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The morning came softly, filtered through sheer curtains in pale ribbons of light. The hum of the city outside was muted this high up, the only sounds in the room the quiet rustle of sheets and Orm’s slow, steady breathing.
She stirred first, cheek still pressed against Lingling’s shoulder, her arm draped across her waist as though it had been there all night. Lingling’s eyes were already open, her hand resting lightly at Orm’s back, fingers tracing absent, slow lines along her spine.
For a long moment, neither moved, the weight of the outside world, fittings, Dior, the constant buzz of Hong Kong, feeling far away.
“Morning,” Orm murmured, her voice husky with sleep.
Lingling’s lips curved faintly. “Morning, baby.”
That earned a soft, contented hum from Orm as she tightened her hold slightly, her nose brushing against Lingling’s collarbone. “We have to get up, don’t we?”
Lingling glanced at the clock on the nightstand, almost noon. “Eventually. You have a fitting, and my parents expect us for dinner tonight.”
Orm let out a low groan, not out of dread, but the quiet protest of someone unwilling to leave the warmth of the bed. “Meeting Dior and your parents on the same day? You’re really testing me.”
Lingling’s fingers slid gently through her hair, soothing. “They’ll love you. Both Dior and my parents.” She paused, her voice softening. “But if it’s too much, we can postpone. Really. We could see them after the show, when things settle. I don’t want you to feel pressured.”
Orm tilted her head up, catching her gaze, her eyes still hazy from sleep but tender. “I don’t even know what’s best for me right now.”
Lingling’s brow arched slightly, though the warmth in her eyes didn’t waver. “Then we’ll take it one thing at a time,” she said quietly. “Just remember, there’s nothing to be nervous about.”
Orm sighed, dramatic but fond, before stealing one last kiss and pushing herself upright. “Fine. But if I fall asleep at the table, you’re explaining it to your parents.”
Lingling’s lips curved, a faint smile tugging at the corners. “Don’t worry. They’ll be too busy noticing how happy I am to care.”
Orm glanced back at her at that, a softer smile tugging at her mouth, one that lingered as they began their slow morning routine, each quiet glance and brush of fingers grounding them for what the day would bring.
The city shimmered under a pale midday haze, the light bending across the windows of passing buildings as the car eased into motion. Inside, the air was cool, carrying the faint trace of Lingling’s perfume.
Orm sat angled toward the window, her reflection soft in the glass. The world outside passed in blurred streaks, bridges, vendors, flashes of color that hinted at a rhythm she hadn’t yet learned. She watched in silence, one hand loosely holding Lingling’s.
Neither spoke for a while. The quiet between them wasn’t heavy, just thoughtful. Orm’s thumb traced idle patterns across Lingling’s palm, a habit she’d picked up without noticing.
“Thinking?” Lingling asked eventually, her tone light, curious rather than pressing.
Orm hummed. “Trying to remember how it felt before all this.”
Lingling’s gaze shifted toward her. “Before what?”
Orm turned her head slightly, a small smile playing at the edge of her lips. “Before fittings, before runways, before people said my name in rooms I’ve never been in.”
Lingling studied her face, the way the light caught the small shadow beneath her lashes. “You don’t miss it.”
“No,” Orm said softly. “But I wonder if I’ll recognize myself after.”
Lingling didn’t answer right away. Her hand turned, fingers interlacing with Orm’s, a quiet gesture of grounding. “Maybe you’re not supposed to,” she said at last. “Maybe that’s the point.”
Orm looked at her then, something flickering behind her eyes, surprise, maybe, or the sudden ease that came when Lingling said things that somehow untangled her without even trying.
The car slowed at a red light. Outside, a group of schoolchildren crossed the street in bright uniforms, their laughter sharp and alive against the glass. Orm watched them, her reflection mingling with theirs for a second before the car rolled forward again.
“You ever get tired of this?” Orm asked quietly. “The movement. The cities. The endless… next thing.”
Lingling leaned her head against the seat, her gaze following the passing skyline. “Sometimes. But then something catches me, a scent, a color, a sound, and I remember why I still love it.”
Orm smiled faintly, her voice softer now. “What about today?”
Lingling turned back to her, eyes glimmering with a hint of playfulness. “Today, I love the way you look when you think too much.”
