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Years passed, who knows exactly how long.
Eventually I felt better, still missed him, but the memories didn’t overwhelm me like they used to.
I learned how to live with the pain, with this empty space in my heart.
We still were a family, but now we all had different jobs, different life-styles, and we weren’t able to see each other that often.
While I was cleaning some tables I noticed how the sky got darker, started to get filled with clouds. It might rain.
I kept doing what I was paid for, when I started to hear how the little drops started to fall.
Another rainy day.
Another rainy day without you.
I used to enjoy these days, but I can’t not think about you, to think about that day.
I’ve been missing you too much lately.
Now that my life is meaningless, I need you by my side, to make days lighter, to shine a light in this darkness.
Today has been a rough day.
My eyes started to match the outside without even noticing it.
I miss you.
I miss them all.
I never thought I would have to be alone ever again.
And you said you weren’t that important?
You were the one sticking us together.
Without you, we got lost.
I got so lost.
I miss you.
Will I ever see you again?
I used to think I would.
Do people still remember our name?
Do they still remember your name?
I miss you. So much.
I can’t take this anymore.
You didn’t ask us if we were okay with you leaving.
Did you even think about us?
About what would happen to us?
I hate you.
No.
I miss you.
That will never change.
I’m still waiting.
To hug you.
Or just to see you from afar.
Are you doing okay?
Is life treating you well?
Just like how you deserve?
I miss you.
God, I miss you.
Can you come back home?
Just for a day.
Come back to me, my Love.
I will never stop missing you.