peter parker's playlist (songfics)
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tell me it's real by mjscorner
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
26 May 2020
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peter has severe FOMO. dying for five years and coming back to a world that had already grieved him did nothing to help it.
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- Part 1 of peter parker's playlist (songfics)
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berenstein by mjscorner
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
27 May 2020
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"God, give me a break," Tony muttered under his breath. Tears pricked his eyes.
"Mister Stark," Peter croaked out, taking Tony's shoulders firmly in his hands. Tony didn't flinch. "Tony, just wait for me, okay? Please. Wait for me."
Tony rubbed a hand over his face. He looked like he wanted death now more than ever. Peter couldn't let that happen.
"You're getting older. You're moving on. And I'm-I'm getting scared, Tony. I think..." Peter swallowed thickly, squeezing his eyes shut. "I think I'll die if you die. I'll-I'll really die. So-so please, Tony, I'm begging you. Wait for me. I'm still somewhere. I still exist."
Tony disappeared before he could really get through to him. Peter collapsed to his knees, shortly after collapsing to his side.
"I'm still somewhere."
No one heard him. He drifted out of consciousness yet again.
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after thanos, vanished soulmates are forced to watch their living soulmates move on without them from the soul realm.
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- Part 2 of peter parker's playlist (songfics)
- Part 3 of soulmate series
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beth by mjscorner
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
27 May 2020
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"I, uh...I have walls."
"...Walls?'
"Walls," Peter repeated, casting a quick glance out the window, longing for some sort of distraction or escape. He found none other than his rather childish tendency to pick at the end of his glove skittishly.
"There's...there's always, uh...a gap in my relationships because of the walls I have. Y'know, protections, barriers, that sort of thing...anyway, um," Peter's voice threatened to break, “everyone I love dies, so...I just put walls up. But then I met you. And my walls were kinda starting to come down.”
“Mine too, kid.”
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- Part 3 of peter parker's playlist (songfics)
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i wanna love you but i don't know how by mjscorner
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
27 May 2020
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“Have you ever been that scared, Mr. Stark? And I mean, like, heart thumping out of your chest, about to vomit kind of scared. Have you?”
Tony paused, furrowing his brow. He couldn't tell if Peter was being serious or not. He had no doubt in his mind that the kid could hear him have panic attacks every once in a while when he invited him to the compound, not to mention that his life was practically an open book to the American public. The kid knew the answer.
He was searching for advice.
And he wanted to tell him. He wanted to impart any wisdom he could on this precious, innocent kid in front of him that had already experienced firsthand more trauma than any kid his age should ever have to. He wanted to tell him, even though he didn't know how.
But Tony couldn't risk Peter taking any pages out of his book.
“No,” Tony said, offering a small smile that barely reached his eyes. “Can’t say I have, kid.”
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- Part 4 of peter parker's playlist (songfics)