That made Orm laugh, a quiet, breathy sound that broke the last of the tension between them. She squeezed Lingling’s hand once before letting it go, her chest feeling lighter than before.
The car began to slow again. The Dior building came into view, its glass façade gleaming against the soft wash of afternoon light.
Lingling reached out, adjusting the collar of Orm’s jacket with careful fingers. “Last fitting,” she said quietly. “After that, it’s all yours.”
Orm tilted her head, eyes flicking from Lingling’s face to her hands. “You sound like you’re giving me away.”
“Maybe just sharing you for a little while,” Lingling replied.
Orm smiled, though it came with a small twist of tenderness. “I’ll allow it.”
The chauffeur stepped out, opening Orm’s door. The noise of the city slipped in, distant voices, the faint hum of engines. Orm hesitated, fingers lingering at the handle.
Lingling leaned forward, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. Their faces were close, the air between them warm and quiet.
“The last fitting,” Orm murmured. “Feels like the end of something.”
Lingling turned fully toward her then, her voice low, almost a whisper. “It’s not the end. It’s the start of something that finally fits you.”
Orm’s lips parted as if to respond, but Lingling leaned forward before she could, their mouths meeting halfway. It wasn’t hurried. It wasn’t careful either. It was deep, anchored in everything they hadn’t said aloud, the nerves, the faith, the quiet certainty that whatever came next, they’d face it together.
Lingling’s fingers lingered at the back of Orm’s neck, her touch firm, grounding. The kiss softened, then slowed, until all that was left was the warmth of shared breath between them.
Orm pulled back first, her eyes still closed for a beat longer. “If I mess up, you’re not allowed to look disappointed.”
Lingling smiled against her lips. “Impossible.”
Orm stepped out of the car, still carrying that kiss like a secret. She turned once before the door closed, offering a small wave that was half reassurance, half promise. Lingling watched her until she disappeared inside, her reflection fading from the glass.
The car pulled away.
The Dior headquarters hummed with a quiet precision. Not chaos, not noise, just steady movement, like a heartbeat that never faltered.
When Orm stepped inside, the air felt different from the other fittings. The scent of steam from the irons lingered faintly with the sharper trace of perfume, and the soft murmur of French voices filled the room. Lights had been set up along one side of the atelier, cameras positioned discreetly near the mirrors. A small crew moved quietly, checking lenses and adjusting the focus as if trying not to disturb the rhythm of the work.
This wasn’t the usual fitting.
A woman with a clipboard approached her, smiling. “We’re shooting the pre-show film today,” she explained. “Just moments from the final preparations. We want it to feel natural, what it’s really like before the show.”
Orm nodded, her pulse quickening even as she returned the smile. She was used to cameras, but this was different. This wasn’t about stillness, it was about being seen moving, breathing, existing in someone else’s frame.
She was ushered to her fitting area, where a gown waited, soft ivory silk with a structure that felt almost architectural. The fabric caught the light like water. Two seamstresses worked in tandem, smoothing the fabric along her waist and shoulders, their fingers deft and sure. Someone murmured instructions in French. Someone else adjusted a pin.
"Lift your arm, please."
"Turn."
"Perfect, don’t move."
Orm obeyed, watching herself in the tall mirror as they worked. The reflection staring back looked composed, elegant, every line of the dress molded to her body with impossible precision. And yet, as the bustle of the atelier blurred around her, she felt strangely detached from it, like she was watching herself play a part she didn’t quite remember auditioning for.
When the stylists finally stepped back, the director gestured toward the light. “Orm, we’ll film you walking to the mirror. Just slow, natural. Maybe a glance, maybe a turn. Nothing complicated.”
She nodded again, positioning herself on the mark.
The first take was routine, her movements measured, professional. Then the director spoke again, his voice quieter this time, almost thoughtful.
“Let’s try one more. But this time, don’t think about the dress. Think about what it feels like to remember something beautiful.”
The words caught her off guard. They hung there, echoing softly between them.
She didn’t plan it, but Lingling’s face came to mind, that look in the car, the way her thumb had brushed slow, absent circles against her knee. The thought was so vivid that it slipped into her body without effort. Her breath slowed. Her posture changed.
When she moved again, it wasn’t a walk. It was something quieter, a trace of memory in motion. Her head tilted slightly. Her eyes softened.
The room seemed to still.
