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Chapter 7
Timothée
I don’t know how but I got back to school before both Armie and Sersh. I spent the afternoon cleaning up my room that I had left in somewhat a mess before I left. I was more focused on spending time with my boyfriend then picking up the room I was so rarely in. I had been there a few hours when there was a knock at my door.
I knew it wasn’t Saoirse or Armie because the former would have walked right in and the later said he was still two hours out. I opened the door and found a scrawny twenty something standing there with an unnerving smile on his face.
“Uh, hi?”
“Hey man. I’m Josh the new RA. I just wanted to introduce myself. I have been filled in on your situation and just wanted to let you know if you need anything to just hit me up okay. I am totally here to help. Especially if you have anyone bothering you. I have a black belt in Jiu Jitsu and I could totally take them out.” I just nodded as he spoke. He just kept going on and on about the dumbest shit. This was actually what I was expecting from an RA. He was the exact opposite of Armie. I was over this conversation at this point and tried to look for a point to interject.
“Yeah hey Josh? Thanks for stopping by but I’m good and I promise I will let you know if I need anything.”
“Great yeah man. Cool.” He stood there waiting for who knows what and I slowly closed the door in his face. I didn’t know what else to do. A man can only stand the awkwardness for so long.
Maybe twenty minute later I could hear someone walking outside my door.
“Josh you really don’t need to stand guard buddy.” I yelled through the door before it was thrown open.
“Who is this new Josh guy? Are you and Armie in an open relationship now.” Saoirse spoke as she walked in. I sighed in relief as I lumber over to her and practically collapsed in her arms.
“He’s the new RA who is happy to help just incase I need anything because he has been informed of my situation.” I groaned into her shoulder.
“Oh well he certainly sounds like a winner. What did we do to deserve this shining star? What happened with Armie?”
“Well that’s the good news.” I gushed as I jumped back up onto my bed. “Armie has gone and gotten himself his own place. He has given up his Resident Advisor days and now we will get to have a lot more privacy without freshmen asking him to open their doors because they forgot their key.”
“Well lucky boy mister Timmy. What are you and Mr. Hammer going to get up to with all of this privacy?” She laughed and I laughed. I had missed having her around and being able to gush about Armie this way. It wasn’t the same with people who hadn’t met him yet. I was hopefully going to change that soon.
“Sex. Lots and lots of sex. At least that is what I plan.”
“I will make sure to get him a house warming gift then. Fifteen bottles of lube.”
“We are going to need so much more than that. Better make it thirty. But now I want to hear about you. How was you break?”
Sersh and I spent the next few hours catching up from over the break. She had a few fellas fall for her over the break only to break their hearts when she told them that she didn’t want a commitment right now because she wanted to focus on school and her writing. She was telling me about this one guy who tried to propose but she had to practically scream in his face that she couldn’t marry him when my phone started to ring. “That most be lover boy. I know that right tone.”
“Yeah he was supposed to arrive awhile ago. I am surprised I haven’t heard from him till now. Hey Arms.”
“Hey T. I just got in. You busy?”
“I’ve been back for awhile and was just catching up with Sersh. She says hi by the way and congrats on the new place.” She nodded as she made her way to the door signaling that she would catch up with me later.
“Oh awesome. Tell her hi back and thank you. Do you want to come over? I can come get you give you a tour of the new place.”
“I would love to Arms. Just text me when you are close, and I will head down.”
It didn’t take long for Armie to send the text that he was here. I had thrown together a bag being rather presumptive that I wasn’t going to be back here this evening. Armie was leaning against the side of his car as I made my way out of Morrison. Being back in his arms felt right and safe. It was my most favorite place to be lately.
“I’m glad your back Armand. I think I missed you more than I truly realized.”
“Oh Timotheé, I am so happy to back with you. It was nice to see family but you are quickly becoming that for me.” He kissed the top of my head before pulling away. He opened the passenger door and I jumped inside tossing my bag on the floor.
“So Shelton Station. That place is pretty nice, and I thought they had a waitlist. How did you get in there?”
