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¨Did you know that when I was a kid, I used to eat sand?” Mika informed Yuu excitedly.
Yuu gasped, ¨No. What the fuck. Why?!¨
¨Because, I dunno, I used to go to the beach and...just eat the sand.¨
The two males were in the car now, telling stories of the things and adventures they used to go on as kids. They had been talking for hours after the other bandmates went home, and it was nearly close to two in the morning now, but neither one felt a need to leave.
¨I´m not so sure I can top that one.¨ Yuu declared, laughing. ¨Why the fuck, Mika?! Did it, um…” He bit his lip, trying his hardest not to judge his boyfriend for his sins. ¨ ...taste good?¨
Mika stared at Yuu, watching him bite his lip. It took him a moment to answer. ¨Yeah, I mean, they were fucking teeny rocks. They tasted alright.¨
Yuu narrowed his eyes, his lips curling up in a tell tale smile. Mika couldn´t help but smile too, entranced by the other´s beauty.
¨I used to pretend I was like the guy from Man VS Wild and go out into the woods by my old house and, like, try to live on my own and shit, but there was this one time I tried to catch a frog, -cause I wanted frog legs for dinner, you know?¨ Yuu added before Mika could ask. ¨But I went into this little creek barefoot--¨
¨Oh no.¨ Mika murmured, preparing himself for a probably painful story.
Yuu nodded, grimacing. ¨My foot started to feel strangely numb, and so when I pulled it out of the water, it was bleeding. Musta stepped on some glass in the water or something¨
Mika winced, ¨Poor Yuu-chan...¨
¨Yeah, it was shit, Mika. I ran to my-.¨
Yuu stopped there, then looked away, finishing the story quietly. ¨I ran to my mom, and she got all mad because ´why was i hunting for frogs when I had a perfectly good batch of chicken nuggets waiting for me´, but she fixed me up with pink bandages. I remember I cried again because they were pink.¨
He looked at Mika again, with a soft, sad smile. ¨Pink was her favourite colour.¨
¨Pink is a beautiful colour.¨ Mika agreed, not liking the distant look in Yuu´s eyes. He wanted to bring him back to right now, right here. Mika leaned in, -which was a bit difficult due to the fact he was in a car, but managed-and kissed Yuu´s neck gently.
Yuu gasped loudly, pulling away.
Feeling hurt, Mika asked, ¨Would you prefer me not to kiss your neck?¨ As soon as the blonde looked up at Yuu, he smirked. Yuu was blushing and stuttering, hiking up his sweater to his neck.
¨Ohh, I see.¨ Mika crooned. He unbuckled his safety belt and crammed himself inbetween the middle section and the passenger seat. ¨You like neck kissing, don´t you, Yuu-chan?¨
¨S-Shut up, you bastard. Maybe I do, maybe I don´t.¨ Yuu growled, hiding his blushing face under the sweater. Mika laughed, but not at him.
¨Awww, c´mon, don´t hide from me, I´m your boyfriend!¨ Mika started planting kisses on the sweater, pulling it down to reveal a disheveled Yuu.
¨I-I´m not pleased with the actions you chose, let me just go back into the sweater.¨ Yuu stammered angrily. In the process of trying to pull up the shirt, Mika pulled it down at the same time, and then
RIPPP.
The flimsy, uncomfortable material tore right down the middle, threads catching on Mika´s nails.
¨Oh shit.¨ Both males swore at the same time.
Yuu leaned back into the seat, blowing a sigh. ¨Thank god you ripped this. It was so fucking uncomfortable.¨
Mika blinked. He expected a lot of things to come out of Yuu´s mouth, but gratitude was not one of them. ¨Ah...You´re welcome?¨
Yuu grinned, and all the blonde could focus on was the other´s prominant collarbones…
¨So, you never answered my question.¨ Mika stated in a completely different tone. This was...pure velvet. It was raw, rather than the controlled smoothness he normally spoke with.
¨And what question are you referring to, Blondie?¨ Yuu smirked, knowing damn well which question. Fine. If Mika can play sultry, he can, too.
Mika sighed heavily, and aligned his body so that he was on top of Yuu, but not directly touching him. He gripped the sides of the seat and interior door for balance, his knees resting between Yuu´s.
¨You need to learn to listen better. I don´t like to repeat myself.¨ He whispered, his hand framing Yuu´s cheek. He flicked away a few strands of hair.
¨Yeah?¨ Yuu couldn´t really think of anything else to say, so he went with the first thing that came to his mind. ¨Maybe I´m fucking deaf.¨
Mika blinked, stopping short of Yuu´s lips.
Yuu blushed, shoulders shaking.
Laughter filled the car, both of the males laughing at their failed attempt at seduction.