Through the reflection, she saw the director lower the camera slightly. The light shifted across the silk, and for a heartbeat, even the sound of fabric seemed to fade.
Then, a small nod. “Beautiful,” he said softly. “That’s exactly what we needed.”
The moment broke like a held breath. People moved again, notes scribbled, fabric adjusted, clips reset, and Orm blinked, almost disoriented, like she’d just woken from a dream.
When the cameras moved on to another model, she found herself alone by the mirror for a few seconds longer than she needed to be. The gown still fit perfectly, but it wasn’t what she was looking at. She was studying her own face, the faint flush on her cheeks, the steadiness in her eyes.
That wasn’t modeling, she thought. That was… something else.
She didn’t have the word yet. She liked that she didn’t.
“Orm?” one of the stylists called, pulling her gently from the thought. “All done. Merci beaucoup.”
She smiled automatically, her tone polite but distracted. “Thank you.”
Across the harbor, Lingling’s day moved differently.
Her morning had unfolded in its usual, precise rhythm, meetings lined up like dominos she pushed through one by one. Her voice was steady, composed, her notes always ready before someone thought to ask for them. Yet beneath the surface, something softer tugged at her awareness, a background hum she recognized only when quiet stretched between tasks.
By the afternoon, she had to step out for a site visit downtown, a quick inspection of a luxury residence project her company was partnering with. Her assistant handed her a folder; Lingling thanked her with a brief nod and stepped into the warm Hong Kong air.
The city was alive in its usual way, a blend of heat, noise, and color that always felt sharper here than anywhere else. She walked down a familiar street in Central, the buildings rising tall and reflective around her. She had walked this way hundreds of times, a route she could trace with her eyes closed. But today felt different.
Today she saw everything twice, once with her own eyes and then through Orm’s.
She paused at a small street vendor selling egg waffles, and a fleeting thought crossed her mind, Orm would stop here, and she’d pretend it was for the experience, but really it’d be for the sugar.
A smile tugged gently at Lingling’s lips before she schooled her expression again and continued walking.
A few streets later, she passed by a narrow alley framed with vibrant red lanterns, a place she’d avoided bringing anyone to because it felt too personal, too woven into her past. She imagined Orm craning her neck to see everything, asking five questions at once, accidentally complimenting someone in the wrong language and making them laugh. Lingling had to look away from the thought, steadying the warmth pooling in her chest.
Then she saw it.
The old bookstore.
Tucked between a tea shop and a tailor’s studio, its wooden sign still hanging a little crooked, just like she remembered. The gold lettering had faded, and the edges of the sign curled inward from years of sun and humidity. She had not walked inside in a long time. Maybe eight years. Maybe more.
Still, she stepped toward the doorway before she had time to second-guess the impulse.
The bell above the door chimed softly, the same delicate sound she remembered as a child. The scent inside was identical too, old paper, ink, and a faint trace of dried glue. Dust motes drifted lazily in the slanted afternoon sun, suspended like tiny, golden planets.
Her fingers grazed the spines of books as she walked deeper inside, following the narrow aisles. Chinese poetry collections. Folklore. Atlases she used to pretend she understood. She paused near the back, in front of the children’s section. The painted signs were chipped and faded.
Lingling reached out and touched one of the lower shelves, thumb brushing along the wood worn smooth by small hands. For a moment, the shop felt quieter, the outside world fading into something distant.
And yet, she wasn’t alone.
In the reflection of the glass cabinet beside her, she saw herself.
Or rather, she saw the shape of herself at six or eight years old, the memory version with short hair and a school uniform slightly too big for her frame. The little girl stood close to the shelves, flipping through a picture book with wide-eyed concentration, as if an entire universe hid inside the pages.
Lingling looked at her own reflection beside that small ghost. Adult Lingling stood composed, elegant, controlled, exactly who she had worked so hard to become. But behind that image, the child version lingered, soft, curious, alive with wonder.
For the slightest moment, their eyes met in the reflection.
It unsettled her.
Moved her.
Anchored her.
She blinked, and the child was gone. Only her own face stared back.
Lingling exhaled slowly, her hand still resting against the shelf. The memory hovered like dust in sunlight, fragile and fleeting, but real enough to press into her ribs. She knew why the vision had appeared today. Something about Orm’s presence had nudged open a part of her she usually locked away, a quiet part that still remembered how to feel enchanted by simple things.
