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"This is impressive, Ray. You must be very intelligent to create a game that realistic. It's phenomenal." Your calm voice rang through the pink princess room he decorated before your arrival. The young hacker with mint colored eyes and bleached out hair could feel most of his blood rush up to his head, coloring his cheeks a deep red. There it was again. The words spoken by the person he cherished dearly, such a soft note to it. An honest tone that Ray could cry over. Nobody ever spoke so thoughtful to him, like you already knew he's breakable. Yet, you only met him two days ago.
His body never reacted in such a way to compliments. But then again, he never received such heartwarming words in his life before. Ray always thought his Savior's acknowledgment by saying he did a good job or grew thanks to the elexir's the best way to show he's not useless. That he still has a purpose and could be appreciated to some degree. But you. Your words and kind facial expressions, always smiling warmly at him in the way only the setting sun could shine. Eyes so bright and never afraid to show how amazed or, heaven forbid, proud you were. Ray had never forgotten a single word you said to him. How could he.
Before he could sink into thoughts, the young man with magenta colored coat paired with leather gloves bowed in a polite manner. "T-Thank you (N).. I've never.. received such nice words. I-I truly appreciate them." Ray's whole body burned as if he's on the beach for hours. Was it because you're at the same age as his Savior that you're owning this certain maturity to your personality or the fact you have lived a good life so far? Either way, whenever Ray looked at you, he couldn't help but long for so much more. More of your kindness, even if he didn't deserve it. You eyes widened by his words. "I'm sorry, you never got told such simple facts?"
"F-Facts..?" He countered your question with his, slightly frowning his brows up in confusion. Yet your face kept that almost bewildered look tight to be seen for him. "Of course. Ray, you're very talented. How come nobody ever told you how good you are?" With the phone in your hand, sitting on the edge of the bed while looking up to him, Ray couldn't help himself but press the back of his hand to his mouth. He could feel hot tears prick at the conners of his eyes. Talented. You thought he's talented. You told him he's good. Ray didn't know what's going on, if you even realized your power, but hearing this praise in your soft, sweet voice did things to him.
The young hacker tried to suppress when his body began to shake with an unknown feeling. Suddenly he realized something. Your praise made him feel better than he ever felt before, it's not painful for once. It's not just a simple thumbs up for doing his work, this was coming from your heart. Nobody ever showed him that before. No woman ever showed such interest in him. His mother never once praised him, on the contrary, she always found his mistakes just to let her anger out on him. Even his Savior wasn't as compassionate with a failure like him. Was it because you didn't know him well yet? Would that change? The fear's causing his throat to tighten.
Ray didn't want it to change. He needed your compliments, he needed you to tell him he's doing a good job and therefore won't ever be abandoned. The young hacker needed it more than anything else. "I– I designed your room too! All.. All by myself while thinking of you!" The words spilled over faster than his brain could process them. Your body realxed more by his reveal, changing the subject and also the air in the room. Again, you widened your eyes in a surprised way by his sweating face. "Really? You did all this by yourself?" It's quite embarrassing how rapidly he nodded, white hair falling over his eyes.
You huffed amazed, eyes wandered around the room again. Scanning every single item and furniture with the newfound information. He's dying to hear you be nice to him again. "My god, that's impressive.. Ray you're more than just talented, I have no words left by how impressed I am." Your praise spoken without breath, Ray could feel his chest swelling up immediately. Pride filling him after what felt like an eternity. A warmth he never experienced before, something beautiful he never received before. And as everything you're giving him, he's going to cherish it for the rest of his life. "Thank you..! Thank you for t-the compliment."
You chuckled lightly, Ray could've sworn it's the most beautiful melody. "Hey, I'm just being honest. I hope you get told the truth more often from now on." He wished for that as well, even if it's only coming from you. All he needed was you to recognize him. While he's bouncing on these selfish clouds of appreciation, your next words catched him even more off guard. "You're a capable boy, Ray. I bet they're proud to have you." And with that statement, silence followed. It took the young hacker multiple times to understand what you just said. His minty eyes staring at the floor without focus. His whole body tensed under the pressure of the fire inside. Now this hit him differently.
Did you really call him a capable boy? Did you say they're proud to have him? Why did that sounded so much like the conversations he sometimes overhead when going into the city or watch people over the CCTV for recruiting reasons. And whenever he heard things like these, his heart would sink painfully, considering it's always a mother with her child having a conversation. He witnessed some of them before. He heard their words when they cared about their kids. And it's almost exactly the same. Ray never felt so conflicted, yet loved in his entire life.