“They do but I bought out some guys contract. I guess he didn’t need it for this semester. The place is pretty nice. Fully furnished. It’s got an on site gym, and game room what ever the hell that is. I probably won’t ever use that but it’s there. It’s a corner space so only one neighbor. I mean I don’t think I could have gotten anything much better than this place.”
“That all sounds great, but I am just stoked that you have your own place now. I mean the dorms are alright the beds leave something to be desired.”
“I agree.” He smirked picking up my meaning as he pulled into a parking spot not far off from building two. He lead me inside and headed up to the third floor. Apartment number 2318. This was going to be my new sanctuary I could tell as soon as we walked inside. The place was very appealing. Gray walls and granite countertops. White cupboards with silver handles. We walked in the main room with the kitchen across from us. The only bedroom was right off the kitchen. A small pantry and guest bath off to the left. It wasn’t anything large but Armie didn’t really need anything large when it was just him. There was a couch and a reclining chair facing the television hung on the wall, with a small glass coffee table between the two.
“It’s not much but it’s mine. For now anyways.”
“It’s awesome Arms. Nice little bachelor pad for you.” I smirked at him.
“Yeah, yeah. Anyways come see the bed room. I brought my California king sized back for you, your majesty.” He laughed and I placed my bag by the wall and flung myself on the bed.
“Yes I think this will do very nicely.”
“I agree. I think you fit perfectly in this bed.” Armie kneeled on the bed as he crawled closer, stopping when he was hoovering above me.
“I think we fit perfectly together.” I pulled him down to me and kissed him. I held him close to me feeling his weight on top of me. This is what I wanted. This is what I had missed being at home with out him. I slid my hand up into his hair as I open my mouth to welcome his tongue inside. His taste hadn’t changed. I could kiss him for hours. I groaned as he left my mouth and started kissing and sucking his way across my jaw line and down my neck. I buck my hips up to meet his, desperately needing the friction. Being away from him for just a few weeks turned me back into a horny teenage boy who just discovered porn.
“There is nothing more that I would love then to be able to continue this, but I called for pizza before I came to pick you up and it should be here any minute.”
“Well as long as we have a few more minutes.” I pushed his chest back, so he fell against the bed, and I crawled into his lap. I started kissing him again, grinding our clothed cocks together since the pizza should be here any minute. I was about ready to blow my load right here in my pants when the knocking at the door started. I pulled away with a pout at Armie. He just laughed at me and placed me to his side. Walking back out to the living room he grabbed his wallet to pay for dinner. I adjust myself before heading out to join him.
I opened the pizza as Armie grabbed paper plates in one of the corners. He handed me a plate and I loaded up with three slices of plain cheese. Armie knew what I enjoyed, and only made fun of me for it every now again. If something isn’t broken why fix it. Cheese pizza was a staple. Armie opened the second box and loaded his plate with his meat lovers slice. He lead me over to the couch.
“Will you grab drinks from the fridge. There are beers, waters, sports drinks. Whatever you want in there.” I placed my plate down before heading back over.
“Your place is really well stocked for you just getting her.” I said as I leaned in the fridge and pulled out two beers. I looked through the drawers for a bottle opener
“Yeah I may have lied about when I got here. I arrived a couple hours before hand. I didn’t want you to have to waste time watching me put stuff away, and I stopped at the store and grabbed a few essentials.”
“Why babe? You know I love spending any time with you. I don’t care what we would have been doing. I also could have grabbed a few things at the store. Like another toothbrush or something.”
That made Armie look up at me from where he was trying to set up the television. “Yeah? I may have picked up an extra or two.” I made my way back to him and placed the drink on the coffee table.
“Good. You’re forgiven then I guess.” I kissed his quick before grabbing for my plate and noticed that he had queued up F.R.I.E.N.D.S. I made a noise of encouragement since I had already taken a bite.
“I told you that we could binge watch it when we were together. Do you want to start at the beginning or just jump from favorite episodes?”
“Let’s start with the ones where Pheobe is going to have her brother’s babies. Those are my fav.” Armie found the season and episode. After starting it he grabbed his plate he leaded back in the couch and I scooted closer to him. We had been apart long enough. I didn’t need any space right now.