Enchanted, and maybe… unafraid.
Lingling lingered a moment longer between the shelves before straightening, her fingers brushing over familiar spines. She reached for a slim book tucked near the back, an old edition of Tang poems she used to read with her grandfather. The cover was slightly faded, the pages soft at the edges. She held it for a second, thumb resting along the worn binding, then tucked it under her arm and made her way to the counter.
The owner barely looked up from his newspaper as he rang her up. The bell chimed softly when she stepped outside again.
Heat wrapped around her immediately, warm and heavy in the late afternoon air. She slipped the book into her bag, her steps slowing as she rejoined the flow of the street. She had a meeting in ten minutes, two calls to return, a bouquet to approve before picking it up. She should have been thinking about all of it.
But she wasn’t.
Her mind wandered back to Orm without invitation, how she might react to this place, how her eyes might widen at the crooked wooden shelves or the old bell above the door. How she would tilt her head, curious, thoughtful, and say something impossibly sincere. Something that would make Lingling want to stay in that moment a little longer.
It surprised her, how easily the thought settled under her ribs.
She didn’t want to show Orm Hong Kong as a polished itinerary. She didn’t care about landmarks or skyline views.
She wanted to show her this.
The quiet corners.
The memories she had never said aloud.
The soft parts she usually kept tucked neatly out of sight.
Pieces she hadn’t planned to offer anyone.
And yet somehow, Orm already held them.
Her phone buzzed as she turned a corner, the florist confirming the bouquet order. She skimmed the message while crossing the street, the requested details lined up carefully below.
Pale orchids.
Cream roses.
White ranunculus.
Delicate greenery, balanced but not overwhelming.
Elegant, structured.
Lingling typed back the address for pickup, her movements precise, the habit of someone who rarely needed to repeat herself.
The meeting passed in its usual efficient rhythm, her voice steady as she discussed projections and contracts. But the moment she stepped out of the conference room, the silence that followed pulled her back to the morning, to the faint warmth in her chest she carried like a quiet secret.
Another buzz. A photo from the florist.
The bouquet was perfect, soft curves, clean lines, a harmony of color that mirrored everything she couldn’t quite say out loud.
Lingling’s lips curved, small but real.
“Yes,” she typed back. “That’s exactly right.”
The sun was beginning to lower when Lingling’s car arrived outside the Dior building. The chauffeur stepped out and opened the door for her, the bouquet resting on the seat beside her, its faint scent of roses and something sweet filling the space.
Orm appeared a few minutes later, her hair pulled back, a light jacket thrown over her shoulders, exhaustion written in the small details, the tilt of her shoulders, the way her bag strap hung loose in her hand. But when she saw Lingling through the glass, her posture straightened instinctively.
Lingling stepped out just as Orm reached the door.
“Are those for me?” Orm asked, a soft smile breaking through the fatigue.
Lingling held the bouquet out, a small, amused glint in her eyes. “You survived Dior. I thought you deserved something beautiful to mark it.”
Orm took the flowers carefully, her fingers brushing Lingling’s as she did. The scent hit her first, light and floral, grounding. “You know,” she said softly, “you’re really setting the bar too high.”
“That’s the plan.”
The car door shut quietly behind them. As the city stretched wide around them, Orm rested the bouquet on her lap, her fingers tracing the ribbon tied around the stems.
They returned to the hotel to change before dinner, the sky outside deepening to a soft gold. The elevator ride was quiet, a comfortable kind of silence, the kind that came after long days and long breaths.
Inside their suite, Orm set the bouquet carefully on the dresser, adjusting a rose that had shifted during the ride. Lingling watched her for a second, the tenderness in the gesture, the way Orm’s fingers lingered on the petals.
“I’ll shower quickly,” Orm said, already pulling at the tie of her jacket.
Lingling nodded. “Go ahead.”
While the water ran behind the closed bathroom door, Lingling moved slowly through the room, removing her earrings, slipping out of her blouse, each motion steady, deliberate. She placed her accessories neatly beside the bouquet. The scent of roses mingled with the faint smell of steam, warm and clean.
Orm emerged wrapped in a robe, hair damp, cheeks flushed from the heat. She rubbed at her neck with a towel and gave Lingling a sleepy smile that softened everything.
