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Crowley remained standing, arms crossed, leaning the weight of his body against the edge of the mahogany desk.
From that position behind Aziraphale’s favorite chair, he could minutely observe every detail of the angel. The curly blonde hair, subtly tousled after so much accumulated tension, even though several days—possibly weeks—had already passed since the end of times; the neat curve of his neck, which still held a trace of a blush; and the firmness with which his plump fingers held a fountain pen. The air in the back room felt dense, imbued with a strange mix of the usual scent of jasmine tea, old paper, and the freshness of the apple tree's wood, which continued to spread its roots beneath the floorboards.
Yes, one of the first things Aziraphale wrote in the book when they were left alone was that he wanted that apple tree back.
The demon lowered his gaze toward the large volume open on the table. The pages presented themselves as a completely smooth canvas, of a textured ivory color that seemed to absorb the light of the room. As Aziraphale wrote, they were stained with words in that language known only to ethereal and occult beings, conjuring more and more amenities so they would lack nothing during their eternal stay in the bookshop.
For Crowley, seeing Aziraphale holding the pen with the power to dictate the rules of their own destiny and of the entire universe brought a sensation of vertigo he hadn't felt since he helped ignite the first nebulas.
Though for the moment, he had barely written in that book that his wine cellar would never be devoid of quality wines; even though liquors did not yet exist in that reality, Aziraphale’s description of them made Crowley smile proudly and want to kiss him again.
His angel was a bastard. His. Finally his, and how good it felt to be able to express it. Because there was no one, nor would there ever be, who could snatch him away.
"Are you sure about this, angel?" Crowley asked. His voice sounded lower than usual, stripped of his characteristic mocking tone.
"Oh yes, dear, I cannot imagine an eternity locked away without a good wine... without our miracles, we must do what we can," he replied with an adorable shimmy while reviewing what he had written.
"No, Aziraphale..." Crowley said with a voice so serious that the angel turned around to give him his full attention. "I mean, are you sure about spending your whole life here, alone... with me?"
Aziraphale did not answer immediately. He carefully dipped the tip of the pen into the golden inkwell, took the heavy volume in his hands, took a deep breath, and subtly turned his head to meet the demon's eyes.
"Completely sure, my dear," the angel answered with a clear voice and a smile. "I am right where and with whom I want to be..."
"Then go ahead..." Crowley said, gesturing to the chair for Aziraphale so the angel would sit back down to write.
Aziraphale rested his wrist on the paper and began to trace the first line of that page. His handwriting, cursive and elegant, flowed over the paper as he gave free rein to his desires. As he progressed, he repeated the words aloud, conferring upon them the weight of reality.
"In the center of creation, there is a bookshop floating in nothingness itself, filled with books brimming with potential."
Crowley watched how the golden ink fixed onto the paper and, almost instantly, the surrounding reality reacted. Outside the large windows of the bookshop, the absolute darkness that God had left them began to move.
The demon rushed to the windows of the back room; behind the building, something was beginning to surface. The void pulled away, giving way to a plain of firm, dark, and fertile earth that began to materialize at ground level, extending in all directions for a few meters—it was as if the building had a spacious backyard behind it. As if it were a miracle, and Crowley knew it was, green grass sprouted, covering everything with life.
"The bookshop has a vast garden, a generous expanse of meadows and trees in which, from time to time, a nightingale can be heard singing..."
Upon pronouncing the word nightingale, Crowley instinctively sharpened his hearing. Through the shop's glass panes, muffled by the distance, came a clean, sharp, and sweet trill. The sound cleanly cut through the isolation of the room. The demon felt a strange twist in his chest; he realized he had been holding his breath. Aziraphale cracked a small smile upon hearing the bird, but he did not lift the pen. He kept his eyes fixed on the page, making sure every word described exactly the refuge they both needed.
"Behind the bookshop, there is a small cottage where an angel and a demon rest after an eternal day of rewriting the world exactly as it was, perfect in its imperfections. The cottage features books that will soon be filled with stories, and at the entrance, there is a Bentley parked that can finally rest without having to rush off somewhere, because they will never lack anything."
