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The mechanic sat in his room, scrolling the Internet on his phone and watching YouTube, zoning out, eventually he started thing about his past, His Moon the way he'd hit and yell at him, he hated him. But another memory- one he didn't have until now, came into play.
The eclipse model was at the daycare desk, he had just separated from Sun and he was helping Moon out with the funds for the daycare. Eclipse was hoping he'd get to play on the playstrucers, but duty calls I suppose. Anyway, a family friend known as Monty came through, they exchanged hellos and things where fine, until.
"Do ya think moon hates ya mate?" Monty asked the other
"Kinda, can't blame him- Sunnys dead because of me after all"
"Aw, mate, it ain't ya fault" that made Eclipse feel, better
"T-thank you"
"See, mate, let me do somethin to ya, and- you'll feel so much better"
"Promise?"
"... Promise"
Solar could remember that smile, that genuine seeming smile, but now? He knew better.
Eclipse was on the floor under the desk, panting breathing heavily, he couldn't move his legs, it hurt, so did another area too, one he didn't know of, "Oh- and Eclipse?" Monty spoke, his voice ring in the smaller bots ears "Don't tell them I helped ya, alright?" Eclipse looked up at him, how naive he was to nod, but he didn't know any better, he was scared, and just had something new happen to him.
Monty left Eclipse alone as the smaller tried to get to his feet, but they buckled under him, it HURT really badly, it felt like a rabbit was hunted and caught by a wolf pretending to be a sheep. That's when Moon came in, Eclipse hid under the desk, the others feet banged loudly against the floor, Eclipse covered his head ready for a blow, but that was the only time a blow didn't come, it was gentle, a pat on the rays and he even picked him up, he fixed him, Eclipse though that meant he was okay with Moon now but, he still hit him the day after, making him work again.
He was so scared that day, would Monty come back to do it again? Will Moon see and hit him? Monty didnt go into the daycare that day, but he did have Eclipse's number
"Hey mate"
"Heyy- what did you do to me yesterday?"
"Made ya feel good"
"It hurt :c"
"You'll feel better about it soon- hey, let me send ya a few things"
"Okay?"
Eclipses phone flooded with images he didn't understand, people on top of each other, people eating each other, swallowing them whole, people being pumped air into, it was WEIRD.
"I'll send you these daily yeah? Make you all better"
"What are these?"
"You'll find out soon enough pretty boy"
"You think I'm pretty?"
"Gorgeous, my love"
"Love?"
"We're dating now >:-)"
"Woah, cool :-)"
He was so stupid, but at least he knew now, Solar snapped out of his thoughts when a familiar face grabbed his arm, he flinches out of the way but sighs "Hey Jack,"
"What's wrong? You look scared" Jack's small pout made Solars heart break, he couldn't tell Jack what happened,
"Just bad memories is all buddy don't worry" he opened his arms slowly, giving Jack the ability to say no, and no Jack did not say, he crawled into his father's arms and snuggled close
"You should, tell it to aunty Terra?" Jack suggested
"Probably not, it- uh- has something to do with my Monty,"
"I'm sure she'd understand!"
"... Maybe, ill- think about it" Solar gently squeezed Jack, and started fiddling with the bell on the kids hat, he started doing that for some reason he didn't know why.
Something Solar picked up on was how he felt in that memory, not the disgusting feeling of being taken like that, and not the pleasure of being spent, that he knew he shouldn't have felt, but this warmth, not from Monty no, and not from Moon either, a separate warmth, someone, protecting with with wings almost....
Sunny was still there, he was watching, he was trying his best to protect him beyond the grave...
"Dad?" Solar hadn't noticed he started crying, he didn't care, right now he didn't feel well enough to.
"G-get Sun, please" he tried to keep the waver out of his voice, whipping his eyes from the tears and pulling back, Jack nodded and ran off to get Sun, who seconds later walked into the room
"S-solar?" He had never seen Solar cry before, the other looked up and sniffled
"I need to talk to someone- a-and I don't feel comfortable with anyone else right now" he explained , his voice didn't go above a whisper, Sun nodded and sat next to him, he opened his arms and Solar didn't miss a second before going into the hug.
"So- I had a memory resurface" he started slowly,
"Okay? Not good I assume" Solar shook his head
"I was- in the daycare, playing a game on the computers, and Monty showed up to- calm me down," Sun nodded, "next thing I could remember was struggling to move my-my legs, feeling d-disgusting and M-Monty telling me- he made it all better" Sun held Solar tighter,
"Oh- oh goodness"
"He sent me porn the day after- n-not normal porn either like- vore and-and shit i-it-" Solar couldn't finish that, wouldn't, he couldn't tell Sun it messed with his head, he couldn't tell him about that, one hand found it's self on his rays, the other in his mouth. Sun was stund, Solar got assaulted and groomed,
"When- did this happen?"
"A-a day after Sunny died"
"A-and did he keep doing it, e-even when you came to us?"
"Mhm"
"Oh, oh Solar," Sun held him tightly, and Solar held him tightly back, he started crying, he hated crying but right now he was safe, he was with Sun...
That warmth of wings around him, came back.