Wasn't it wrong for him to feel that way? It made him wanna crawl into your lap and kiss you, but at the same time, he couldn't help but imagine that you're caring for him in the way his mother never did. The way he craved all his life, never received however, since his Savior's not much like a mother figure to him. More like a guardian. "Ray..?" You tried to get his mind back to reality, meeting your eyes let the conflict inside just grow unbearable. There's must've been too much visible on his face, he knew he had to do something in order to not worry you. "Are you proud to have me around??"
The question coming across way more desperate than intended, yet Ray still had to figure out what's going with him. Your face shifted slightly, something close to awareness or at least a guess that might get close to his storm inside. You placed your hand onto the bed, phone now resting on the nightstand. "I.." Your eyes wandered for a moment and Ray couldn't take this torturing silence, he placed his hands together, as if he's ready to beg for it to be the case. And maybe, to his shame, he was. Was it a bad thing? He's unsure. "Of course I do. I'm very proud of you. Of having you with me." A grin formed on your face.
"Ah.." The air stuck in his throat for a long moment, it almost caused him to a choke on it. You said it again. You said you're proud of him. From all the people on this planet, you were proud to have him around. Hot tears pricked at the corners of his eyes, nobody ever told him such a thing. He never heard it being spoken from the soul, someone who actually wanted to have him around. A lightheaded huff fell from your lips as you placed a hand on your leg. "Hey.. Ray, do you want me to pat your head for a bit?" That question didn't have to reach him a second time, there's nothing he wanted more.
Ray's body shook as he sat down onto the ground beside you, laying both arms on your thighs to let his face rest in them, hiding away the tears that way as well. To him it felt like a dream too good to be true. Ray didn't deserve any of this, he didn't earn anything for you to be proud of him. But you're so welcoming, you probably accepted him even if he's half dead. At least he prayed heavily that to be the case. His eyelashes fluttered shut by the soft hand of yours touching his hair. A satisfied sigh falling from his lips when you stroked through them, calming the mess a bit. It's the first time anyone ever put so much time and care into his wellbeing.
"Thank you..." He whispered, feeling at ease by your touch. By the way you made sure he's not lonely for once. "Of course. You're a sweet boy Ray.. I could devour you." You giggled at him. The young hacker's cheeks began to burn up again, the heat from before finding its way down his every vein. Did you mean it? What way did you mean it? Ray didn't know if it's appropriate, but he wanted you to use him. All he needed was your recognition, didn't matter if you beat him or stroke his head the way you did at the moment. Everything would do as long as you're there to care for him.
He chewed on his lower lip for a moment. "Y-You want to..? I would be happy if I-I could be useful to you.." Another short moment of silence that followed his words and he's overly scared out of the sudden. What if you're disgusted by his requested? What if you didn't want to deal any more with him than he already did? Ray's frightened to the bone now. But you continued to stroke through his hair, fingers careful to not accidentally hurting him. "I figured you say that. Why don't you take the first step then?" The fear in his system replaced by nervousness within a short second. Ray breathed through before getting back up, sad to leave your touch on his head, he hoped you'll do it again.
Unsure what exactly to do, he hovered above your shape with unsteady legs. Looking down to you this way, having your eyes focused on his own when lifting your chin for him, the fire inside spread with more intensity. He wanted to make you more proud, so proud that you would never leave him lonely ever again. And if that's what he had to in order to make it reality, he'll do it. It didn't matter. Your hands reached up to cup his cheeks in them, soft skin of yours touching his acid hot one. The touch's new as well, but he already fell in love with it. "Kiss me." A shiver ran down his spine by the order.
But who's he to refuse you. Ray bend over more to let his lips rest over yours, a surprised gasp coming out of him when you quickly put your hand on the back of his head to pull him in. The moment your lips touched his, moving against him like they knew exactly what they did, Ray's knees almost gave out. He'd never kissed before, so this was all brand new to him, he couldn't believe you're the one giving it to someone so undeserving. You hummed against his lips with your finger running down his cheek, touching him slightly until you're able to feel the fast heartbeat in his neck.
"Hmn.." Ray couldn't help the little sounds, they're doing what they wanted. You licked over his lower lip then, causing him to gasp again, which you took as an opportunity and pushed your tongue into his mouth. "Ngh.." The hacker's whole body exploded with that fire inside, his knees now giving out completely and making him sit between your legs instead. The feeling's beautiful, wet and warm. You swallowed his moans when brushing your tongue over his. It's so good, Ray never wanted it to end. Having you taste all of his mouth, it's intoxicating.
After you pulled away, with your intese stare directed down at him, Ray could feel something that didn't happend often before, but his pants began to get tight right between his legs. "You like it?" The melody of your voice's perfect, Ray's still high on the bliss of this kiss, minty eyes dreamily watching your every feature. "Yes.. Yes. I like it. C-Can we do it again?" You chuckled shortly by the eager tone before leaning down to give him another kiss. Ray sat back up on his knees to meet your lips halfway, desperate to feel your mouth on his again. He's desperate for everything of you, after all. His body shivered when you let your hands rush through his hair again.
