now lemme just say THIS CHAPTER GOT ME FEELIN SOME TYPE OF WAY OKAY
FIRST OF ALL. INTRO. TENSE AS FUCK. YOU GOT HAN PANICKING OVER MINHO AND BEING SO SO DESPERATE i could feel his anxiousness coming off the screen, frantic movements so evident through the words that i could almost see it, and its simultaneously heartbreaking and lovely to seehow much hes cared for someone that he infrequently sees and barely met, with whom he had a sort of falling out. it just goes to show how big of a heart han is and i respect that.
the whole searching scene was just??? idk it felt like my heart was gonna crawl into my throat out of my body and dump its weeping self onto my chest. the angst jumped out (id paint words more poignant than this normally but im still shook from what happened i am Sorry)
and when han foun minho it was just... gentle. theres still underlying tension with minhos situation and han being worried and all, but? its so soft. like "falling in love in the middle of a minefield" soft. or a "living in the midst of a waterfall" soft. i dont know what it is but i love it. its oddly soothing.
BUT MOTHERFUCKIN MINHO GOTTA BE A GODDAMN TSUNDERE AND REFUSE HELP DESPITE BEING IDK HALF DEAD MY HEART GOES OUT TO HAN FOR TRYNA HOLD BACK HIS FRUSTRATED TEARS WHEN MINHO STILL ACTED COLDLY TOWARDS BECAUSE DAMN IF I WERE IN HIS SHOES ID PUNCH SOME SENSE INTO HIM LIKE G O DD A M N can you please please pretty please just accept affection for once in yo LIFE but like again trust issues understandable have a good day
this may be my favorite chapter so far. some part because jeongin finally met 2basco (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) but mostly because of minhos kinda yeah kinda not character development? hes letting his guard down around han definitely. its probably gonna end up bad, , but, , , , count your blessings while you still have them ig
(ngl i mayhaps teared up a lil when (i think) minho kissed hans nape) (HE CALLED HIM JISUNGIE MAYHAPS I AM ACTUALLY CRYING)
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coralreefskim on Chapter 9 Mon 04 Mar 2019 01:20PM UTC
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