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Sunghoon-hyung...
I have a lot of questions in my mind right now. I don't think I can sleep tonight. I badly need answers. First of all, what is the probability of a Park Sunghoon appearing as your blind date? Almost zero, right? I feel like I just won the lottery today because how in the world did you become my blind date?! What strings did my friend pull to have you matched with me?
I can vividly remember how I saw you from outside of the café sitting at one of the tables, sipping coffee. How I stopped in my tracks upon seeing you, wearing your black leather jacket and gray turtleneck that suited you so well. How you combed your hair up with your hands while surveying the interior of the shop.
God. You looked so handsome today. Although… you looked kinda pissed… you also kept on checking your phone and your watch. I don’t remember being late though?
Were you really supposed to be my date? Still unbelievable to think about, honestly. I even went to a different table because why would I even assume that you were my date? Turned out it was actually you, when my friend texted me that my date was wearing a leather jacket.
You were the only one wearing a leather jacket in the coffee shop that day. I instantly got conscious of my beige cardigan and printed tee underneath. I looked like an ordinary citizen while you looked like a fucking celebrity.
What's more shocking to me is, you actually talked to me? Like, you talked to me first. I honestly would not have spoken a word back there because I was already satisfied with looking at you. Were you genuinely interested in me? Did I impress you today? Or maybe you were just doing it to be civil... saving me from embarrassing myself. Oh no, did you notice me staring at you? I swear I tried my best to keep it minimal but you just looked so good.
I’m sorry if the date felt awkward (I’m sorry I am awkward). My brain was starstruck by you the whole time. I had to resist the urge to hug you in that moment, that close, in that kind of set-up. I can smell your perfume even if you’re across the table. I tried my best to act like I didn’t know you, so I wouldn’t seem like a creep to you. Did you have fun? I hope you did. It would also be my joy if you did. The way you chuckled when I got a piece of icing from the cake to the side of my mouth, and how you made sure to notify me about it. I would have taken offense to you laughing at me, but… you are Park Sunghoon. I could never. You even offered me a tissue so I can wipe the icing off. I guess you’re that kind.
Too bad you had to leave early because you had training. Life must be hard being a professional athlete… it leaves you with less time to do other stuff. But I understand, and it’s okay! There can still be a next time… right? I asked for your number, which you willingly gave, but I’m not sure when I would muster up the courage to text you. Hell, I don’t think I can send you a simple “hi!”, what more a message to ask you for a second date?
Once that day comes… I hope you don’t leave me hanging. I should ready myself to be sad, shouldn’t I?
Anyway, what I really wanna say to you is, thank you for today!
Love,
Sunoo