thoughtza - a study on c!phil
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After several hundred years of solitude, Phil thought he’d have conquered that strange, ringing hollowness that reverberated through his chest when the silence turned deafening, but something about stillness had become suffocating in the past month.
Or: November 16th and the many weeks before it, as seen through Philza's eyes.
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- Part 1 of thoughtza - a study on c!phil
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It’s as though the day occurred in a vacuum, a time loop of events occurring within themselves infinitely and simultaneously, laid out for Phil to watch and experience, to trudge through like tall grass and shallow waters — just as he rose with the shadows on the morning of November 16th, just as he fell with the sun’s rise and his sword stabbed through his son’s middle, he finds himself damaged and fragile, staring up at the sky as the night fades on the morning of the next day.
In the immediate aftermath of November 16th, Phil tries at all costs to hold himself together. Technoblade is there when he inevitably falls apart.
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- Part 2 of thoughtza - a study on c!phil