love, lust, faith and dreams

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• undisclosed desires by keunillover

  Fandoms: Xdinary Heroes (Band)  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  31 Aug 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Goo Gunil/Kim Jungsu
  • Kim Jungsu/Kwak Jiseok | Gaon
  • Han Hyeongjun | Jun Han/Oh Seungmin | O.de
  • Goo Gunil
  • Kim Jungsu
  • Kwak Jiseok | Gaon
  • Oh Seungmin | O.de
  • Han Hyeongjun | Jun Han
  • Lee Jooyeon (Xdinary Heroes)
  • Infidelity
  • Canon Compliant
  • (in chapter 1)
  • Secrets
  • lying
  • Fighting
  • Slapping
  • (Not the fun bedtime kind)
  • Hand Jobs
  • Mildly Dubious Consent
  • sex as self-harm
  • Sad
  • Amicable Ending
  • Goo Gunil-centric
  • Goo Gunil is So Whipped
  • Heavy Angst
  • Platonic Hurt/Comfort
  • Depression
  • Cheating
  • Self-Sacrificial Gunil
  • Break Up Talk
  • Band break up (nearly)
  • Face Punching
  • Smoking
  • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • Not Canon Compliant
  • (In chapter 2)
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Verbal Abuse
  • Bullying
  • Violence

  Summary

  Gunil wasn’t worried, they’d have gotten lost in a melody together, or simply just talking. Then he opened the door and the first thing he did was shut it again. Shock and disbelief hit him first, surely not.
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  Gunil's world spins out of control when Jungsu does the unthinkable, and he can't even put himself first.

  Series

  • Part 1 of love, lust, faith and dreams

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  English

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