¨You-You fucking-!¨ Mika chuckled, unable to finish his sentence. ¨I cannot believe you ruined the moment with that!”
“I’m so sorry, oh my god,” Yuu laughed, “I honestly didn’t mean to say that, but I just kinda...did.”
“Mood ruiner. I’m telling Shinoa.” Mika winked at Yuu, his breath whispering against Yuu’s neck.
“D-Don’t you dare tell that witch anything.” Yuu croaked out, very much aware of the fact that Mika was only an eyelash away from his neck at this point. Suddenly, Yuu had a question.
“Wait, M-Mika, are we…?” He didn’t really know how to finish the question.
The blonde paused immediately, pulling back only minutely to look at Yuu.
“Yes?”
Yuu reddened, trying to come up with a way to put what he was feeling. “I-I mean, it’s not like I don’t want to, but...is it okay to go so far so early? I-I mean, you know…” He gave an exaggerated head roll to try and demonstrate his point, but it was lost on Mika.
“Oh, um...” Mika understood after a pause. He giggled, and it made Yuu’s heart melt. “Yuu-chan, we’re not going to have sex. God, not in my car.” He shivered at the very thought. “If it’s alright with you, I was only going to kiss you. I wasn’t planning on going that far just yet, love.”
“Oh thank god.” Yuu was relieved; one less embarassing moment. “Please, go ahead.”
“Well, now you’ve sparked my curiosity.” Mika had this devilish glint in his eyes. “Are you...embarrassed to talk about bedroom things?”
“Mika, I liked you a lot better when you were gonna kiss my neck.” Yuu gulped, glaring at the male on top of him. “At least you were quiet, then.”
“I think you are.” The blonde pressed a harsh kiss to the crook of Yuu’s neck, earning a light gasp from the blackette. “But I don’t mind. I’m not to good at that area either. Not much experience at all, so I’m glad I’ve found someone who can explore with me.”
“How does someone like you not find anyone?” Yuu was truly surprised he was even coherent, but he knew he wouldn’t stay that way for long. “I mean, you’re gorgeous, sweet, adventurous, loves to try new things...who would not be all over that?”
“I’m a romantic, Yuu-chan. I try to find those that I think will stick around. There aren’t many like that.” Mika felt all warm and fuzzy from Yuu’s compliments, even if he thought they were a little exaggerated. Mika, adventurous? Maybe to some extent, but most of the time he had to push himself to do things he was afraid of.
Like right now, he was trying to push his fear of not being good enough for Yuu to try and be a great boyfriend.
He focused on pressing hard kisses along Yuu’s neck, until he got to the collarbones. He deliberated for a moment, then experimentally bit the left side.
“Jesus fucking--” Yuu sighed, his fingers catching Mika’s hair and pulling him harshly closer. “D-Don’t stop, oh my god.”
Mika tried not to smile at the desperation and satisfaction in Yuu’s voice. He bit harder, working his way along the bone, and then biting along Yuu’s neck, with Yuu trying to figure out how to breathe again. Mika knew which spots to bite and suck because Yuu would pull on his hair and mutter a swear between clenched teeth.
“Fuck, Mika.” Yuu breathed, “H-Hang on a minute, I need to catch my breath.”
Mika complied, getting up off of Yuu to give the male space.
He gasped when he saw Yuu’s neck.
“Oh fuck.”
“What?” Yuu asked, hearing the alarm in Mika’s voice. “What’s ‘oh, fuck’?”
Pride and something else Mika couldn’t quite identify swelled up in him. “Yuu-chan, how do you feel about maybe wearing a scarf for the next month?”
“Fucking what?!” Yuu yanked down the little flip mirror on the car roof, and just about screamed.
His neck was covered in little and bright hickies, his collarbones taking the brunt of it.
“MIKAELA FUCKING SHINDO. WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!”
“A-Ah...You told me not to stop!”
“That doesn’t mean you make my neck bruised as hell!” Yuu glared daggers at Mika, who just looked at him, agast.
“I cannot win with you, can I?”
Yuu just stared at him. Mika stared back in distress.
Then they both started laughing.
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¨This is horrifying. I have nothing to wear.¨ Yuu moaned amidst an endless pile of clothes. ¨Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Everything is useless.¨
¨Why don´t you wear--¨
¨It´s ugly.¨ Yuu answered Yoichi through closed eyes. ¨Maybe it´s me. I have the ugly.¨
¨Yuu, you´re not ugly.¨ Yoichi tried to tell the other male, but he just let out another wail in response.
¨That´s it, then. I´m not going.¨
¨You´re seriously not going to Mika´s concert just because you cannot find anything to wear?¨
¨Yep.¨ Yuu affirmed hopelessly, burying his head in a pile of socks.
