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Legend of The Machine

Chapter 12: Fates Will

Summary:

"In some ways suffering ceases to be suffering at the moment it finds a meaning, such as the meaning of a sacrifice."
— Viktor Frankl, Man’s Search for Meaning

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The iron scent of ozone still hung heavy in the Dining Car, a sharp, metallic reminder of the skirmish that had just upended the morning. The staff of the Coyote Express moved in with a practiced, almost eerie efficiency; fresh linens were snapped over tables, and the shattered remains of a marble sideboard were swept away before the dust had even settled. The train was a machine of relentless forward momentum. It didn't pause for the messy business of a fight, nor did it care for the blood or ink left in its wake. Outside the reinforced glass, the jagged orange horizon of the high plateaus continued to blur past, a desert landscape that seemed to swallow the very idea of peace.

​The heavy double doors at the far end of the car swung open with a resounding thud, and Detective Goldcrow marched in. To any casual observer, he looked like a man who had spent his morning being outsmarted by a loaf of bread—his trench coat was dusted with white flour from his "pantry investigation," and he clutched a brass magnifying glass with a frantic, misplaced energy.

​"Great Scottish Terriers!" Goldcrow barked, his voice booming through the car and making the remaining crystal glassware rattle. "I leave for twenty minutes to follow a lead on a suspicious sourdough starter, and the entire car descends into anarchy! What in the name of the Bureau happened here?"

​Felix, who had been calmly wiping a smudge of ink from his golden hilt with a silk handkerchief, stood up and offered a tired, helpful smile. Outwardly, he was the picture of the dapper, unshakable explorer—the world-famous author whose daring travelogues were staples on every bookshelf. Inwardly, however, he was reeling. He had spent his entire career traveling the globe, documenting every legendary beast and hidden spirit from the frozen north to the deepest jungles, yet he had no record of those three attackers. For a man who made his living knowing exactly what kind of trouble lived under every rock, the "Butcher Gang" was a complete black hole. It was a variable he hadn't accounted for in all his travels, and Felix detested feeling like an amateur. It made his skin crawl more than the spirits ever did.

​"A minor disagreement regarding the bill, Detective," Felix said, his tone light as he stepped aside to let the lawman through. "The Butcher Gang made a brief, albeit uninvited, appearance. They didn't seem to care for the morning's selection. I believe they headed toward the rear of the train, likely looking for an exit or a place to sulk."

​Goldcrow huffed, puffing out his chest as he adjusted his spectacles. "The Butcher Gang? Never heard of 'em! Must be some low-rent local talent trying to make a name for themselves on the Express." He moved toward the wall, his nose nearly touching the wood as he began to inspect a deep gouge left by a stray blade. To any onlooker, he was just a bumbling detective finally finding something to occupy his time. But for Felix, the fact that these thugs weren't in any of his notes was a loud, ringing alarm bell.

​While Goldcrow poked at the wall, the rest of the group was focused on Bendy. The terrifying, fluid precision he’d shown during the fight—that cold, systematic violence—was gone. In its place was a greyish pallor that made his ink look dull, flaky, and dangerously thin at the edges.

​Boris stood frozen, his large hands hovering in the air as if he wanted to reach out but feared what might happen if he did. He didn't ask if Bendy was okay; they had been through enough of these episodes for Boris to know that "okay" was a fantasy. He simply watched his brother with a grim, practiced patience that was heart-wrenching to witness.

​Bendy flinched as the group crowded closer, a low, wet hiss escaping his throat. "I’m fine," he snapped, the words sounding like they were being dragged through a bed of gravel. "I just... I overdid it. I’m going back to the cabin. Don’t follow me. None of you."

​He didn't wait for a rebuttal. Bendy pushed past the group, his footsteps heavy and dragging against the plush carpet. He didn't look back at the friends who had seen him at his worst before. He just wanted the dark. He needed the walls of the cabin to close in around him before the mask finished slipping.

​Inside the suffocating silence of the cabin, Bendy wasn't just hiding; he was fighting a goddamn war against his own biology. He slammed the door and fumbled with the lock, his fingers slick and numb, until the bolt finally clicked into place. He didn't just collapse this time; his body began to fail him in a way that felt aggressive, loud, and permanent.

​He managed to pull the heavy wool blanket over himself, but it did little to muffle the sound of his breathing—a wet, erratic rattling that sounded like air being forced through a clogged pipe. Every time he tried to take a deep breath, the ink in his lungs seemed to thicken, a cold, viscous weight that threatened to pull him under.

​"D-dammit..." he hissed, the word coming out as a distorted, gurgling rasp.

​The transformation was jagged and uncoordinated. His right hand, now a sharp, elongated claw of obsidian-slick ink, gripped the edge of the mattress so hard the wood began to groan and splinter. He stared at it with his one remaining good eye, a spike of pure, unadulterated loathing lancing through his chest. He wasn't some character in a script; he was a man being unmade from the inside out.

​A fresh surge of heat erupted in his joints, making his vision swim with white spots. Bendy doubled over, his forehead pressing into the rough carpet. "Not... today," he wheezed, his teeth gnashing together as he felt his skeletal structure shift. "Not like this, you son of a bitch."

