you don't make me nervous, hell, nobody does these days
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it's like a knife that cuts right through my soul by rosescxrner
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
20 Jul 2024
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How does Charlie deal with all of this? How does he not just shatter immediately every morning when he wakes up?
Well…Nick supposes, he does know how. And that’s part of the problem, really.
Because currently, Nick Nelson is locked in his bathroom with a kitchen knife and his cellphone, and his mum is downstairs, and he is terrified of the fact that he cannot seem to put the knife down.
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Title from Only Love Can Hurt Like This by Paloma Faith
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burning hot through my veins by rosescxrner
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
10 Aug 2024
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Sitting on a couch has never felt harder.
Charlie is next to him, and his mum is in the recliner beside them. His hands are shaking slightly.
Before they’d come downstairs, Charlie had helped him change his trousers. They thought it best to not startle his mum with a large bloodstain before she knew anything. Charlie promised to take them home and clean them, as he had experience cleaning blood from cloth (Nick’s chest feels tight when he thinks about that too hard).
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Part two, continuing "it's like a knife that cuts right through my soul". Can be read as a standalone, not necessary to read from first part.
Title from Only Love Can Hurt Like This by Paloma Faith
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will you let me, baby, lose on losing dogs? by rosescxrner
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
21 Jul 2024
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When Nick wakes up, he already feels as though something is wrong.
The air in his room is chilly, and he keeps himself planted underneath the blankets.
Then, his stomach kicks him and he feels his heart push into his throat. That same, nagging feeling of wrong is back, thicker than before. Almost afraid to, Nick pokes his head out of the blanket slowly, peering at the end of his bed.
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Title from I Bet on Losing Dogs by Mitski
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