Yoichi sighed. ¨Well, that is just ridicu-¨
¨Cherry boy, open this damn door before I open it for you!¨
Yuu paused in his pity party to widen his eyes in true horror. Oh no. Not this bitch.
¨I´m not home!¨ Yuu hissed to Yoichi, hurriedly throwing his mountain of clothes on top of himself to hide under.
Yoichi smirked. ¨Oh, Shinoa, I´ll open the door for you. Yuu is so excited for the concert, you see-¨
¨Dirty traitor.¨ Yuu muttered angrily.
¨I´d assume so, especially since it´s his boyfriend up there on that stage.¨ Shinoa walked in and screamed at the top of her lungs.
Yuu rolled out of the bundle of clothes with his hands clamped on his ears.
Shinoa screamed again when she saw Yuu roll away from her.
¨JESUS ON A BIKE, YUU, WHAT THE FUCK?! WHY WERE YOU IN THAT MONSTROUS FUCKNEST OF CLOTHES?!¨
¨BECAUSE I WAS TRYING TO HIDE FROM YOU!¨
¨Stop yelling, please!¨ Yoichi threw a sock at Shinoa and Yuu.
¨That thing was taller than me!¨ Shinoa scoffed.
¨Lots of things are taller than you, shorty.¨
¨How do you even own that many clothes?!¨
¨I-¨ Yuu stopped his arguing to truly consider the question. ¨I actually don´t really know. I just sort of...have them all.¨
¨Pfft. Hoarder.¨ The lavenderette rolled her eyes and then began searching through the fucknest. ¨I bet you´re bitching ´cause you can´t find anything to wear tonight.¨
¨The real bet would be when does he ever not bitch.¨ A new voice stated, and lo and behold, it was Pinky Pie, Yuu thought nastily.
¨The hell are you doing here, asshole?¨ Yuu snarled, hovering around his clothes protectively.
¨Um, Yuu? I invited him over, remember?¨ Yoichi laughed gently, hugging Kimizuki tightly. This caused the pinkette to smile despite being in a headache´s presence.
¨Oh. Yeah, sure, whatever.¨ Yuu waved his hand, all the fight backing out of him. He turned to Shinoa, who was texting faster than he had ever seen her.
¨Who are you texting that is so damn urgent? I have a crisis!¨ Yuu exclaimed, gesturing towards his clothes.
¨Mitsuba and Mika. And Mommy will help you in a minute, sweetheart, be patient.¨ Shinoa said in a sickly sweet voice that only further irritated Yuu. He put his index fingers on his temples and reminded himself that if he committed murder or suicide, he wouldn´t get to see Mika.
¨Ew. Don´t ever say that sentance ever again.¨ He grimaced, and turned around to see Kimzuki going through his clothes, folding them.
¨The HELL are you, my nanny?!¨ Yuu frantically shrieked. ¨Stop folding my clothes!¨
¨I can´t help that you´re a fucking slob, so I´ll just fold them fold them for you, ungrateful prick.¨ Kimizuki replied calmly, folding Yuu´s underwear.
The ravenette ripped the pair of white, superman-chicken nugget briefs out of Kimizuki´s hands and snapped. ¨Too far. You fold my shirts, pants, and ties, but you dare to touch my lucky briefs? How fucking dare y--¨
¨He´s right, Kimizuki.¨ Shinoa snickered from her phone. ¨Instead, you should have put them in the trash.¨
¨Fuck you, fuck you, and most certainly fuck you.¨ He pointed to Shinoa, Yoichi, and Kimizuki as he spoke, then stomped off to the mini bathroom him and Yoichi shared. ¨In fact, these briefs truly are lucky, I´ll wear them tonight.¨ He slammed the door.
Shinoa burst out laughing mid-text. She called to him through the door, still giggling. ¨Please tell me you aren´t going to actually wear those. What if Mika wants to do the sex with you after his concert? Then bloody what?¨
¨I´m not talking to you, of all people, about that subject. Or any subject at all. Leave me alone.¨” Yuu huffed, pulling his pants down. He easily took off the cobalt blue pair of brief and slide on the chicken nugget superman ones. Yes, these were perfect. They made his ass look fantastic.
¨Yuu, he´ll literally laugh his way out of the bedroom. We talked about this, remember?¨ Shinoa banged on his bathroom door. ¨We actually had a conversation about your stupid underwear!¨
¨I don´t think I can recall such a conversation.¨ Yuu snorted, feighing stupidity.
¨See? The briefs are giving you brain trauma!¨ Shinoa fake sobbed. ¨Soon you won´t even remember your name.¨
¨Who are you again?¨ Yuu sniggered as he stepped out of the bathroom, but almost fell on Shinoa, who lay on a crumpled heap on the floor dramatically. ¨I´m kidding, Shinoa.¨
¨Thank god. I was beginning to think you actually were that dumb.¨ She replied, closing her eyes.