We spent the rest of the night watching different episodes and laughing our asses off. It was after my fifth yawn that Armie suggested we head to bed. I groaned and rubbed my face against his chest where I had eventually rested it as the show progressed.
“I am not ready for sleep yet.”
“Who said anything about sleep. I just said we should head to bed.” I could see the smirk on his face without even looking at him. He stood and pulled me up with his. I followed him back to the bedroom this time with not looming interruptions.
He pulled me in close and closed the door behind me. “I missed you Timotheé Chalamet.” He whispered against my ear as he ran his finger back through my curls.
“I missed you too.” There were shivers all the way down my back. He kissed me while my eyes were closed pulling me out of the reverie I had started to enjoy just from his touch. It didn’t take long for there not to be anything between us any longer. We walked back to the bed and he pushed me softly so that I would fall back onto the bed. I looked up at him. My glorious man, full of muscle and strength but still had a soft side that care for me. His cock pointed out straight and I longed to have my mouth around it.
I pushed myself back up the bed as he watched. “Are you going to join me, or am I going to have to take care of this myself?” I asked as I grasped my own erect cock, slowly stroking as his eyes followed for a moment.
“I think I have spent enough time watching. As great as sex is over Facetime, it’s nothing like the real thing.” He practically growled as he finally joined me on the bed. He removed my hand replaced it with his own.
“This? This is mine. I’m the only one who gets to make this cum.” I smiled before closing the distance between us.
“I think you better remind him who he belongs to then.” He then pulled back softly. His hands gripped my hips tightly as he made his way down my chest. Quickly finding one nipple and assaulting it with his tongue. I tried to roll my hips upward needing any kind of friction, but his hands held me down.
“Uh, uh, uh” he tsked as he made his way over to my other nipple. I don’t think my cock could get much harder, but it twitched with such interest I felt as though I was going to come as soon as I enter the heat of his mouth. I tried to focus so that I wouldn’t come so quickly. I took deep breathes enjoying the feeling but staying in control.
When Armie finally let up on my chest he left a trail of bright red marks on my stomach and hips as he finally made his way down to where I really wanted him. I couldn’t hold back my thrust when his warm breath met my tip.
“Armie, please” I was begging and I didn’t care anymore. I needed him.
“Do not come” He stated with such force as he starred me right in the eyes. He quickly looked away and reach up to pull open the nightstand. He found what he was looking for as he brought out lube and a condom. Then he was back to kissing and licking down the indentions of my groin.
“Oh God Tim. I love the way you smell.” I did my best not to squirm and wiggle but I really needed him on my cock. “Impatient little boy aren’t we?”
“Nothing little about it. Now come on Hammer.” He laughed at my comment but finally did what I wanted and wrapped his lips around my throbbing member. I could feel soft little licks to my slit before he slid practically all the way down. I groaned at the sight. Armie was amazing giving head but he had told me that I wasn’t allowed to come yet. I was trying to hold on as best as I could. He wrapped his hand around the base and squeezed tightly. He could tell that I was getting close to my edge and was helping me back down. He popped off as while he still held onto the base. He leaned farther down and took my balls into his mouth. He traced it with his tongue and sucked on it lightly. He was pulling them back when all they wanted to do was pull put tight and release my load.
“Remember Tim no cumming yet.” He spoke as I could hear the snick of him opening the bottle of lube. I closed my eyes trying to bring myself back down. I had a feeling what was about to come next and I knew it was going to test me. I felt the warm of Armies breath as he made his way back down to my cock. When he wrapped around me again I felt his finger between my cheeks softly rubbing at my hole. I push back against him wanting him inside, but he pulled away. I pouted and whined. He didn’t start again until I was still. He continued to blow me as he worked me open. I could feel hot tight I was since it has been weeks since we were last together. I had used toys, but nothing as big as Armie.
It was getting too hard to keep myself from holding back. I needed some on the stimulation to stop. Armie was two fingers deep in me and he kept grazing my prostate while he blew me. I tapped on his shoulder to get his attention.