More force this time and all of the affection caused him to tear up. Never wanting you to stop. "Hah-.." You smiled into the kiss, the blush of the young hacker reached the maximum when your hand caught him off guard. Nobody ever touched him there, he hardly payed attention to it himself. "Ah.." But your hand felt so, so good when pressing against his tight pants, rubbing over his clothed erection. That's something so much different, he would've never thought touching that part of his body could feel this great. He couldn't help but move into your hand.
"Ray, do you like that?" You asked him without giving him a break, he couldn't stop jerking his hips up with every movement of your hand. The friction's mind numbing. So much so, he's close to forget you directed a question at him. He nodded, white hair begining to get stuck to his forehead due to the sweat. "Y-Yeah.. ah- Yes I-I do.. please don't s-stop." Ray's voice's begging and as you always payed attention to him the most, you even started to do it faster. "Oh god–!" Trying to bite back a moan, his body burned down. "Can you take down your pants for me?"
The question nagged on his soul for a moment, considering his very bad insecurities. It's you that asked, though, how could he say no? If he would refuse to do what you wanted, maybe you'll grow tired of him. Might replace him or even worse, neglect him. He had to do everything to make sure that wouldn't happen. So instead of running out of the room, Ray's shaking fingers took hold of his waistband in order to get rid of the belt. "Good boy.." You leaned down, hands holding his chin up to whisper into his ear. The words made his heart bleed.
He wanted to hear them everyday, coming from only you. Ray sighed relieved when he pulled his pants down enough to give his hard-on more space. A layer less and the air felt so sensitive. "I take down your boxer, okay?" Not sure how he'll survive that embarrassment, he hummed in agreement. And you didn't waste any time, when your fingers touched him involuntarily, Ray couldn't help but whine. That felt amazing, and you didn't even do anything. Your hair fell over your face when looking down after pulling on his underwear. Now he's exposed.
What if you didn't like seeing it? Would you laugh at him for being so hard already? Ray's not sure how any of this worked, nobody ever taught him. But instead, when he saw you bite down on your lip, his heart hammered against his chest. "You're really sweet, Ray. Very very sweet." He could've sworn that praise made his cock twitch, trying to suppress a moan due to it. That's where the fire came from. "You said before.. And I promise, you can be very useful to me." That's all he wanted to hear, it's so overwhelming he could've cried for the countless time.
The precum made your fingers dirty when you carefully stroked them over his erection. That slight touch alone caused Ray to cry the tears that had threatened to run. "Ah!" He immediately pressed a hand over his mouth, he needed to be careful, not that anyone would catch him doing such an inappropriate thing. His bright eyes rolled back into his head when you put your hand around him, giving him a few pumps. "Nnnh.." His body tried to meet your hand, but you pulled away before he could've received any further pleasure. Ray's about to beg when you sat deeper into the middle of the bed.
"Come here. Unless you don't want to have sex." The word let his skin crawl, how flat out you said it, like it wasn't anything. Ray's brain worked mostly on autopilot when he followed you onto the bed, crawling over you and making him feel powerful for a moment. Sex. You wanted to have sex with him. What was he even supposed to do? Would he be good enough even with his ignorance? Ray had to rely blindly on you for instructions, yet he couldn't complain one bit. You could do to him whatever you wanted as long as you called him a good body. Saying you're proud to be have him around.
Ray followed you until you're able to rest your head into the pillows, looking so pretty that way. "Let's not undress for now, I want to have you do this without distraction." He answered before his brain could process. "Yes! Of course, w-whatever you want.." The smile on your face's something the young hacker would die for without second doubt. "Good. You're a good boy, Ray." It send a shiver down his spine, not noticing when you pulled down your own pants and panties. "I- I am.. R-Right?" You pushed the magenta colored coat from his shoulders.
You nodded and Ray could've died happily right then and there. "Of course, you're so willing to do what I say. How could I not think you're a good boy?" The question for him to answer, however, he wasn't quite sure what to say. Even if he did what people told him to, they never said he's a good boy for something so simple. But you did. He adored you so much because of that. "Here, I show you what to do." Ray's breath got stuck inside his lunges when you touched him again, pulling his fragile body closer until his tip touched your entrance. "Oh.." Not able to speak, Ray's about to pass out.
"Fuck me how you like, pretty boy." You whispered into his ear seductively and he swore, he could've come by that alone. Ray's back ached slightly by such words being directed at him. Working with instincts, the young hacker pushed himself inside of you. "Hah, shit!!" He cursed loudly by that feeling. This was incredible, you're so wet and warm. That's none like his or your hand. The tears that rolled down his cheeks were coming from pure pleasure. "Hmm.. That feels really good, Ray. Continue." Catching his breath, he did what you asked of him.
