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Chapter 29: Epilogue

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(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Replicator coffee is trash. Always has been, always will be. Kirk chugs it anyway and tosses the cup into the disposal. Chekov waves at him from the corner of the mess hall and he pretends not to see, none too eager to get caught up in a long conversation when he’s finally, finally off shift.

He still finds his feet wandering sometimes back along a more familiar path through the corridors. Sometimes he’ll step from the turbolift and realize he’s gotten off two floors too early for where he needs to be. But as he traces the route to Bones’ door, he finds this walk feels more welcoming than the path to his own quarters ever did.

The room is just the way he left it this morning. Books stacked against the wall, a few uniform shirts draped over the bed, a pair of antique glasses on the vanity, playing cards and a bottle of gin.

They don’t room together, not according to official Starfleet records. But as long as Kirk is Captain, he figures the administration won’t notice one more unfiled report under the heap of ones he still owes. It’s not on record, but Spock knows to ping McCoy’s intercom if he wants to reach Kirk after hours, which makes it pretty damn official in his books.

 

Bones won’t be off for another three hours. He’s been working split-shifts lately, trying to get a handle on some new bioorganic study he’s been running in his back lab. When he gets back, Kirk will get up and settle into the bed – their bed – properly, but for now his eyes are burning and he needs to take the edge off the last 16 hours of mayhem.

There’s a blanket waiting for him on the corner of the couch. There always is. He grabs it and settles into the cushions for a well-deserved nap. His bleary eyes focus on the picture frame on the table for only a moment before he drifts off. The image there follows him into his dreams: a shifting vision of burnished sand, two silver rings held up to the light, and nothing but blue skies above.  

Notes:

And that's all folks! I decided it was better to post the last chapter and the epilogue as a bundle - didn't feel right to make everyone wait half a week for such a short conclusion :) Everyone gets a (sort of) happy ending! Honestly, there's a chapter missing in here between the last chapter and the epilogue where Kirk and Bones sit down and hash out all the trauma that undoubtedly came out of this whole scenario and have a good long chat about many things, but I'm leaving that as an exercise to the reader, as after a year and a half spent working on this story I don't quite have the energy to do the additional one-shot atm. Just assume that such conversations did happen in the interim.

Thank you again for everyone who came along on this ride! It's been a privilege to read all your comments, and hopefully you enjoyed this crazy mess of a story, and there are things that would be interesting on a re-read! I tried to drop many hints along the way towards "someone, namely Bones and Jocelyn, lived here for a time after Bones' grandmother passed on" but I don't think a lot of them would make much sense without the context of the last few chapters.

For anyone who's very confused about why Kirk was ok with staying behind for the majority of Act 3 and not fighting to get back to his ship - I was basing that characterization on two things: Kirk's professed interest in leaving Starfleet during the beginning of Star Trek: Beyond, and my own experience with how much any escape looks inviting when your job stresses you out that much, even if you know that you're making bad decisions along the way. Kirk spent a lot of Act 3 lying to himself both about what he wanted and how much he believed Bones' assurances that he was alright, because it was easier than dealing with the intersection of his other stressors. Hopefully, for all its messed-up ness, this little vacation helps Kirk manage his work/life balance better in the future.

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You may have noticed I finally set the number of total chapters at the top. Things will only start to accelerate from here :)