A Sinful Self-Discovery
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As Suzy tries to adjust to her newly polyamorous marriage with Arin and copes with the frustration of feeling jealous over Arin's new relationship with Danny, she finds a kindred lonely soul in Brian and his own resignation about Danny. They come together in an unexpected way, and Suzy is forced to fight with many age old social constructs still inside of herself as she comes to terms with what she wants both from herself and her potential new relationships.
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- Part 1 of A Sinful Self-Discovery
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"Question. We've never really had a, uh. A kink discussion."
"I'll make a list, promise," Suzy says.
"That'd be more helpful than you know, actually. For now, though, are you...by any chance interested in public sex?"
There's a thrum in her gut and she closes her eyes for a moment, imagines a myriad of opportunities - Brian fucking her in the backseat of his car, her blowing Brian under his desk, Brian fingering her under the table at a restaurant. "That's a yes."
"Exhibitionism okay? Knowing that someone could walk in on you?"
Fuck. She squeezes her thighs together and imagines the look on Arin's face if he walked in on Brian fucking her against a wall, the surprise followed by the heat in his eyes, the question of if he'd come up behind Brian and reach around him and cup her tits and play with her nipples while Brian fucked her harder. "Yeah, fuck yeah, into it."
"Okay." Brian takes a deep breath. "If I was to...initiate a scene tomorrow at the office involving public sex and exhibitionism, would you be all right with that?"
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- Part 2 of A Sinful Self-Discovery
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A filled commission.
Thanks to Arin very casually suggesting the idea of a foursome to Brian and Danny (without consulting his wife first, rude), Suzy arranges what she hopes is the safest, most comfortable, most welcoming foursome that the world could ever imagine. She can't help it if things get a little messy. But she's even more thankful for the chance to get more comfortable with herself, her experiences with Brian, and the fact that maybe labels are more useless for her personally than she ever suspected.
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- Part 3 of A Sinful Self-Discovery
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Two interlinking triads is a little messy, he thinks, tilting his head to the side. Dan’s eyes wander down to the shape of Brian’s mouth before they finally dart away. Or perhaps it won’t be two triads. Perhaps it might be something new.
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There isn't always a clear set of directions for how to do life with people, especially when you're exploring ethical nonmonogamy. How do you open up and explain your fears to those you care about when you can't even discuss them with yourself?
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- Part 4 of A Sinful Self-Discovery
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A filled commission. As they all begin to sink into each other, Suzy, Danny, Arin, and Brian overcome old emotional obstacles and do their best to live in the moment with their newest lovers.
Chapter One follows Suzy and Danny on two Not-Dates where a few difficult words have to be spoken - and where a few social norms get to be enthusiastically flipped.
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- Part 5 of A Sinful Self-Discovery
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A filled commission. As Suzy, Arin, Danny, and Brian struggle to figure out how they fit into each other's lives, Suzy comes to realize that she misses the energy of the few scenes she's had with Brian. Her willingness to give herself up to him without a fight frightens her. What would happen if she made him fight for her submission - without consulting him beforehand?
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- Part 6 of A Sinful Self-Discovery