​A violent spasm wracked his spine, and he felt his face begin to warp. The permanent, practiced grin was sagging, stretching into a hollow, jagged maw that felt like a heavy weight dragging on his jaw. He sat there in the dark, a distorted, sharpening shadow of himself. He looked down at his ruined gloves. The white fabric was shredded, soaked through with the dark, iridescent sludge that was currently his blood.

​He knew the others were out there in the hallway, probably whispering or staring at the door, and the thought of them seeing him in this half-morphed state made his stomach turn. He was drowning on dry land, and for the first time in a long time, he wasn't sure if he had the strength to swim back to the surface.

​Outside in the hallway, the silence was suffocating, broken only by the rhythmic clack-clack of the train on the rails. Felix stood at the end of the hall, leaning against the mahogany panelling, his eyes fixed on the door to the Cabin.

​His mind drifted back to that final night in the city. Kitty had pulled him to give him some insight. She had always had a knack for reading him like a book. She knew he had been lost in thought and had offered some clarity. In all his years of knowing her, he never once regrated being her friend.

​"The High Priestess is sitting in the 'Self' position, Felix. Inverted," she had said, her voice flat and rhythmic. "Your intuition is clouded by the secrets you're keeping from yourself. And look at the Three of Swords in the 'Environment'—it’s piercing the heart of the group. This isn't just about an adventure, Felix. This is about a rupture."

​Felix had simply watched the candlelight dance in his glass. He didn't doubt her—not for a second. He just waited for the next piece of the puzzle.

​She had flipped the Seven of Swords into the 'Obstacles' position with a sharp snap. "This is the card of the thief, the deceiver. Someone among you is carrying swords they shouldn't have. Someone is holding back, and it’s dragging the rest of you into the silt. And the Tower is looming in the 'Final Outcome'—but it’s not a fall from a height, Felix. It’s a collapse of the structure because the Foundation was never set."

​She looked up then, her eyes sharp. "The geometry is wrong. You’re walking into a house with five doors and only four keys. Someone is going to be left standing in the hall when the lights go out. You think you're the Magician, manipulating all the elements to keep everyone safe, but you're acting like the Hanged Man—sacrificing things without knowing if the sacrifice even matters."

​Felix had smiled then, though it didn't reach his eyes. Five doors, four keys. It was a riddle, a logic problem that required a solution he hadn't found yet. He didn't fear the "Ten of Swords" because he believed that with enough foresight, even fate could be outmanoeuvred. He only knew that if a price had to be paid to solve the puzzle, he’d already decided he’d be the one to pay it.

​A sharp, metallic clink from the Dining Car snapped him back to reality. Goldcrow had finished his "sweep" and was looking toward the corridor with a suspicious glint in his eye.

​Felix straightened his yellow waistcoat, the mask of the dapper adventurer sliding back into place. He walked past Boris, giving the wolf a small, encouraging nod that was carefully calculated to look sincere without inviting a conversation.

​"Detective!" Felix called out, his voice regaining its bright, melodic lilt. "I trust your notes are in order? We’ll be reaching the next water stop within the hour. It’s a quiet little station, but they have a telegraph office. Perfect for catching up on... 'correspondence'."

​Goldcrow looked up, snapping his notebook shut with a crisp thwack. "Indeed, Felix! The data is quite... substantial. I shall send a full report to the office immediately. We wouldn't want the others to be uninformed of these... developments."

​Felix smiled, but his mind was already miles ahead. He didn't know what the Butcher Gang represented, but he knew the "leak" Kitty spoke of was getting worse by the second. He glanced one last time at the ink seeping from under Bendy’s door. It was thickening, turning from a liquid into something more solid, more permanent, like a shadow that refused to move.

​Fate changes, Felix thought. But it takes a heavy hand to move the needle.

​ The world was beginning to blur into a fever dream of ink and pain. Bendy clawed at his own chest, desperate to feel the fabric of his vest, but the sensation of his fingers meeting his skin was becoming alien. His hands were no longer hands; they were elongating, the bones stretching and cracking with a sound like wet firewood snapping in a slow-motion fire. The fingers tapered into wickedly sharp points that shredded the bedsheets with a single, involuntary twitch of his wrist.

​His vision swam. The corners of the room seemed to stretch and melt, the straight lines of the cabin warping as if the train car itself were made of wet ink. He felt a searing, agonizing pressure atop his head, a headache that felt like his skull was being split by a chisel. With a sickening squelch, his horns began to change, curling upwards and outward, sharpening into obsidian arches that felt far too heavy for his neck to support.

​"Get... out..." he wheezed, but his own mind was the intruder. He was being evicted from his own consciousness.

​He rolled onto his stomach, his spine arching as the vertebrae began to sharpen and push against the skin. One by one, jagged spines sprouted from his back, tearing through the fabric of his clothes with a series of rhythmic, sickening pops. His tail, once a simple thin line, thickened and grew, a barbed tip manifesting at the end like a scorpion's stinger, lashing out to gouge deep furrows into the floorboards in a blind, agonizing reflex.

​Bendy squeezed his eyes shut, trying to find the centre of himself, searching for the man who could laugh and breathe. But there was no centre left—only the rising tide of the ink, cold and absolute. He was losing his grip on reality, the cabin fading away into a void where the only things that existed were the smell of rot and the monstrous weight of the thing he was becoming. He wasn't himself anymore.

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Thank you for reading and see you next week!

Notes:

I may edit the chapters multiple times as I don't always catch mistakes the first time and I like to add extra details after I've got the story in front of me