breathed. It sang.

Clancy let his eyes close and whispered into the quiet,

“|-/, we’re home.”

|-/

Evening settled over Dema like a promise fulfilled.

From the balcony of the rebuilt amphitheater, Rhea watched the city hum below her. The air shimmered with the warmth of late summer—sunlight caught in every window, laughter echoing through open courtyards. The smell of fresh bread drifted up from the marketplace, mingling with paint fumes and lilac smoke from the evening lamps.

She had forgotten how living cities sounded. Not marching, not preaching—living.

For so many years, she had walked through places that whispered only in fear. She had hidden her name, her face, her son. She had lost more than she thought a person could lose and still remain a person. And yet here it was: the proof that everything broken could be rebuilt.

Rhea turned slightly, watching the small figure darting down the street below—Tyla, dark curls flowing behind her, chasing the remnants of a paper lantern. Behind her came Duncan, laughing, breathless, pretending not to let her catch it too easily.

They were light in motion, both of them.

Rhea’s chest ached with a love that had no name for its size.

The council chamber behind her was empty now, candles burned down to nubs. Keons had gone home an hour earlier, still grumbling about the stubbornness of new builders, but Rhea knew he was proud. He had seen many beginnings, and far too many endings. He deserved peace now.

She stayed a little longer, papers spread before her like old maps. They were not laws, not edicts—just letters. Letters from citizens: requests, dreams, ideas. One child had written that Dema needed a playground where the gray towers once stood. Another had drawn a picture of Clancy holding a ukulele with Duncan at his drumset, beneath the words thank you for the songs.

Rhea traced that drawing with her thumb.

Thank you for the songs.

If they only knew, she thought. If they only knew how many songs it took to get here—how much silence.

Down below, the faint hum of music began again. Clancy’s ukulele, even from a distance, was unmistakable. The way he played was almost reverent, like he was praying and celebrating at the same time.

Rhea leaned against the railing, eyes soft.

She remembered when she had first heard him play, years before the rebellion truly began. A contraband ukulele he had built and taught himself to play. A twelve-year-old kid, learning joy for the first time through music. Back then, his music was a cry—wild, defiant, half-made of sorrow.

Now, it was something else entirely.

It was gentle.

It was sure.

The city gathered around him like moths to a lantern.

Duncan sat beside him, adjusting his rhythm with quiet precision, smiling each time Clancy’s melody faltered and found itself again. Between them sat Tyla, shaking a small tambourine, laughing at every missed beat.

The sight struck Rhea with the strange tenderness of déjà vu.

She had seen this before—Keons and James playing the same way, long ago. She could almost smell the campfire, hear the old songs of rebellion that once drifted through the canyons outside Dema. Back then, the hope was raw and burning. Now it was slower, steady, lived-in.

It was no longer a fight for freedom.

It was the act of keeping it.

Rhea’s thoughts drifted to James—Duncan’s father.

He had passed away long ago.

When Duncan escaped.

She missed him.

Her thoughts drifted away from her quiet pain to the old myths—the ones they used to whisper among the Banditos before sleep.

There will always be a Clancy, they said. And always a Torchbearer to guide them.

She used to believe it meant reincarnation, some endless punishment where courage and despair traded masks forever.

Now she thought perhaps it simply meant that someone, somewhere, would always carry the light forward. That the cycle was not damnation—but continuation.

Her father had been right. The story always repeated, but it changed a little each time.

And this time, maybe it had ended differently.

Maybe this time, love had won.

She left the balcony and stepped down the narrow stone stairwell into the square. As she moved through the crowd, people parted for her with quiet smiles and nods. Not out of reverence—out of familiarity. Out of kinship.

When she reached the front, Clancy looked up briefly between chords. His expression softened, eyes bright even under the glow of the lanterns.

Rhea saw a hundred things in that look: the boy who escaped through the cracks of Dema’s walls, the man who burned his robe in a tower, the survivor who held her son and refused to become the monster that made him.

And she thought—

The cycle didn’t end. It healed.

The song came to a close. Applause rippled outward, soft and sustained, like a tide. Clancy set his ukulele aside and lifted Tyla onto his hip. She beamed and buried her face in his shoulder. Duncan, her son, rested an arm around them both, laughter shaking through him as the crowd cheered again.

Rhea felt tears well and did not stop them.

Because she remembered what it had cost.

Because she knew what it meant to see them standing there, alive.

And because, for the first time in a lifetime of wars, she believed the peace might hold.

Later that night, as lanterns dimmed and streets quieted, Rhea walked home beside Keons, her long absent father. The city shimmered faintly in the dark, its windows like stars fallen to earth.

“Do you think it’ll last?” he asked quietly.

Rhea looked out over the rooftops, where faint strains of ukulele still drifted through the night air.

“Yes,” she said. “But not because we built it right. Because they will keep rebuilding it. Because they learned how.”

Keons smiled faintly. “Then perhaps the cycle’s truly broken.”

She shook her head. “No. Not broken, Dad. Just… reborn.”

And somewhere behind them, from a window aglow with candlelight, Clancy’s voice rose again—soft and steady, singing something only the night could hear.

It was not a hymn of rebellion, nor grief, nor victory.

It was simply a song of after.

The kind of song that made the stars lean closer.

The kind of song that told the world it was allowed to rest.

A song that covers the world.

Always.

Notes:

thank you all so much for joining me on this lovely journey!! i am so thankful for everyone of u. i’ve cried multiple times today bc im sad its over.

but,

im happy to announce that you will see more of these characters soon. im going to be writing oneshots and adding them to the series with this. the oneshots dont have an upload schedule so do keep ur eyes peeled. feel free to comment ideas of oneshots u would like to see!!

Notes:

thank you for reading!! please leave kudos and comments bc otherwise i will lose interest and i really wanna finish this. also constuctive criticism is welcome. please be kind.