Panic
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“Ready to put away those books-” Heather sat down next to Ray, who was flashing those dimples, and there legs brushed against each other, dangling inches from the water, and maybe she shouldn’t mention it-
“Why haven’t we had sex?”
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Heather and Ray have a conversation, that's long overdue.
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this body’s made for loving (it’s not a place for betting) by thebitterlesbian
Fandoms: Panic (TV 2021)
05 Jun 2021
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Dodge Mason knows he’s a boy before he’s five years old.
For a long time, a lot of other people do, too. His parents dress him in hand-me-downs from his cousins, ripped jeans and rodeo tees and flannel shirts filling up his wardrobe, burying the white lace and soft pink ribbons his grandmothers try so hard to get him to wear. He’s four the first time he can remember wearing a dress, a gift from one of them, his dad’s mom, and he stands there at his sister’s birthday party, itchy and sticky and hot and just all wrong as all of the older women fawn over how pretty he looks.
That dress had lasted fifteen minutes, tops, before it was covered in sweat and dirt and blood stains from scraped knees and abandoned in favor of running around in the shorts he’d worn underneath, topless, just like his cousins.
“Andrea Mason,” his mother chides, in a tone he still can’t forget. “That’s not ladylike.”
“But all the other boys do it, mama,” he whines.
“It’s okay for the boys to do it, but you’re not a boy,” she replies, and her words sting more than the peroxide she’d poured over his knees. -
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"No matter what happens tomorrow,” he says, “I’m gonna lose.” It feels like he’s telling her a secret. As though it's been pulled out of him and he is helpless to stop it.
“That’s not true,” Heather whispers shakily.
His smile is sad. “Yeah, it is.”
(an au where the game isn’t rigged by Cortez, the new kid is playing simply to pay off his sister’s bills, and the final joust will test Heather Nill in a way she never could have possibly anticipated.
or how heather and ray beat panic, together.)
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Ray was a Hall. It meant he was deadweight, that loving things was dangerous... mostly, it meant he was an idiot. Which was why he knew he was going to fall in love with her the first time he saw her fly, why he wouldn't have done anything to stop it even if he could, but knowing that didn't make it any easier to say.