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Chapter 3: percy

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The silence that followed Gaea’s fall was worse than the screaming. It was a heavy, gelatinous silence, charged with the scent of ozone, burnt pine, and the metallic tang of blood in the air.

Percy Jackson was on his knees in the scorched grass, panting. His blonde hair was gray with soot, and his blue eyes—identical to his father’s—scanned the valley with a mixture of terror and hope.

They were alive. By the gods, they were alive.

He felt a hand on his shoulder and spun around so fast he nearly lost his balance.

Annabeth was there.

She looked terrible and beautiful. Her armor was dented at the side, a shallow cut on her forehead bled down her dark skin, and her braids were a glorious mess of dust and static. But she was standing.

"Annabeth..." Percy released the breath he’d been holding for months and leaned in to hug her, desperately seeking physical confirmation that she was real—that she wasn’t a trick of the Mist.

But she tensed.

She accepted the hug for only a second, her muscles rigid like violin strings on the verge of snapping, and then she pulled away abruptly. Her brown eyes weren't fixed on him; they darted back and forth with a maniacal urgency, ignoring the Apollo medics rushing past with nectar.

"I have to find her," Annabeth said. Her voice didn't sound relieved; it sounded panicked. It was cracked from smoke and residual fear.

Percy blinked, confused. Adrenaline was clouding his brain.

"Who? Piper? Hazel? They’re down there, I saw them with Frank, they’re okay..."

"No. Her."

Annabeth didn't wait. She broke out of Percy’s grip as if physical contact burned her and took off running. She wasn't running toward the celebrations. She was heading toward the area where Cabin 5 had established their final defensive line, near the woods' edge, where the fighting had been most brutal.

"Annabeth, wait!" Percy shouted, stumbling to his feet.

An icy chill ran down his spine. Who was she looking for with such desperation? Who was so vital that Annabeth couldn't stop for even a second to breathe? With his heart hammering in his chest once more, Percy chased after her, tripping over stone debris and roots unearthed by Mother Earth.

"Annabeth!" Percy called, trying to catch up.

Annabeth ran as if her life depended on it, dodging stretchers and satyrs, her breathing erratic. Finally, she skidded to a halt near a pile of crumbled rocks, braking so hard her boots kicked up dirt.

Percy reached her side, gasping for air, his hand on the hilt of Riptide.

"What’s wrong? What—?"

Then he saw her. And confusion hit him harder than any giant could.

Clarisse La Rue was standing by a half-burnt tree.

She looked terrifying and monumental, like a statue of war that refused to fall. Her spear, Maimer, was driven into the ground beside her, dripping with golden ichor. The daughter of Ares had her leather jacket torn at the sleeve, revealing bruised biceps covered in monster dust. Her dark, curly hair was a wild cloud, and her face was smeared with black and red.

She was facing away from them, barking orders at two of her younger siblings who were trying to lift a stretcher.

"Careful, you idiots!" Clarisse roared, her voice raspy and pushed to the limit. "Keep that stretcher level or I’ll break your legs myself! Move!"

Percy opened his mouth to ask why the hell they had run across a battlefield just to see Clarisse La Rue screaming, but Annabeth’s voice beat him to it.

"CLARISSE!"

The scream was high and raw, a sound that came from the bottom of Annabeth’s stomach.

Before Clarisse could fully turn around, Annabeth launched herself. It wasn’t a greeting. It wasn’t a heroic encounter. It was a collision. Annabeth slammed into Clarisse’s back with such force that she nearly toppled the camp’s largest warrior.

Clarisse stumbled forward, letting out a grunt of surprise. Her hands instinctively went to her dagger before she realized who was attacking her.

"What the hell—?!" she started, spinning around.

Annabeth didn’t let her speak. She threw her arms around Clarisse’s waist, burying her face in the back of the filthy leather jacket, clinging to her as if she were the only solid pillar in a collapsing world. Her fingers dug into the leather so hard her knuckles turned white.

"You’re alive," Annabeth sobbed, the sound muffled by the jacket. "You’re alive, you idiot. You didn’t die."