Crowley let out a short, low laugh, a mix of jubilation and authentic relief.
He looked through the back window of the back room and watched how the wet, green meadow finished covering the plain. Right at the end of a newly formed stone path, a structure of noble wood and a rustic roof took shape. But what truly made the demon smile from ear to ear was seeing the shiny, black metal of his car. The Bentley appeared there, impeccable, with its headlights blinking a single time toward the bookshop, as if recognizing those inside. The engine gave one last dull purr before shutting off completely. There was no longer any rush, nor the need to flee to Alpha Centauri. He was home.
Aziraphale dipped the pen again, this time with a more leisurely movement, while Crowley looked out the window, enjoying the solidity that the surroundings were acquiring by the second. His angel added the final sentence of the foundational paragraph.
"The bookshop rests unreachable and unobservable to any pair of eyes yet to come..."
Then Aziraphale finally looked at Crowley, with a hint of pain in his gaze.
"Crowley... are you sure this is for the best?"
"Yes, angel, we need to do it this way... I'm so sorry..."
Aziraphale smiled serenely; he had made this decision long ago. "Don't worry, dear... I understand."
"The bookshop rests unreachable and unobservable to any pair of eyes yet to come, inside a bubble that will soon become a little Eden. Set apart from all the reality that is soon to be born around it, untouchable to everyone, but present after all."
As he traced the final period, a very subtle vibration, almost an imperceptible hum, ran through the shop's bookshelves and the ceiling beams. Crowley and Aziraphale looked up at the same time, drawn by a faint flash that came to life outside.
Through the glass of the front display window, both noticed the change. The space had not only enclosed itself, but a massive and perfect transparent sphere had just materialized, completely enveloping the bookshop, the meadow, the garden, and the back cottage.
"It's your turn," Aziraphale said, handing the pen over to Crowley.
Perched once more on the roof of the bookshop, with the great volume resting on his thighs, Crowley decided that the garden deserved its own center of energy and, of course, a light to illuminate it. With firm strokes and a gleam of pride in his golden eyes, the demon began to draft the specifications of a small star.
"Haven't done this in a long time, and definitely never done it like this..."
"It will be perfect... you are creating it, aren't you?"
"For the bookshop and its garden, a main-sequence yellow dwarf confined to the zenith of the sphere's exterior; a stable core of hydrogen fusion that emits a temperate and constant light, whose atmospheric radiation nurtures the meadow in an eternal thermal balance of spring, without degrading the leaves of the apple tree nor withering the flowers..."
"Hmm... isn't that a bit technical, dear?"
Crowley jumped a foot in the air; he hadn't felt Aziraphale approach, let alone snoop at what he was writing. Then, a warm and brilliant glow was born right over the center of the dome, illuminating the dark tiles and bathing the face of Aziraphale, who observed the newborn star with a look filled with absolute admiration toward his demon and his work.
Then they were able to admire what they had written.
It was a clean, crystalline dome that refracted the soft light of the new sun. From the inside, the outer contour curved massively, physically separating them from the absolute nothingness that remained beyond the glass. The isolation God had warned them about was now a visible border. They were locked inside their own microverse, in a floating glass snowglobe that sheltered the new nucleus of existence.
Crowley didn't mind seeing the limits of his confinement in the slightest. On the contrary, he contemplated the surface of the sphere with a mix of fascination and expectations. He held the book out to Aziraphale, who, within the pages where both had written, tucked away the folded piece of paper the angel had previously hidden in his jacket pocket, which guaranteed that no one could erase them from existence—the last vestige of what the world had once been.
"It's a fairly acceptable beginning, angel," Crowley commented, stretching his legs and putting his hands into his trouser pockets, adopting his usual slouching posture as he looked at the reflection of the dome.
Aziraphale left the pen on its stand and raised his head to look at him. His eyes reflected tranquility.
