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Hyunjin has been at JYPE psychiatric facility for six months, and he has no intention of leaving. He's perfectly happy deflecting questions about his feelings, tonguing his meds, and sharing a singular (illegal) iPod nano with Jisung, Seungmin, and Innie. So what if he can't exactly remember chunks of his childhood, and so what if the mere notion of rejection makes him want to rip his hair out? So what if he's running out time before he's passed on to the next inpatient hospital?
Felix has been a dancer for the Poirot Ballet since he was thirteen, and he has no plans of stopping dance (or his determined path towards perfection) any time soon, no matter how much his body wants to take him out of the game. So when he's sentenced to two weeks of mandatory inpatient treatment for a supposed 'Adderall dependency', he's less than thrilled. After all, he's been nothing but a perfect, moldable, emotionless doll for years. How is he supposed to fake a sickness he doesn't have, while keeping his actual 'illness' secret?
And why does that asshole Hwang Hyunjin have to be so goddamn beautiful?
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Bookmarked by arosegarden
22 May 2026
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This put me through hell and back. Freaking amazing.
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Felix is very excited when his high school Shakespeare Club decides to cover Romeo and Juliet. That is until the club splits in two when they can't agree on the correct interpretation of the play.
Reconciliation seems impossible - then Felix falls for Hyunjin, the most stubborn person on the opposite team.
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Over the last couple of years, Felix has gone on far too many dates with far too many people, and none of them seemed to have panned out past the third date.
He doesn't know what the problem is, because according to his friends, he's a good catch!
Never in his life would he have guessed that the problem lies with his best friend. Well, not just his best friend.
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Felix never knows how to feel about Valentine's Day; he loves the idea of it, but how is he supposed to enjoy it when he never has anyone to celebrate it with?
This year, however, Jisung convinces him to join him on a double date. Felix doesn't have high hopes, because why would an eligible bachelor be available for a blind date on Valentine's Day?
Except there is an eligible bachelor available for a blind date on Valentine's Day, and it turns out that he's Felix's eligible bachelor.
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Felix should’ve known from the beginning that Hwang Hyunjin would be the death of him. It was minuscule attraction, an insignificant crush that really shouldn’t have meant anything at all. Sure, it festered in the bottom of his gut, caused his heart to race and the back of his throat to itch, but it didn’t mean anything.
Hyunjin is kind to him, sure, but only because he has to be. For better or for worse, they’re not friends and they have no reason to talk all that often. Hyunjin has a boyfriend, is Felix's older brother’s bestfriend, is beloved by seemingly everyone he meets. Hyunjin has a million things going for him and doesn’t need Felix tagging like a lost dog.
Yet, a red rose embeds itself inside of Felix's lungs, forcing him to confront the fact that everything he feels for Hyunjin is far worse than mild attraction.