“All yours,” she murmured.
Lingling showered next, letting the warmth unravel the tightness she’d carried throughout the day. When she stepped out and tied the robe around her waist, Orm was sitting cross-legged at the edge of the bed, scrolling absentmindedly, her gaze lifting the second Lingling moved into view.
“You look relaxed,” Orm said quietly.
Lingling walked to her bag and pulled out the small book she’d bought earlier at the bookstore. “I passed by a place today. A bookstore I used to go to when I was a kid.”
Orm straightened a little, attentive. “Yeah?”
Lingling held the book in both hands, fingers brushing the worn cover. “The owner hasn’t changed at all. He still barely glances up when someone walks in. But the moment I stepped inside… I don’t know.” She paused, searching for the right words. “There was a light hitting the window just like it used to. I saw my reflection, but for a second, I didn’t recognize it.”
Orm frowned softly, not in confusion but in that gentle, thoughtful way she had. “What did you see?”
“Me. But younger. Maybe seven.” Lingling let out a small breath, not quite a laugh. “Just standing where I used to stand. It felt like watching someone I haven’t spoken to in years.”
Orm pushed herself up and moved toward her. “I would’ve liked to see that,” she said.
Lingling blinked. “The bookstore? Or the reflection?”
Orm gave her a small grin. “Both. But mostly you.”
Something in Lingling eased at that. She set the book on the dresser and stepped closer. Orm met her halfway, fingers brushing along Lingling’s damp hair before tucking it gently behind her ear. The gesture was so soft it made Lingling’s breath catch.
“I like when you tell me things like this,” Orm said. “The pieces of you no one else sees.”
Lingling’s hand slid up to rest at the back of Orm’s neck, her thumb brushing lightly along her hairline. Their foreheads met naturally, a soft press of skin to skin, their breaths mixing in the quiet.
Orm exhaled slowly. “You make me feel like the whole world slows down.”
Lingling’s lips curved faintly. “You make it easy to slow down.”
Orm whispered, “Kiss me.”
Lingling leaned in, kissing her gently, slowly, the kind of kiss that felt like warm water on tired skin. Orm’s hands came to her waist, pulling her closer until the robes brushed softly, warmth meeting warmth. Their mouths lingered, unhurried.
When they pulled apart, Lingling rested her nose lightly against Orm’s cheek, her voice barely above a breath. “You’re going to be fine tonight.”
Orm nodded, her eyes closed. “Only because you’re here.”
Lingling stole one last brief kiss before she drew back, their foreheads resting together, breaths warm against shared skin.
Orm’s hands slipped down to rest loosely at Lingling’s waist, thumbs brushing slow, absent patterns against the robe’s fabric.
For a few seconds, they just breathed like that.
Soft. Close. Quiet.
Then Orm whispered, her voice low, almost shy beneath the calm, “Something happened today. At Dior.”
Lingling pulled back just enough to look at her, eyes gentle, searching. “What happened?”
Orm hesitated, biting her lip as if trying to find the right shape for the feeling. “They filmed me. For the pre-show video. I thought it would just be walking. Posing. Nothing complicated.”
A breath.
“But it wasn’t. It felt different.”
Lingling’s hand lifted immediately, her fingers brushing along Orm’s cheek, slow and feather-light, like she was afraid to disturb whatever Orm was holding in her chest. “Different how?” she asked softly.
Orm exhaled, her gaze drifting somewhere past Lingling’s shoulder for a fleeting second before returning. “The director asked me to… feel something. Not for the clothes, not for the walk. Just… something beautiful.” She let out a small, shaky breath, then laughed under it. “I don’t even know how to explain it. I wasn’t modeling. It felt like… slipping into another version of myself for a second. Like I stepped out of who I’m supposed to be and into who I could be.”
Lingling’s thumb traced the height of her cheekbone, a steady, quiet reassurance. “And how did that feel?”
Orm’s voice softened. “Free. And a little scary. But mostly free.”
Lingling nodded, slowly, her gaze steady, warm in that way that could anchor a person without ever weighing them down. She leaned in just enough for her nose to brush Orm’s temple, her voice a near whisper. “That sounds like something worth listening to.”
Orm blinked, and the smallest vulnerability showed itself in her smile. “You think so?”