"We have a hundred thousand empty volumes on these shelves and an entire world to rebuild piece by piece, just as we promised."
"Shit... We're in for a very long day."
Later, Crowley contemplated the rows of shelves that rose to the ceiling, filled with spines waiting to be written on to restore normalcy to the humans.
"Does that worry you?" the angel asked.
"We have all of eternity, Aziraphale," the demon replied with a relaxed smile, reaching his hand toward the desk. "Pass me a pen. I'll take care of the stars."
Aziraphale burst into sweet laughter.
"You just can't wait, can you?"
"I've got nothing better to do."
"Oh... I wouldn't be so sure... could you perhaps kiss me again?"
Crowley took charge of the universe's architecture. He spent his days writing entire lines about the expansion of matter, the density of black holes, and the composition of primordial gases, filling page after page of several books with great detail. Aziraphale wrote the things he wished to have in the cottage in a different volume, and sometimes he simply learned to sleep in the back seat of the Bentley for days—or perhaps it was years.
There were days, equivalent to entire weeks, when the demon did not touch the pen. He simply sat on the garden grass, his back resting against the trunk of an apple tree he had planted from the seeds of the one inside the bookshop, watching through the transparent dome as nebulas imploded, collapsed, and gave birth to millions of new stars.
"Let there be light," he whispered, satisfied.
The light of those cosmic births pierced through the glass sphere, bathing the meadows in flashes of purple, gold, and blue.
Crowley discovered that this stellar radiation nurtured the earth in an exceptional way. With that in mind, he began to secretly plan a special corner in the garden. He wanted flowers for Aziraphale, but not just any flowers; he spent hours selecting species that, according to the ancient human language of flowers, carried a real meaning.
He chose red roses and myrtles to speak of an eternal love, heliotropes for the devotion that had kept them together, and small sprigs of ivy to represent fidelity. He wrote about the seeds in a small book that he hid at the back of a shelf so Aziraphale wouldn't find it. As if the angel weren't aware of every single book in his bookshop.
One afternoon, while the dome's sky was stained a deep magenta by the formation of a nearby galaxy, Aziraphale came out of the bookshop carrying a tray with two mugs of hot tea. He sat on the grass beside Crowley, smoothing his overcoat with his usual care.
"The universe looks splendid today, dear," the angel commented, offering him a mug.
Crowley took it, brushing Aziraphale’s fingers in the process. He glanced sideways at the angel's profile, illuminated by the glow of a blue supergiant that was finishing settling into the firmament.
"I love you," Crowley said.
The words left his mouth fluidly, naturally, with the same ease with which he would have described the weather or the taste of the tea.
Aziraphale froze mid-sip. He blinked a couple of times and carefully set the mug down on the saucer, turning completely toward the demon.
"I love you," Aziraphale replied immediately, with the same astonishing lightness.
Both remained completely still, dumbfounded by the naturalness with which they had said it to one another. For six thousand years, admitting that feeling would have been a death sentence or an unforgivable betrayal of their respective factions; they had hidden it behind glances, discreet favors, and silences heavy with longing.
To say it now, as if it were the simplest and most everyday truth of existence, left them breathless for a second.
"Had we really never said something so obvious?" Aziraphale laughed.
Crowley let out a small laugh and set his mug aside to close the distance. He took Aziraphale by the back of his neck and kissed him.
It was a deep kiss, surrounded by the scent of damp grass and the warmth of the stars they themselves were creating. When they pulled apart, Aziraphale’s cheeks were flushed, and he wore a smile capable of stealing the demon's breath away.
From that day on, the invisible border that for six millennia had divided what they were from what they felt vanished completely. The transition from that old, deeply rooted friendship toward their new life did not require grand declarations of love—they had already wasted enough time—but rather a slow and beautiful readjustment in the most ordinary details.