“Arms I am about to come. I need you to stop.” I whined practically edging myself.
“Love you know your not open enough. It’s been too long for just two.”
“I know. Keep opening me but I need you off my cock unless you want me to come.”
“Okay. Roll over.” Armie helped me up onto my hands and knees. He picked back up with opening me so that I could comfortable take him inside me. I fell forward as he added a third finger and hot my prostate again. He added more tube around his fingers as he stretched me out.
“There you go baby. Take all of it so that your ready for me. I don’t want to hurt you. You look so gorgeous like this.” He continued to lay into me, and prepping me in the best way he knew how.
“I think I’m ready babe. I need you in me now. I can’t take it much longer.”
“Okay. Give me a second.” I pulled his fingers out and opened the condom sitting next to him. I whined at the loss but also for knowing what was coming.
“Shhh baby. On your back I want to see your face for this.” I rolled back over and open my legs for him to fit inside of me. He placed a pillow under my hips, before he grabbed his cock and positioned his tip at my hole.
“You ready my love?” He asked with such concern and I nodded as I bit my bottom lip. He pushed in and I was glad that he had taken so much time prepping me. Even now there was still a stretch and a burn as he pushed in. It was everything that I wanted though. He paused when he finally bottom out.
“So good for me love. I love that you can take all of me the way you do.” I just groaned in reply and gave a small thrust of my hips begging him to move. I needed the drag and pull of him against me. He pulled back slowly before pushing back it. It was as though he didn’t want to be out of me long.
“Armie, armie. You feel amazing. Don’t stop, please what ever you do, do not stop.” That spurred him on. His thrust were faster and harder. Hitting my prostate practically every other thrust.
“Arms, arms I’m gonna, I’m…”
“Come for my baby. You don’t have to hold it for me anymore.” As soon as he said the words I came. Stripes and strips of cum sprayed up my stomach and chest. Armie leaned down and kissed me as I started to come down. “Can you continue.”
“Yeah, yeah. Please need to feel you in me.” It didn’t take much longer as I tighten around me and the sensitivity started to take over that Armie came. He grunted as it hit him.
“Oh God Tim. You feel amazing.” I copied his move as I pulled him down to me and kissed him through it. He pulled back and caught his breath. “Baby. This was everything.” He looked me in the eyes and I could see something behind them. Something he was holding back.
“You okay Arms?” I looked up at him. A bit worried as I looked in his eyes.
“Yeah I am. I’m great Time, and I think I can’t hold this in anymore.”
“Don’t hold it in. Please tell me.” We starred at each other, and I was getting more and more anxious.
“I love you T.” It hit me hard and with such relief. I looked him in the eyes. I had people tell me this before and could tell that they didn’t mean it. They were just saying words to try and make things closer between us to get to my father. That wasn’t there though. I could see in his eyes, that he was telling the truth.
“I love you too Arms” It was out of my mouth before I knew what I was saying, but it was true. I knew it was true before I even came back to school. I am sure mama and Pauline could both see it in me. “I really and truly do.” I laughed with it because I was so overwhelmed with happiness. Armie laughed too before leaning down and kissing me.
“Look at us. A couple of doofs laughing because we love each other.” He whispers as he fell down next to me on the bed.
“I know, but I wouldn’t want it any other way.” I whispered as I made myself comfortable on his chest. I knew we needed to clean up. I had cum drying on my chest and Armie had put the condom God knows where, but I didn’t want to move. I wanted to stay in the arms of the man that I loved and knew that loved me too.
The next few days were a lot of the same. Classes has started but I was spending the majority of my time out of class at Armie’s. Saoirse was getting a bit annoyed with me if her texts were anything to go by. The more days went by more and more of my stuff was here. Armie had made room for me without me evening having to ask. It was such a wonderful feeling. My toothbrush next to his, my clothes hung up in the closet on one side, his on the other, our clothes mingling in the hamper. It just felt so right.
“Hey Arms.” I called out from the couch as he was preparing dinner in the kitchen. “Can I look up something real quick on your laptop. Mine’s dead and my chargers back at my place.” I reached over for his that was on the coffee table in front of me.
