grab hold
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“Luke, it’s not a big deal,” Cal whispers from behind him. “It doesn’t have to be this big scary thing, it can just... be us, you know?”
Luke’s laughter sounds forced and maniacal.
“I didn’t even... How long have you been doing this? Feeling this? Am I the only one who’s straight in this band?” Luke fires in quick succession, then stops suddenly. His traitorous hard-on, the cause of his current thoughts, seems to be calming down in the face of panic. His next question is very timid and now, he feels cold, but on the inside. “Am I even straight? Why don’t I know?”
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This is not how this party was supposed to end up. He didn't expect gay revelations about his bandmates, or the sexuality crisis, or the foursome. But what can you do, really?
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- Part 1 of grab hold
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“And you thought I was comfortable with fooling around with my bandmates? Who I’m supposed to retain a working relationship with? Jesus.”
That one does sting. Ash looks down at their feet and almost spits back that sex changes nothing between them, that even being fucking head over heels in love with all of them changes absolutely nothing because Ash isn’t controlled by his dick or even his lovesick brain, because first and foremost they’re best friends, but Calum beats him to it with something way more sensible and way less scary.
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(Ashton's POV of grab hold, don't let go.)Series
- Part 2 of grab hold