They discovered that love was also built through mundane gestures: in the absurd arguments over which shelves in the bookshop needed dusting, in Crowley wandering barefoot through the cottage kitchen to brew afternoon tea just for the pleasure of seeing the angel smile, or in Aziraphale reading aloud during the quiet hours while the demon rested his head on his lap, letting his red hair be stroked until he fell fast asleep.
Slowly, the shyness that had once distanced them gave way to a much deeper and more natural physical closeness. Casual brushes of fingers when passing a book transformed into prolonged, warm embraces as evening fell in the garden, and soft kisses beneath the apple tree opened the door to a gentle, physical surrender.
In the dim light of the cottage, under the shelter of the sheets and with the subtle glow of nebulas filtering through the window, their essences and their bodies met with absolute devotion and a passion contained for centuries. They learned to know each other through unhurried caresses, whispers in the dark, and a shared warmth that always ended in peaceful rest—with both of them curled up together, protected from the rest of the cosmos, knowing they no longer needed anything else.
Time in the bookshop was not measured in hours or years; there were no seasons or other voices outside of their own. Gradually, Crowley forgot what day it was supposed to be, and "when" lost its meaning.
On one occasion, looking for a different perspective, Crowley took the book and the pen to the roof of the bookshop. Aziraphale followed him with a blanket, and both lay down to write together. It was there, while the angel asked him about certain details of the laws of thermodynamics, that Crowley saw Alpha Centauri being born.
Three brilliant stars began to twinkle very close to the edges of the transparent sphere, bursting into a golden glow that the demon greeted with a slight nod of his head, utterly satisfied with his work.
Creation continued to expand organically. The universe grew, self-regulated, and gathered its own strength under the couple's care. Until there came a time when the cosmic machinery seemed to need no further instructions; it would continue its path perfectly well on its own.
Crowley entered the bookshop, where Aziraphale was checking some shelves, and gently took him by the arm to lead him toward the front display window. He pointed to an almost imperceptible speck in the vastness of outer space.
"Look over there, angel," Crowley said with pride. "I know you can't see it, but over there is a tiny planet, very far from where we are. It's blue and green. It is completely ready to sustain life."
Aziraphale gazed into the darkness Crowley was pointing to, and then he thought he saw the distant glint of the world coming back into existence. For the first time in what felt like an incalculable amount of time, the angel thought about the magnitude of their isolation.
"How much time has passed already, Crowley?" Aziraphale asked in a whisper, overwhelmed by the scale of the eternity they had managed.
Crowley stood beside him, wrapping an arm around his waist, and let the angel rest his head on his shoulder.
"I don't think that matters," the demon replied softly, kissing his blonde curls. "I've spent every minute with you."
Aziraphale nodded, comforted, and took the pen to begin the most important phase of their labor. He sat at the desk and began to draft the new pages of the Book of Life.
In this new reality, humans were not expelled from Eden under a rain of fire, reproaches, and flaming swords. Instead, the angel wrote that the first couple simply walked toward the edges of the garden and left out of pure curiosity, out of the innate desire to explore what lay beyond the walls.
From that moment on, Aziraphale made sure that things happened due to strictly natural causes.
The deluge was not a divine punishment to drown creation, but a great climate flood that the Earth overcame on its own. Upon reaching the pages corresponding to the story of Job, Aziraphale’s pen did not allow the cruelty of the past; Job never lost his children because of a heavenly wager. Jesus had a peaceful life, though he still died at the hands of the Romans.
Real free will, the kind Crowley had defended so much, functioned exactly as it should. The birth of people was detailed, but it was they who decided what they were going to do with their lives, which meant that their page in the Book of Life was written by themselves, without the intervention of anything else but them.
Humans made mistakes by their own decisions, suffered the consequences of their actions, and learned from them without the intervention of demons to tempt them or angels to judge them. Without the weight of Heaven and Hell over their heads, humanity prospered at its own pace—stumbling, discovering fire, art, science, and love by their own means—while the bookshop floated in the unreachable immensity.
While Crowley focused on detailing the behavior of Earth's plants and the migration of the world's ducks, Aziraphale dedicated himself to populating the new reality with the souls of those he had known in his previous life.