“Uh, actually no. Please don’t touch that.” He made his way over to me quickly. He looked really concerned with the laptop in my hand.
“You know I know you watch porn. What’s so embarrassing about that? Is it that really artistic stuff?”
“No Tim. I’m just asking you to not. I can go get your charger for you if you need me to. Just don’t touch this.” He took it out of my hands and walked away from me.
“Geese okay. I didn’t know you were do touchy about your laptop. Sorry.” We had never had this tension between us before. I knew that we were probably due for a fight or something soon. I mean we had been together nearly four months now and had not a blow up. I grabbed my phone and texted a friend to get the info for class that I needed the next day. It would have been easier to look it up myself, but mister stingy was making it more difficult.
After dinner we ended up on the couch watching some movie on TV. Neither of us were really paying attention. “Hey T. I’m really sorry about the way I snapped about my computer. It’s just I’m so used to other people snooping through my things that I have gotten really protective of things. The last guy I dated would go through and want to see everything I was writing. What I was watching, games I was playing. It was too much and made it so that I am not a big fan of people looking into my stuff.” He nuzzled my shoulder softly with his forehead.
“I get it Armie.” I kissed the back of his head that was pointing up to the ceiling. “I get it more than most. The importance of privacy. I get so little of regularly that having it here is amazing.”
“Thanks love. I really appreciate you understanding.” I kissed him and it soon lead to the two of us making up in the bedroom. It was over. We were back to bliss we had been in for so long. I was a bit more observant about his privacy though.
The next week was fine. Until Friday. We had gone to bed together and I fell asleep hard. I had a long week of tests and papers to right. Around 2 in the morning I rolled over expecting to be met with the heat of Armie next to me. Instead I was met with cold sheets. He was gone and from the feel of it had been for awhile.
“Armie?” I called out with no response. I got out of bed and checked the living room. I called out again to him with no response. It did take long to see him out on the balcony, and I could see that he was on the phone. I would have left it at that but he looked really angry with whomever he was talking too. I quietly open the door wanting to go out to comfort him. That was when I heard it and it hit me right in the heart.
“No Nick he doesn’t know, and I hope that he won’t find out. Otherwise it will ruin everything. You think you know everything but you don’t. He’s fine so let’s just keep it that way for now”
I slammed the door behind me and ran back to the bedroom. I had to get out of there. I was such a fool. Armie was cheating on me. He had been seeing some other guy this whole time. That is why he didn’t want me to see his laptop. There were probably messages and pictures of the two of them on there. I didn’t register Armie talking to me and until he grabbed my arm.
“Timotheé what are you doing?”
“I’m leaving in case it isn’t obvious.”
“What do you think you heard? Because I think it’s most likely wrong” I was fuming. I heard everything I needed to hear.
“I heard you talking to another guy who you are just so cozy with. Is this why you didn’t want me to look at your computer the other day? Are his dirty pics all over it?”
“T you got this all wrong, and you are making this much bigger deal out of this then it needs to be.”
“No Armie! I am making a big enough deal when I have found out that my boyfriend is cheating on me with idiotic slut bag for who knows how long.” I screamed as I grabbed my bags and keys and headed for the door.
“I really think we should talk about this Timmy. If you would just let me explain.”
“I don’t want to hear your excuses right now. I have heard enough now let me through!” I gritted through my teeth. He moved but followed me out the door and down the hall.
“Where are you going?”
“Home.”
“It’s two in the morning. How do you think you’ll get there.”
“It’s a collage town there are still plenty of parties going on right now and plenty of Lyfts around.” I had already called for a car and it should be there in two minutes. “I’ll be back tomorrow evening to get my things. Don’t be here.” I growled as the doors to the elevator closed. Armie sighed in defeat. He knew that I had caught him in a lie and there was nothing I could do about it. I held back my tears as hard as I could but my eyes betrayed me. My heart was breaking. What was I thinking falling for a guy like Armie. Of course he has multiple people running after him. I couldn’t believe I had let myself fall so far. I told him I loved him. I hoped Sersh would be home and I could cry on her shoulder. I needed support right now.