Clarisse’s defensive stance melted instantly. It was like watching a retaining wall crumble. The daughter of Ares turned with difficulty within the embrace until she was face-to-face with Annabeth.

Percy, standing a few meters away, watched the scene with absolute incredulity. He felt a strange pang in his chest—not jealousy, but a profound sense of displacement. He expected Clarisse to shove Annabeth away. He expected a "Get off me, Princess" or a "Save the tears for your boyfriend."

Instead, he saw Clarisse La Rue—the girl who used to try to shove his head into a toilet—wrap Annabeth in a fierce, protective embrace.

Clarisse’s large, bandaged hands cradled Annabeth’s head, pressing her against her armored chest, shielding her from everyone’s view. She rested her chin on Annabeth’s messy braids and closed her eyes tight, exhaling a shaky sigh.

"I told you you wouldn’t get rid of me that easily," she murmured. Her voice was raspy, but strangely soft—a tone Percy had never heard before. "I told you to hold on, Annabeth. We did it. We’re here."

Annabeth was shaking violently in her arms, releasing all the tension of the battle, all the accumulated fear. And Clarisse held her. She bore her weight as if it were a sacred duty.

Percy lowered his hand from his sword. He felt like an intruder in his own story. He had come home, but it seemed someone had rearranged the furniture while he was gone.

"Did I... did I miss something?" Percy asked aloud, unable to contain himself, his voice sounding small in the thick air. "Since when... do you guys do that?"

Clarisse opened her eyes. They were red and glassy, filled with an emotion she was trying to suppress. She looked over Annabeth’s shoulder, her dark eyes locking onto Percy’s.

For a second, Percy saw pure relief in her gaze. But it was quickly replaced by that familiar fury—hot and dangerous—of the daughter of Ares.

Annabeth pulled back slightly, wiping away tears mixed with soot and dried blood, but she didn’t move away. She stayed by Clarisse’s side, shoulder to shoulder, a tactical unit of two.

"You," Clarisse growled, letting go of Annabeth and taking a heavy step toward Percy. The ground seemed to vibrate.

"Hey, Clarisse," Percy raised a hand, smiling nervously, taking half a step back. "You look... uh... victorious. Good job with that giant."

"Shut up."

Clarisse closed the distance in two long strides. Percy braced for a blow. He tensed his stomach, expecting a punch to the ribs.

But Clarisse grabbed him by the collar of his orange t-shirt. She yanked him down—because Percy had hit a growth spurt during those lost months, but Clarisse was still the most intimidating person he knew—and crushed him in a brutal hug.

Clarisse’s arm went around Percy’s neck in a lock that was 50% desperate affection and 50% attempted strangulation. The metal of her shoulder guard dug into Percy’s cheek.

"You damn Seaweed Brain!" she yelled into his ear, and Percy could feel her shaking. "If you ever disappear and leave her alone again, I swear by the River Styx I will hunt you down, revive you, and use you for target practice!"

Percy froze, his face pressed against the scent of gunpowder and Clarisse's sweat. He felt something wet on his neck.

Clarisse was crying. The girl of iron was crying.

"Do you have any idea what this was like?!" Clarisse continued to shout, her voice breaking. "Eight months, Jackson! Eight months trying to keep her from falling to pieces! Eight months watching her stare at empty maps! You’re a selfish idiot!"

Guilt hit Percy harder than any sword could. Suddenly, he understood the weight of what he hadn’t lived through. He had been asleep, amnesiac, protected by Lupa. But them... they had been in the hell of uncertainty.

Percy stopped resisting. His arms went awkwardly around his former enemy, patting her armored back.

"I’m sorry," Percy whispered, sincerely. "I’m so sorry, Clarisse. It wasn't my plan. I’m here now."

Clarisse released him abruptly, shoving him back with enough force to make him stumble. She rubbed the back of her hand across her eyes furiously, reclaiming her bully persona.

"You’d better," she spat, though her lower lip was trembling. "Because I am not spending another winter eating junk food and watching stupid shark movies just so your girlfriend doesn't lose her mind."

Percy blinked, confused once again. He looked at Annabeth, searching for an explanation.