Yuu sighed. He didn´t have time for this. ¨Are you quite done?¨
¨Actually, your carpet is very comfortable. I think I´ll take a nap here.¨
Yuu rolled his eyes and walked back over to his bed, where all his clothes are.
Well, were.
¨Okay, very funny. Guys, where the hell are all my clothes?¨ He said, putting his hands on his hips.
¨I put them away.¨ Kimizuki answered nonchalantly.
Yuu arched an eyebrow. ¨Where is that?¨
¨In the dresser, dumbass. Where the fuck else do you put clothes?¨
¨Why would you put them there?!¨ Yuu gasped, growling. ¨Now I will never find anything! Do you have any idea what you have just done? That is precisely why I had them all in a heap in the closet, I could find everything then!¨
¨Okay, you clearly must be stupid.¨ Kimizuki got up off Yoichi´s bed and walked over to the pine dresser next to Yuu´s bed. ¨Top shelf is underwear and socks. Middle is shirts. Bottom is Yuu- I mean, pants.¨ Kimizuki smirked as Shinoa and Yoichi laughed.
A vein throbbed on Yuu´s neck, which lay hidden under a red and black scarf.
¨I´m going to hide your fucking body in this shitty dresser, then I´m going to dump it in the river where nobody is ever going to find it ever again. Not even jesus himself will be able to save you from me.¨ Yuu spoke slowly and calmly, as if murder was a naturally occuring topic he planned on a daily basis.
¨You´re welcome.¨ Kimizuki replied bluntly.
¨Yuu-chan, you should know better than to plan a murder out loud.¨
Yuu gasped, yanking around to see if it truly was the voice that he thought it was.
Mika flashed a grin, the fangs showing prominently.
Yuu´s neck burned from the memory of last night.
Mika, of course, looked gorgeous as usual; artfully tattered black pants with a few chains hanging from the pockets, and he also wore a sequined halter top which showed off a rose tattoo on his hip. He had the same piercings lip piercings, and his hair was teased up more than normal.
And those damn leather thigh high boots.
Yuu´s mind filled with sin once more.
¨What are you doing here, Mika? Aren´t you supposed to be practicing and setting up for tonight?¨ Shinoa inquired, speaking around a hair tie. She was in the middle of putting her hair up in her usual ´do.
¨I thought I´d kiss my boyfriend before I got up onstage. Plus, maybe that will save Zuki from Yuu´s sure plans of homicide.¨ Mika and Yoichi chuckled.
¨Can you help the princess find something to wear? He won´t stop bitching and you´re the only one he´ll listen to.¨ Shinoa pleaded, furiously texting Mitsuba. ¨God, she´s gonna be late if she don´t get her glorious ass here soon.¨ She muttered to herself.
¨Of couse I shall help the princess!¨ Mika cried playfully, stepping over to Yuu´s side.
¨Hello, you.¨ Yuu grinned like an idiot and held the other´s hand.
¨Hello, Yuu.¨ Mika laughed softly.
¨I think I´m getting a cavity.¨ Kimizuki commented, watching the two.
¨Please. You and Yoichi are way worse, Mr. I´m-going-make-out-under-a-tree-because-romantics.¨ Yuu scoffed, and blushed when Mika kissed his hand.
¨Though it is how we met, Yuu.¨ Mika corrected.
Yuu rolled his eyes, blushing. ¨Don´t turn their sin into something good, Mika. Those heathens.¨
¨How about I light that dresser on fire so all your precious clothes burn?¨ Kimizuki suggested.
¨Great. A murderer and a pyromaniac all in one room. Wonderful.¨ Mika opened a drawer and pulled out a pair of leather pants.
¨Is this a good time to be here?¨ Mitsuba walked through the doorway, her hair teased up and dyed much like Harley Quinn´s. Shinoa lit up like a christmas tree when she saw her girlfriend.
¨No time is a good time to be here, so you might as well come in. So that´s what you were doing all this time, when you kept telling me to wait? God, you look so gorgeous!¨
¨Yes, thank you for waiting.¨ Mitsuba blushed under Shinoa´s praise and fluffed up her hair. ¨Took almost ninety dollars, but it was so worth it.¨
¨I love it. I love you.¨ Shinoa cooed, kissing Mitsuba tenderly.
Mika took the leather pants and put them in Yuu´s hands. He opened the other drawer and took out an electric blue sleeveless top with angel wing graphics on the back. ¨Wear this, Yuu-chan.¨
¨Are you sure? I mean, is it...¨ Am I good enough? Yuu wanted to ask. This was it. This was the thing he hated about love. He hated this feeling of not being good enough, of not being able to be good enough for Mika.
Mika smiled, and kissed Yuu softly.
That was the only answer Yuu needed.