Someone send buck to therapy
Me and buck are too similar and I’m projecting
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bucks struggle with self harm after the fire truck. EDIT: he does not care that he’s bi. that’s not part of it anymore like.
also i’m really bad at spelling like really bad so for warning ig. also the lowercase purposely there.
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Buck knew he couldn't tell his team what he thinking and going through (the abandonment issues, his problem with his parents, and whatever else) . He couldn't be exhausting again, especially when they all had their own lives and problems.
He didn't need them just to feel better or less alone.
He could do this.
He just needed another can of beer to deal with it, that's all. -
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Buck has been a firefighter long enough to know what it means when someone is throwing up flower petals. It means heartache and physical pain. It means almost certain death. He knows, of course. He just never thought it would happen to him.
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After his return to work, Buck feels lost and alone due to the way he's been treated by the people he thought were his family. In order to stop the pain, he begins to hurt himself instead.
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Trigger warning: discussion of suicide
“Excuse me, sir? Are you Mr. Kishimoto?” The man doesn’t so much as blink. “Right. I was afraid you’d say that.” In one short huff and the very distant gasps of the crowd below, Buck stretches a leg over his own balcony, balancing himself on the edge. That gets the man’s attention.
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With things no longer the same after the lawsuit, Buck decides that he needs to leave LA. Before he does, though, the team answers a call to rescue a jumper. Buck's heart-to-heart with the man sets off a mess of reactions that just might convince him he still has a home at the 118.
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After the lawsuit, Buck’s still on the outs with most of the team, despite being back a month and apologising almost daily. Waking one morning, and knowing it would be a rough day, Buck relishes with the knowledge that he’d be left alone and treated worse than a probie… except someone’s out with flu and Bobby reluctantly puts him back on calls for the day as a last resort. Something that should make him feel on top of the world ends up feeling like another punishment. Vowing not to let the weight of the day get to him, he tries to keep his head down, only for their first call, Buck’s first in months, end up being one that forces him to relive his past and he reveals things about himself he’d kept secret for ten years.
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