In this universe without Heaven or Hell, the ancient cosmic entities were born and died as simple human beings, leaving their mark on the annals of history.
The angel slid the pen to write the destiny of Sandalphon, who was born in 1342 and lived as a tyrannical and ruthless count by his own choice, until he met his end in 1388 during the bloody siege of his own castle. He also wrote about Hastur, born in 1650, a wicked and scheming duke who spent his final years banished, finding death in exile in 1712.
For others, history was much more benevolent. Aziraphale read about the life of a young couple named Muriel and Erik, who were born at the end of the 20th century and shared a peaceful existence, full of walks through the countryside and a quiet happiness that would last until their final days. He read about a young witch named Anathema and about the clumsy but noble witchfinder Pulsifer, who ended up falling hopelessly in love with her; within the pages, it was recorded how Anathema’s ancestor, Agnes Nutter, possessed the genuine gift of seeing the future—only this time, her prophecies no longer foretold any apocalyptic ending, but rather the slow and beautiful unfolding of the centuries.
With a knowing smile, Crowley came across the story of Bee Prince and their husband Jim. Now they were simply two people stuck in awful, soul-crushing office jobs who, one fine day, decided to tell it all to go to hell. They escaped together to the coast, leaving the stress behind to dedicate themselves to being happy with one another in a small cottage by the sea.
The pen continued describing the course of humanity.
There never existed an Antichrist to imperil the Earth. Instead, a boy named Adam Young was born, whose biological father was Arthur Young’s cousin. Adam grew up in a completely normal way in the perfect, sunny village of Tadfield, spending summers running through the woods alongside his beloved group of friends, his cousin, and his inseparable mongrel dog. Under the angel's writing, all of humanity prospered through natural causes, stumbling and rising on its own two feet.
Then, during what inside the bookshop might well have been just any afternoon or early morning, something unexpected happened.
Crowley and Aziraphale were leaning over the desk when they noticed that golden ink was beginning to materialize on its own in one of the open volumes, without either of them holding the pen.
Upon the pages appeared the life of a woman who had never been part of the original Book of Life. She was a filmmaker with the last name Godsfield. The automatic writing described in detail how the woman was on a terrace in Italy, in a restaurant by the sea, enjoying a glass of wine and writing the script for her next movie.
The plot narrated the story of how a bookseller and an astronomy professor met upon reaching middle age and, after realizing that the world was too big to walk alone, decided to share the rest of their lives. Their names in the script were Anthony and Asa.
A shiver ran down Crowley’s spine. But it made sense; after all, She would never stop playing cards.
"Perhaps later I'll write the love story of a bastard angel and a demon capable of loving..." Godsfield smiled, looking up at the clear Italian sky.
Time followed its course outside the transparent sphere. Hundreds, thousands, perhaps millions of years passed in the outer universe. They did not know it, nor did they bother to count them. In their perfect bubble, beneath the shadow of the apple tree, time had ceased to matter. They only knew that they were in this together, and that eternity finally belonged to them.
When the fountain pen traced the final period on the paper of the ultimate volume, the faint clink of metal against the glass inkwell echoed through the back room, bringing their work to an end.
The golden ink glowed brightly before being absorbed into the ivory fibers of the page, fixing the definitive decree. In that last paragraph, Aziraphale had set down in writing the immutable destiny of all their work.
Human life would follow its own course, moving forward on its own, driven solely by its successes and its mistakes, without divine or demonic intervention of any kind.
Crowley wrote an epilogue: if the universe they had rebuilt had to come to an end at some point in the distant future, it would be because nature itself decided so, no one else. The Grand Plans, the eternal wars, and the apocalyptic prophecies remained buried under the weight of absolute free will.
Aziraphale contemplated the now-dry handwriting, let out a long sigh that seemed to empty him of the last bit of anguish left in his chest, and, with a leisurely movement, closed the exceedingly heavy book. The dull thud of the leather covers meeting marked the end of an incalculable journey of work.