Ray's whole body shook from the desire to make you feel good. To feel good himself. "C-Can I-" He's cut off with a pretty loud whimper when you rolled your hips against his, there's so much that almost send him over the edge multiple times. But that friction when being inside you, his head's spinning so much he didn't know if it's real or not. "Ray.. move." After being sure he'd found most of his judgement, Ray pulled slowly back out to pushed in again. At first he's slow to get used to this feeling, it's making him high so quickly. "Hah.. Hmm.." His hands grabbed the sheets beside your elbows, trying to keep his body up.
"Fuck, Ray.. like that." You sighed, voice breathy and the young hacker went faster to see more of that happen to you. He wanted you to feel so good, you'll never even think about abandoning him. "Ah- ngh.. G-God.." His throat vibrated by his own sounds, he didn't even realize he's capable of creating them. You met his trust after finding a steady rhythm, just to completely mess him up again. How could this feel so good. "Don't stop.." Ray tried to focus on your red, pretty face and how it unwrapped into complete pleasure due to only him.
Your left hand found its way back into his hair, pulling him closer down to you. Ray panted loudly when he noticed your other hand wandering down to touch yourself right above where he's inside of you. The moment your fingers came in contact with the skin, your back ached from the bed, mouth hanging open. "Ha.." Although Ray didn't understand much, he realized you're sensitive down there. So he carefully took your hand away to touch you the same way with his leather covered fingers. "Ah! F-Fuck! Just l-like that, Ray.." His chest glowed up with more pride when seeing how affected you are.
"I.." Something inside of him boiled up when seeing you so wild, eyelashes touching your red cheeks with the sweat running down your temple, Ray couldn't help but worship how perfect you looked, how good you felt by just his touch. "A-Am I doing–.. good?" He asked without breath, in need of hearing more of your praise. Your toes curled up when he unconsciously teased your clit with his fingertips. "Yeah! Fuck yeah, you d-do Ray.. You're s-so good. Don't stop." His trusts became unsteady by your words, something in his lower abdomen began to get really tight.
You could hear him whine and cry beside your ear, when he twitched inside of you with his movements becoming sloppy, you knew he's close. "F-Fuck.." That's why you placed your hand over his to rub your most sensitive part faster, making you cry tears yourself. "Ray. I'm getting c-close- ah.." He's not sure what you meant, yet he figured that's a good thing. When he hit the right spot, making you gasp loudly, he couldn't stop anymore. "R-Ray!! There- t-there.." His own body refused to slow down, causing you to cry out loudly, he loved these sounds of yours so much. He would keep them inside his heart forever.
His eyes didn't stay open when he felt like he's about to fall over an edge. "I- I.." Not finding the words, he growled low in his throat when he came. The fire of before exploding like a bomb and chasing heat down into his fingertips, making him see stars from the intense feeling. "Hah, fuck-!" He cursed under his breath, pretty sure he blacked out when you whined beside his ear and tightened around him, reaching your own peek. That numbing feeling lasted longer when he continued to give little trusts, at some point they're too much to bear and forced Ray to stop. "Oh m-my god.."
Both of you catched your breath, filled with a pleased feeling which made Ray feel at peace. Tired albeit calm he had to roll over and lay down onto the bed, his body's too weak to keep up his own weight. This was something he never felt before. Nobody let him come that close before, no one told him how good sex could feel. He loved that feeling of being with you more, though. Just knowing you're there with him, only paying attention to him and giving him praise, it's better than anything else. You sighed out before turning your face to Ray, who lay on his side to watch your satisfied face calm down.
He pulled his legs up after getting his clothes right again, watching all of you while embracing the love he had for you as it grew by the minute. That's it, right? Ray loved you, didn't he? You lifted your hand to get back through his hair, that's the moment he's convinced. "You did amazing, Ray.." His smile widened with butterflies flapping through his chest. "I'm happy.. I'm happy you liked it. So please don't leave me, okay..?" Mint eyes staring into yours, he could see a conflict inside of them. It made his heart sink. God no. Everything but that, if you would leave him, Ray's not sure if he could continue to live. He did what you asked of him, so there's no reason for you to leave him behind.
The young hacker would do anything to make you happy when being yours, there's nothing he wouldn't try. You stroked some of the hair out of his face, there it was again. You're beautiful calm smile that he loved the most. "I see what I can do." That's not the answer he wanted. Ray's eyebrows frowned in fear. "Please.. I do everything for you-! I can do this more often for you, if that's it." He insisted, not really caring about himself, anyways. You're much more important. An amused huff fell from your lips when turning as well, cupping his cheek in that now almost familiar manner. "Really?" He nodded quickly, having you blink at him slowly. "Then I make sure to stay, so don't be scared. I take care of you, Ray. My good, good boy.."