"Shark movies?"

Annabeth, who was smiling through her tears, stepped closer and took Percy’s hand, interlacing their fingers tightly. But with her other hand, she grabbed Clarisse’s wrist, keeping her in the circle.

"Chris got me a portable DVD player," Annabeth explained softly, her voice full of affection. "Jaws. And Clarisse... Clarisse would sit with me in Cabin 5 to watch it. Over and over again."

Percy looked at Clarisse with new eyes.

He saw past the armor and the aggressive attitude. He saw the dark circles under Clarisse’s eyes. He saw someone who had taken on the burden of caring for what he loved most in the world when he couldn't. Clarisse had been Annabeth’s guardian.

A genuine smile, full of wonder, spread across Percy’s face.

"You watched Jaws... with her? Did you like it?"

Clarisse snorted, crossing her arms and looking toward the scorched woods to hide the flush on her cheeks.

"The mechanical shark looks fake. And the boat strategy was abysmal. They needed a bigger one. It’s a stupid movie."

"But you know the line," Percy pointed out, feeling a warmth in his chest that had nothing to do with the battle.

"If you tell anyone, I’ll kill you," Clarisse threatened, pointing a scarred finger at him. But there was no venom in her voice—only exhaustion and camaraderie.

"The band’s back together, huh?"

Chris Rodriguez appeared, jogging through the smoke with a stained bandage wrapped around his head and a pronounced limp. Seeing the trio, he smiled with that calm that only those who have seen the worst and returned possess.

Chris walked over and wrapped an arm around Clarisse’s waist, kissing her sweaty temple without caring about the grime.

"Welcome home, man," Chris said to Percy, nodding. "Your girlfriend and my girlfriend were terrifying together. They scared the life out of the newbies. But they did a good job keeping us alive."

Clarisse elbowed Chris in the ribs, murmuring a "Shut up, Rodriguez," but she let him hold her, leaning her weight into him for the first time.

Annabeth squeezed Percy’s hand and pulled him gently until the four of them formed a small, closed circle in the middle of the camp’s chaos. A circle of survivors.

Percy looked Clarisse in the eye. Sea-blue against volcanic darkness.

"Thank you," Percy said. He wiped every trace of mockery from his face. "Seriously, Clarisse. Thank you for looking out for her. I owe you one. I owe you everything."

Clarisse held his gaze. She nodded once—a sharp, military, definitive gesture.

"She looks out for herself, Jackson. I just had her back while you decided to take a nap in Rome." Her face relaxed into a half-smile, small and private. "But now it’s your turn. I have to go see how many of my idiot brothers twisted their ankles."

Clarisse turned around, barking orders again to hide her emotion, but before walking away, she turned one last time and pointed at Percy.

"And Jackson... you missed pizza night last Friday. You owe me one. Extra pepperoni."

As Clarisse marched away with Chris at her side, leaning slightly on him, Percy looked at Annabeth.

She looked exhausted, dirty, wounded, and thinner than before. But her eyes were bright. They no longer looked broken or manic. They had life in them.

"Are you guys... friends?" Percy asked, still processing the shift in the universe.

Annabeth rested her head on his chest, sighing as she listened to his heartbeat.

"We’re family, Percy."

Percy kissed the top of her head, over the messy braids that smelled of smoke and vanilla. He watched Clarisse’s back disappearing into the smoke of the hard-won battle.

"Well," Percy said, smiling with eyes full of tears, "I guess for the next adventure, we’re going to need a much bigger boat. To fit this whole family."

Notes:

PERCABETH S3. YOU ARE COMIN'

Notes:

I've had this written since I was 15 (I’m 21 now) because Clarisse and Annabeth mean the world to me and nobody talks about their friendship. LITERALLY THE DAUGHTER OF ARES AND THE DAUGHTER OF ATHENA. So, when I heard the "human choices" line, I got this idea.

I haven't polished this at all because the author wrote this instead of sleeping, but I hope you guys like it.

REMEMBER TO COMMENT OR I'LL TELL PERCY YOU HURT ANNABETH.

Btwww, I have no idea how to continue this.