They sat at the desk for a moment, taking in the weight of having finished.
"We did it, dear," the angel whispered, looking at his hands, which were no longer trembling. "Officially, I believe we are retired."
Crowley, who was leaning beside the table, extended a hand to him with a peaceful smile.
"Let's go outside, angel. A bit of air will do you good."
They walked together toward the outdoor garden, leaving the bookshop behind and crossing the threshold into the meadow that stretched behind the cottage. They sat down together in comfortable wooden chairs, right beneath the apple tree that now looked lush and full of life. Aziraphale brought the last volume of the Book of Life with him—perhaps out of habit, he thought they might still add something else to existence.
Before them, beyond the perfect transparent sphere that sheltered them, the universe Crowley had designed shone majestically. The nebulas of magenta and violet hues danced in the immensity, and the stars the demon had put back into the sky twinkled with a clean, peaceful, and eternal light.
It was a postcard identical to the one the mortal world would see through their telescopes, but lived from the very heart of creation, being simply the two of them, free from any faction.
The angel leaned back against Crowley’s shoulder. The demon did not take long to react; he stretched out his long arm to encircle his back, drawing him closer, and let Aziraphale settle against his chest.
"It's strange," Aziraphale murmured, keeping his eyes fixed on a constellation Crowley had finished polishing just a few days ago. "I know we will never walk the streets of London again, nor will I be able to buy crepes in the markets of Paris, nor will we eat in those little restaurants we liked so much. We are completely separated from them..."
Crowley rested his chin on the angel's blonde curls, breathing in the familiar scent that always accompanied him.
"Do you regret it?" the demon asked, and though his voice was soft, there was a small note of vulnerability in it—the old fear of not being enough. "We could have left a door open, angel. A tiny miracle to go down for a glass of wine. We could still write it in..."
Aziraphale lifted his head from his shoulder and looked him squarely in the eyes, with an expression of absolute determination that erased any shadow of doubt in the demon.
"No, not at all," the angel replied, sketching a radiant smile. "If we had left a door open, they would have found a way to get in, or we would have ended up interfering again. The humans deserved their freedom, Crowley. A real one. And watching them prosper from here, knowing that the world keeps turning on its own two feet... it's the best miracle we could have ever performed."
Crowley observed him in silence, marveled by the angel who was once afraid to accept that they were more than simple adversaries. The demon stretched out his free hand and caressed Aziraphale’s cheek with his thumb, enjoying the texture of his skin.
"And you? Are you happy with this life, then?" the angel asked in a whisper, seeking certainty in his companion's golden eyes. "Even if it's just this? Even if we are isolated in our own bubble?"
Crowley smiled sideways—that slouching, genuine smile he kept exclusively for back rooms and shared moments. He leaned in a little and left a short, tender kiss on Aziraphale’s lips before answering, with a voice that harbored not a single shred of regret.
"I have the stars, and I have you, angel..." Crowley said firmly. "It's all I ever wanted."
Aziraphale’s smile widened, feeling his chest fill with a warmth that no celestial light could ever replicate. He rested his head back on the demon's shoulder, intertwining his fingers with his.
From the inside of the small wooden cottage, breaking the stillness with a nostalgic delicacy, Aziraphale’s old record player began to play a song. The soft notes of the piano floated through the open window, followed by the sweet voice of Vera Lynn. The song's echo spilled over the garden, almost immediately calling to the nightingale waiting among the leaves of the apple tree, which joined its trill to the human melody.
Under the protection of the music and the eternal light of their firmament, the two merged into a silent embrace, entirely oblivious to the flow of the centuries.
Now they were two eternal souls who had chosen to stay in the interlude of creation for the simple miracle of being together, unreachable to everyone. While the outer universe kept expanding toward infinity in absolute freedom, the bubble remained floating in the calm, sheltering forever the home of an angel and a demon, as if they were forever inside a glass snowglobe.
And they wouldn't change it for anything.
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El fin