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Leo/Stars

Aftermath

Airi:

 

I can't even bear to look at myself. What have I done. I've made my friends collapse and it's all my fault. When I said what I did... Why did I say that. Why am I such a disgrace. Maybe I should call Minori. Ask her if she can forgive me. No. She blocked me. Who wouldn't. What about Haruka? Nope. Blocked. Shizuku always has a soft spot for-... Me. Blocked. No one wants to even see me.

 

I've failed at being an idol twice. How does someone fuck up the same thing twice. I'm such a disappointment. Why did I say that... I need a filter. I can't continue like this. Is there anyone that doesn't have me blocked...? Well family is one... But no one else. Wait. Ena! Ena hasn't blocked me. I heard she's struggling herself... Maybe I should call her. No, maybe just text her, then she can respond if she wants.

 

 

Ena:

 

Fuck. Why does everything I love crumble. When I get to use my art, of course, my escape leaves. I can't do this... I've tried texting everyone to resolve this but nothing. NOTHING. Ugh. I'm such an idiot. Akito isn't happy either, pretty sure his group broke up too. Maybe I should stop being so selfish. I walk into his room

 

"Lil bro?" I began, "You okay...? Wanna talk-" I let out a gasp as he pulled me into a bone crushing hug. He's so upset. I can't bear to see him in this state. "I FUCKED IT ALL UP ENA! ALL OF IT! THEY BOTH HATE ME! KOHANE AND AN!" He shouted. Crying violently into my shoulder, I couldn't help but tear up myself... "Calm down... Aki... It's gonna be okay... Just calm down..."

 

I've never seen him this mad- no... That's sadness. How can I be such a fool. Maybe I can go another hour without food. Not having food for a day isn't that bad. Plus, Akito needs me. More than ever. It doesn't matter about me. I'll listen to him, even if it's the last thing I do.

 

 

Rui:

 

What the hell has happened?! First, the Sekai collapses. Second, Tsukasa is lost. Third, no one will speak to me about anything show-wise and now everything is crumbling! I've called Nene and Emu and they're okay-ish. But Tsukasa is ignoring my messages. I don't think they're even going through to him, Saki won't talk to anyone either because of the breakup of her group, so I'm lost. I've been trying to fix everything but nothing will work. Should I call him? No. It won't work. Maybe I need to give up.

 

I collapse onto my bed, staring at my star-sticker covered ceiling... Stars... Tsukasa- "FUCK!" I shout. I turn my room upside-down in a fit of rage. I freeze... I can't keep on like this, I can't. It's not... Not healthy... Fuck. Tsukasa where are you...?

 

 

Tsukasa:

 

I... Don't deserve to live. I don't deserve a place on earth. That's why I've been hiding in my Sekai for a while. It crumbled, yes, but this sky haven appeared in its place. A Miku in school like clothing is there, a rather... Stern and stubborn version of KAITO, and don't forget MEKIO, who looks kinda like a barista? Nevermind. Her coffees are really good though. I haven't checked my phone in a while after... The Sekai collapsed... No. I can't think about that. It could cause this one to collapse too. Maybe I should call Rui. I haven't-

 

...

 

How many notifications from him alone? Over a thousand...? Oh dear god. I have to read them all, don't I...? Otherwise what kind of boyfriend would I be-... He wrote poems and paragraphs and... ESSAYS?! I'm so shit... I... Why can't I be a good person for once?! Fuck my life. Damn it all. Why am I such a bitch. I stay in my life, I'm a problem, I leave, still a problem. I can't read all his messages. I type back a small sorry. Maybe I should let him into the Sekai... "Miku? Miku! Can you come here a second?" I call out into the seemingly never ending sky world and I get a response quickly. Miku appears in front of me. "Hello Tsukasa! How are you?" She beams. "Good, um... Can I send untitled to Rui...?" I watch her expression drop, she wasn't expecting that, but her smile comes back full force. "Of course!" She began, "It is your boyfriend after all, and it is, your Sekai! So, sure!" I hesitate, KAITO might dislike the unexpected company... Ah fuck it. I send Rui the link.