And oof a headache can be tough. I’m a little sick myself too though. I think I’ve slept more in the past two days than I have in the week before that combined lmao
And now that I know your birthday is in March Imma congratulate you somewhere in March heheh and you can’t stop me :) Even if we might’ve stopped talking by then I’m still gonna do it. It’s now in my agenda as: ‘random dude on Ao3 who got a haircut’ XD
Gasp NO how dare you planning on ninja surprise birthday congratulating me first! I’m the older one which obviously means I’m the wiser one ‘cause one month (especially February) of course makes a lot of difference so as someone old and wise I advice you: I am gonna ninja surprise birthday congratulate you so hard you’re gonna die of being congratulated (‘cause that’s something that can happen lol)
On a completely different note though, I’m curious. Do you have an OTP? If so, what is it? Best boi? Best girl? This is v important shit I need to know lol
of course you're the wiser one, i bow down to thee
and otp? uhhhhhhhhhhhhh it alternates between shinkami and dabihawks depending on the moment i think
i don't know, I LOVE THEM ALL
and i could never decide between favourite characters, like, that is something I just cannot do. i'll give my heart to all of them. honestly, everytime i see a new character I'm just handing them handouts to front row seats to me breaking down over them
buuut if i had to choose it'd be between twice, kurogiri and shinsou! and mina's hella awesome too
I can agree this is very important, crucial info soooooooo wbu? owo
My OTP is definitely KiriBaku ‘cause I love my bois and their (b)romance is to die for. Best boi is Kirishima. Try to change my mind. Believe me, you won’t. I dunno about best girl though And wow, you love your villain huh? Nicee
And btw I JUST HAD A CONVERSATION WITH MY PARENTS ABOUT ME ‘CAUSE THEY ARE THE BEST (and yes I am bragging about my parents) AND I WANTED TO INCLUDE THEM ‘CAUSE I KNOW THEY WON’T HAVE ANYTHING AGAINST IT AND I KNOW THEY WILL BE OKAY WITH IT AND THEY WERE AND I WAS LIKE: I JUST WANTED TO INCLUDE Y’ALL AND I DON’T KNOW ANYTHING YET I’M STILL TRYING TO FIND IT AND THIS IS JUST IN MY MIND A LOT AND SHIT AND THEY WERE ALL LIKE: THANK YOU FOR TELLING US WE’RE GLAD YOU’RE INCLUDING US AND WE ACCEPT YOU NO MATTER WHAT. IS THERE ANYTHING WE CAN DO FOR YOU? AND I JUST SAID: NAH EXCEPT FOR MAYBE A BINDER OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT OR A HAIRCUT I JUST DON’T KNOW ANYTHING YET AND I DON’T KNOW WHEN I’M GONNA KNOW ANYTHING AND THERE’S STILL A CHANCE THAT THIS IS NOTHING AND THAT I AM CIS SO I DON’T WANT TO ASK YOU TO DO ANYTHING YET ‘TILL I HAVE A BIT MORE CLARITY AND I KNOW A BIT MORE WHAT I CAN DO AND SHIT
Who needs dots and grammar? Lol
BUT I AM DYING AND ADRENALINE AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO SO I’M JUST TELLING A RANDOM STRANGER ON THE INTERNET ABOUT IT ‘CAUSE WHY THE FUCK NOT
And also, I don’t know if this was the right decision to make though ‘cause it makes everything so real. I guess, that could be a good thing though. Idk I think this will make it easier but I’ve still got brothers who are blind and don’t know shit so Idk
AAAAA OH MY GOD BRO IM SO FUCKING HAPPY FOR YOU AAAA IM SCREAMING AAAAAA THATS AMAZING AND DW U CAN BRAG/RANT ABOUT UR PARENTS ALL THE TIME THATS SO GOOD THOUGH!! IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU
and i think it'll def make it easier, no matter what your brothers think and if they give u shit then know ur the better person (although they can change their minds hopefully)
also kirishima is AMAZING. he's such a lil (well he's not really lil) jelly bean sunshine boi! and his hair when it's down? yes, just yes.
