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I forgot where my home was, I haven’t been there in years. It’s just the cold and desolate air. I know what she told me. I hated her for saying that. Now I have no one. I don’t want to be in this hell.
I just can’t just look, It’s killing me~
The voice of words someone has never said. The words of dying romantic love, but can it mean something else? Would our friendship- no! -stayed if we heard that melody? Am I in love with- you are a dirty incestous bitch. Brightside… I can’t… What’s his name?
And taking control…
I need to take control. I will bring all of them back. Even though I was the reason they left. Maybe they just don’t like you. Maybe Brightside hates you for forgetting his name. All you can say is that and onni-chan! You can barely remember their faces as well! Hoshino, Mochizuki, Hinomori, all are strangers now! Hahaha! Your parents only support you because if they lose their daughter, they might lose their jobs! Wooo! You will never get out of here, you deserve this! You always deserved hell! Poor little saki won’t experience all the world has to offer! You should know this Sa-ki~
They all hate you.
“STOP!” Saki yelled to no one but herself. She paused the music she was listening to, as it was not helping at all. She stopped listening to Miku ever since SHE told her the truth. Saki hated the truth. It was painful, and all her fault. She was the one who yelled and sobbed. She was the one who told that someone to leave.
The hospital she was in was cold and dark, as it was 2 am. She had been omitted for the first time to the hospital when she was 3rd grade, going in and out. Her illness got worse when she was in 5th grade, and she had been away from her home since the start of middle school. From surgery to surgery,and pill to pill. Saki was lucky she hadn’t had it worse.
As she put back on her earbuds and went to sleep whilst listening to white noise to stop her head from saying… whatever it said. The iv bag injected her hand rustled, it was added because she lost blood sometimes, mostly when it was that time of month. She didn’t know what was wrong with her, she sometimes asked the doctors and they just stayed silent or said “You don’t need to worry about it.” Saki DID!
“Good night.” Saki muttered under her breath. She closed her eyes, hoping it was her last time here, a nightly routine. She laid on her back with her head on top of the pillow, listening to her heartbeat… usual for her.