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Johnlock fics that sever the heartstrings and sometimes make up for it in the end
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The Empty Hearse - Another Rewrite by 5point2Atrocities
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
31 Mar 2025
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My version of what should have happened when Sherlock came back.
Sherlock fell off a building and John fell into depression. This work will explore the pain of losing someone and the pain of getting him back.
Warnings: There will be angst, there will be emotional hurt, and there are many references to death, suicide/suicide ideation, self-harm, therapy, psychotropic medications, and explicit content. But this will have a happy Johnlock ending, the one we deserved but never got in the show.
(Did the world need another season 3 fix-it? Maybe, maybe not. If you don't want to read another fix-it then please move on <3 xx)
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Sherlock has returned. John isn't just angry, he's utterly destroyed. But he needs to know how it feels to have Sherlock, with ground rules, of course.
**Bit dubcon because of emotional baggage and their fragile states.
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“You thought…not just you, Molly too. Probably everyone assumed it. You thought that bad things happened because I used drugs. That I made terrible choices and got myself hurt. And you weren’t wrong, not exactly. You just got it backwards.”
What Sherlock put in the box.
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- Part 2 of Another Country
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13 Jun 2025
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Ew!! Poor baby Sherlock and FUCK rowan 🥺
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The Case of John Watson's Heart by ajdumpsherstories
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
26 Oct 2024
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The night after he adds a second bullet to his revolver, he meets Sherlock Holmes.
John's heart is wrenched from his chest with cold, plying words. His body is laid bare, more naked than he was in the heat of the warmest Afghan nights. He feels wrung and laid out to die in a sandy ditch, the bullet wound flayed open under icy-blue eyes.
“Dying to your own hand would be incredibly stupid, Watson,” Sherlock says, “If you’re going to die, let your heart do the killing.”
or; John Watson's heart has never been his own; he’s given pieces of it to everyone, but none more than Sherlock Holmes—and he buries him with it.
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17 Mar 2025
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🥲😮😧😢😫😵🙁😕😔🫢🤭🥹
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Written for this promt on the kinkmeme: "After Mary's death, John moves back into Baker Street, but is still upset at the loss of his wife and child. Eventually, he and Sherlock stumble into a sort of relationship, but it's more physical than anything and they don't talk about it.
They especially don't talk during sex.
If they are going to have sex, Sherlock notices the signs hours beforehand, and he prepares carefully. The lights are off, they're under the covers, he prepares himself using lots of lube so he can make it feel as much like a woman as he can, and he doesn't let himself make any noise so that, if John wishes, he can pretend that he's still with Mary."
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12 Dec 2024
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But it's alright in the end 😌
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One night in the shower, after John found out about Sherlock's... kink, he impulsively wrenched the handle around to cold.
It was worse, when it was John.
It was better, when it was John.(no actual dead people or sex therewith)
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02 Dec 2024
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Not really sad but emotional and a little heartstringy and maybe a little bittersweet idk 😐 😕
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Sherlock and John find comfort in each other's arms, but as ever with these two, it's not your typical relationship. It's fluffy at the beginning, gets deeply angsty in the middle, gets porny at the end. Tried to cover all my bases.
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17 Nov 2024
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Made me cry then smile