(and the villains are awesome XD)
BUT BRO AAAAA IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU LIKE IVE SPENT THE PAST TEN MINUTES TRYING TO CALM DOWN BC OF HOW HAPPY I AM FOR YOU
is it weird to be this happy for someone i don't really know? probably... but heh ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ XD
BRUH I’M ALSO STILL REALLY FUCKING HAPPY ABOUT IT! I STILL CAN’T BELIEVE I ACTUALLY DID THAT BUT JOW THAT A FEW DAYS HAVE PASSED IT FEELS SO UNBELIEVABLY GOOD! I HATE HIDING STUFF AND NOW I DON’T HAVE TO ANYMORE! NOW THEY KNOW WHAT I MEAN WHEN I SAY MY VOICE IS TOO HIGH 😁
And btw, I don’t think my brothers would have anything against me not being cis, it’s just that when I came out as bi/pan it was my little brother (when I say little brother I mean my brother who’s only 1 year younger than me) who had the biggest reaction (which btw was just a: “Really!? You!?). And they were a bit uncomfortable (my dad too btw) when I mentioned it at first. But lately I’ve been blasting them with gay jokes/ships/unnecessary facts and they are a lot less uncomfortable. Now their reaction is more just: “ugh, and there Jay comes with the gay jokes. StOp! YoU aLrEaDy RaNdOmLy YeEt In OuR fAcEs EvErY dAy We DoN’t NeEd AnYtHiNg ElSe FrOm YoU!” Yes my brothers have to go through a lot having me as their sibling 😂 It’s also always fun to throw it in their faces that I’m stronger than them even though I don’t train my arms and I’m in a girl’s body :) Yeah, I must be annoying as hell lmao
That was even more unnecessary information! yAy who doesn’t need that right? Lol
But it’s totally normal to be that happy for someone you don’t really know. I mean, I was also really fucking happy for you when you said you got a haircut. And that was before we even commented (texted? Had a digital convo on a site that’s usually just for reading and writing?)!
Also Bro I’ve just realized something Your profile pic has Tetsutetsu Mine has Kirishima THIS MUST MEAN THAT FATE WANTS US TO BE BROS
Sigh Why am I like this lol
And yes, I do agree. Kirishima with his hair down is n👌🏻ice It be very nice Very smol But also tol ‘Cause Kiri be a manly tol smol boi
Wow, can you notice I’m writing this at 3 am? 😂
Nah man, but I think I’m gonna get a haircut during the holidays (I’m in a two week holiday rn) but I’m scared shitless and I can’t help but feel like I’m gonna back out no matter what. I mean, I know it’ll probably do a lot for my confidence ‘cause I’ll look more like I feel. Which is basically just not a girl. But I’m also scared ‘cause I feel like if I do get a haircut people’d immediately assume stuff. Especially since I’m not known for being girly. The only thing about me that could be assumed girly would be my obsession with certain fandoms and ships. And there’s nothing that feels better than when you’ve proven yourself and someone tells you in your face that they just can’t see you as a girl or when a guy is the only guy at a party and they say “at least I have Jay” in a non-mockingly way. But then again, if I cut my hair, maybe I won’t have to try as hard as I do now to get people to see me as anything other than some girly girl. And I know I’ll be a lot more confident and confidence is something I really need more of. Idk Has anyone said anything about your haircut since you got it? Negative or positive?
Wow, I’m back to my regular long-ass oversharing messages 😂👍🏻
And one last thing, every time I talk about when other people say my name or say my pronouns I change them into the right name and the pronouns I want at the moment I’m writing it
And thanks that you were so happy for me! That made me even more happy about it 😊
lmao randomly yeeting in their faces everyday pffft yes man
i remember also being really worried when i came out as pan ('m only like out to some people) so i'm so glad they're more comfortable ^w^
when i told my sister i was pan, i asked her to not tell anyone, especially our dad and well she told him half an hour later and the first reaction i got from my dad was 'oh are you a boy now too?" and well i don't think i'll be able to come out properly for a bit of a while but that's fine heh
and i totally get the strong thing! i've always been stronger than a lot of guys and just people in general like even during primary school even tho i am a midget (cri i'm only 5'1 imma reallllly short guy TT.TT).
dude THIS IS FATE the pfp have decided! kiri and tetsu! bros for life!
