Running after you with all I have

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Series Begun:
2024-07-28
Series Updated:
2025-04-06
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Lu Guang is haunted by their first kiss. This is his fifth timeline so far and he doesn't know why he keeps thinking about something that technically never happened.

Cheng Xiaoshi wants to kiss his best friend. This desire can be compared to hunger, with how much he wants it. Too bad Lu Guang is a champion in cockblocking him for three consecutive years now. If it ever happens, Cheng Xiaoshi might just devour him at this point.

Notes:
This series is about yearning and trauma. Lu Guang and Cheng Xiaoshi have a very different experience regarding their mutual history but they still meet halfway.

I didn't tag LG's experience as PTSD because the way I pictured it was less a nightmare than neutral daydreaming. The impact is mostly the same, but their first kiss itself is the real reason why LG cannot lose CXS. This memory, which is supposed to be a positive experience, actually fills him with dread because he transferred all of his fear of losing his best friend on this moment.

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