“I think,” Lingling murmured, her fingers cupping Orm’s jaw with exquisite care, “that you’re allowed to discover yourself. And you’re allowed to try things that make you feel alive.” She brushed a soft kiss to Orm’s cheek, her voice sinking deeper, tender and sure. “You don’t have to know what it means yet. I’m here. You can take your time.”
Orm leaned into the touch instinctively, eyes fluttering closed for a moment. “Sometimes you say things that make me feel… safe,” she whispered.
Lingling smiled against her skin. “Good. Because you are.”
Orm opened her eyes again, her expression soft, full, overflowing with quiet feeling. “I’m glad I get to tell you these things,” she said. “It feels… easy with you.”
Lingling rested her forehead against hers again, breathing her in. “It should always be easy,” she murmured. “With me, it will be.”
Orm’s lips curved into a small, grateful smile. “Thank you.”
Lingling pressed a last, delicate kiss to the corner of her mouth. “Come on,” she whispered, brushing a thumb once more along Orm’s cheek as if sealing the moment into her skin. “Let’s get ready.”
Orm smiled, slow and fond. “Okay. But you in a robe is… distracting.”
Lingling rolled her eyes softly, grabbing her dress from the hanger. “Get dressed baby.”
Orm laughed under her breath, already pulling clothes from her suitcase. “Yes ma’am.”
Their fingers slipped apart only when they stepped toward their clothes, but the softness between them stayed, warm and quiet, like something precious being carried carefully in both their hands.
They moved around each other with the ease of people who had shared many mornings and many rooms, small touches exchanged without thinking, soft glances caught in mirror reflections, until they were both ready to face the evening.
“I still can’t believe your parents actually want to meet me. What if they think I’m not… enough?”
Traffic moved slowly around them, the soft glow of neon signs brushing across Lingling’s profile as she turned her head. “They don’t think in those terms.”
Orm’s voice softened, nervousness slipping through. “What terms do they think in, then?”
Lingling smiled faintly. “In the ones that matter. They care that I’m happy. That the person I’m with makes me feel like myself.”
Orm looked at her, her voice quiet. “And do I?”
Lingling didn’t answer right away. She reached across the small space, letting her hand rest over Orm’s. Her thumb brushed lightly along her knuckles, a touch that felt more like a statement than a gesture. “Yes. Completely.”
For a long moment, neither of them spoke. The city blurred past in streaks of gold and red, lights beginning to bloom against the darkening sky.
Orm turned slightly, her voice softer now. “Anything I should know before we go in? Favorite topics? Things not to mention?”
Lingling thought for a moment, then said lightly, “My mother will try to feed you too much, and my father will ask questions he already knows the answers to.”
Orm’s lips curved. “Sounds terrifying.”
“They’re not,” Lingling replied, her tone low but reassuring. “Just curious. They’ll love you.”
“I’ll hold you to that,” Orm murmured, though the smile that followed gave her away.
The car slowed as they turned onto a quiet street lined with trees, the kind of place that hummed with quiet wealth. The sky had deepened to a muted violet, city lights glowing faintly through the branches.
Her parents’ building stood near the end of the block, tall and discreet, its entryway softly lit. The chauffeur stepped out again, moving to open their door. Lingling reached for Orm’s hand before she could.
“Ready?”
Orm exhaled slowly, then nodded. “I think so.”
They walked together, their fingers still entwined. The faint sound of their footsteps echoed against the marble floor of the lobby.
The elevator ride was quiet, their reflections standing side by side in the mirrored walls, Lingling’s expression steady, Orm’s eyes flicking nervously between their joined hands.
The doors opened to a softly lit hallway. A single framed painting hung opposite the lift, something abstract and calming, much like Lingling herself.
Orm hesitated for a heartbeat before they reached the door. Lingling squeezed her hand gently. “They’re going to adore you.”
Orm’s lips curved into a nervous smile. “You keep saying that.”
“Because it’s true.”
Lingling lifted her free hand and pressed the doorbell.
For a moment, there was only the faint hum of the city outside, the steady rhythm of their breathing, and the warmth of their hands linked carefully between them. Then footsteps approached on the other side.
The door opened.
Lingling’s mother stood there, elegant and warm, her smile immediate, her eyes lighting with recognition as she looked at her daughter, and then, at Orm.