also yeah before i got my haircut (sorry if i've repeated all of this b4 i honestly can't remember what i tell people or what i write and that just shows how much i will probs struggle while studying for the prelims which gosh are very very soon i need to start studying jesus)
so, ignoring that reality check, when i got my haircut i was so scared that my mum or my dad would be able to figure it out, especially because i had also wanted to get a suit to wear for the 4/5th ceilidh and bc they both asked me why but it's fine i think
i was also so scared everyone in school would know bc there are honestly only three girls in the entire school that has short hair and people gossip abt their sexuality (not their gender tho, they just wonder if theyre all lesbians and im so confused bc having short hair doesnt make u a lesbian?) and i didnt really want that happening with me but everyone just said that this haircut looked so much better and it suited me so much more which was nice
lol looking back on old pictures of me with long hair is so strange... ngl it looks like i'm wearing a wig xD
there are some people who's responses were a little more... iffy like this one friend of the family guy who was seeing me for the first time in over 5 years and at the start he couldn't recognise me and thought i was just some guy which was great but then he told me that i looked nicer with long hair and that i should grow it out again and i was just like bitch???? wtf? it's christmas why are you insulting me to my face?
so ye that was strange lmao im not salty
and damn this was long too.
oh i hope i havent put u off getting ur hair cut (i mean i dont think i will but like)
it was a positive thing overall bc i just felt so much better after it yeehaw
Holy shit, I don’t think I have too. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! (Heheh that’s one exclamation mark more :))
And I like that it was so long! Now I’m not the only one writing long ass messages about my life! :)
And another thing, where are you from and how the fuck do your schools work 😂 What are prelims and what is a ceilidh? A ceilidh sounds like some sort of demonic ritual you perform on the ceiling or something like that.
And honestly, that’s actually pretty shitty of your sister. Coming out to people is hard and especially coming out to your parents. That’s something you need to do when you’re ready and not something for other people to do for you. That’s honestly one of the things I hate most. People outing other people. I have this trans friend who came out to his parents. And the next time he saw his aunt and uncle they immediately asked: “Sooo, ‘girl name’. Just a normal question. Do you want us to call you ‘girl name’ or ‘guy name’?” (I’m not saying his name ‘cause he’s not out to a lot of people and Ao3 is a public site and everyone can read our conversations and damn I’m only now realizing that) The first few times a came out to friends as bi I immediately asked them if they thought differently of me. Only when about 6 or 7 people told me that me being bi didn’t change their opinion about me I was ready to tell my parents. That was 2/3 years ago and I’m only now coming out to the rest of my family as bi and I want to be the one to tell them. I’d be paranoid if someone told me that my family already knew because of someone else ‘cause I want to be able to control who knows and who doesn’t. Now, I don’t really care anymore who knows about my sexuality since I first came out 3 years ago, but I’m terrified of people finding out about my gender (whatever it may be. Honestly, gender is just way too confusing). But anyways, come out when you’re ready. It could be in a month. It could be in ten years. You have all the time in the world to come out and it’s honestly a worse decision to come out when you’re not ready than when you are (believe me, I tried coming out before I was ready. Not the smartest thing to try doing)
I think I’m gonna get that haircut tomorrow or the day after that. I mean, there’s really nothing to worry about since my school has had a Gsa for years. Thanks to that lgbtq+ people are really normal and a lot of girls have short haircuts and wear guy clothes (I think there are a lot of trans people in my school). AND there’s this one amazing dude who’s in first grade and who’s about 12 years old and always wears a golden, glittery fannypack (Idk how to spell that) and a full face of makeup. He’s truly my hero.
But thanks btw. I think talking to you really gave me the courage to realize that there really is nothing to really fear. Yes, maybe someone’ll dislike my hair or be mean to me about it, but that doesn’t take away from the fact that I’ll probably feel a lot better when I do take the haircut. So thanks! 💪🏻
Also, yesterday I played a game with my mom and my little brother. And my brother kept saying stuff like: “embrace the king!” But I didn't want him to have a higher function than me so I just said: “Then I am a priest, or no, even better, then I am the emperor!” My brother in a joking manner: “Oh, so you’re trans?” I almost screamed PANIC in my brother’s face lol 😂 But I managed to play it off by making a joking face of confusion then a joking face of realization and then just more over-exaggerations of realizing stuff. And my brother laughed so I’m safe I think 😅
And one last thing: Are you a manga reader? I don’t know anyone who is and I NEED to discuss the last few chapters with someone
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