i know it's so wrong, but baby, just touch me
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what can I say, baby, what can I do? the monster in me loves the monster in you by Crush_Culture
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
05 Jun 2022
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It's several years down the line from the events of the series. Black is unflinching in pursuit of justice; Todd skirts the edge of the law. But they've reached an equilibrium over time, on the best terms they might ever be on together.
Todd doesn't know if this is something Black has ever wanted. If it's simply a line uncrossed or a line uncrossed deliberately.
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beautiful liars, drowning deep by Crush_Culture
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
06 Jun 2022
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Black seems to have decided over the last few months that Todd’s bed is common ground.
They may be at odds on a base level, but they line up nicely in this.
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this spark is more than chemistry by Crush_Culture
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
26 Jun 2022
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While Todd and Black's relationship continues to be nebulous, Black also develops a tenuous relationship with Todd's company.
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boy, you go in like I never seen by Crush_Culture
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
03 Jul 2022
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It's pretty undeniable at this point that they're intertwined, but neither of them is going to say a thing. It's intimacy, and not just physical, to be able to anticipate each other's needs and have the desire to fulfill them.
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Bruising skin and having another go.
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beautiful fire, love the heat by Crush_Culture
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
22 Jul 2022
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Black doesn't compromise with Todd. Inflexible with restraints, unyielding in punishment, secure in his care.
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fire on fire would normally kill us, but this much desire, together, we're winners by Crush_Culture
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
24 Jul 2022
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"Made for it," Black admires.
And Todd has had the same thought; that he's just some cosmic fucking puzzle piece put into place next to Black's edges, later than he'd like, but not too late altogether.
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they say that we're out of control and some say we're sinners by Crush_Culture
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
09 Aug 2022
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When Black suggests bringing Todd in on the plan, White only agrees because he believes Black is the last person who would trust Todd unless it's genuinely warranted. The rest of the gang go along with it with utmost reluctance because White insists.
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straight through, pierced by Crush_Culture for monokalisto
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
15 Sep 2022
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Black holds the needle up so it’s in full view. Phallic symbolism: it’s not original but Todd is fully aware that he’s easy.
Holes, put there by Black, permanently marring his body if Todd cares for them right.
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"This is more like carving," Black explains. He reaches out and touches the line of Todd's neck, drawing down across his collarbone and bicep. "Probably we'd get it done on your back. Here." He motions towards his own back, likely on the wing of his shoulder blade where Black bit him the last time.
It's time for something indelible.
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i can barely breathe when you're here loving me, fire meet gasoline by Crush_Culture
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
02 Jul 2023
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Black is just doing it every twenty minutes, every half an hour, every hour; kneeling over where Todd is lying supine on the hotel bed and getting both of his hands around his throat, thumbs intimate on either side.
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