stories of another us (destiel post canon fix-its)
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A part of him wants to be happy; wants to joke around with Sam and Eileen and go LARPing with Charlie and maybe go to the beach like he’d always wanted to. Every other part of him knows too well that he’ll never be happy truly without Cas by his side; the blue of the ocean will never hold a candle to the blue of Cas’ eyes staring into his, and nothing can replace the euphoria of seeing a laugh etched in the crow’s feet around Cas’ eyes. It hurts more when he realises that he never told Cas that he loved him, too; that his angel died as he lived - selflessly loving, protecting and saving without expecting anything in return, laying down his life and happiness for his family’s sake. He gave Dean a million second chances, sometimes at the price of his own life, and Dean wasn’t even able to return even meagrest of his affections.
Thanks to Cas, Dean will have a long, probably not so healthy life; yet, it means nothing if he can't live it with his angel. So, he throws himself into research, hoping beyond hope for a final miracle.
It all changes one sunny afternoon in May, when his phone rings. It’s an unknown number, and Dean thumbs the Accept Call button curiously, spatula in hand.
“Hello, Dean.”
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one last ditch, a new beginning (so take this heart, put yourself in it) by cookiewhore
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
26 May 2025
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Dean’s breath hitches, because all he wants right now is to pull him in and kiss him until neither of them can breathe anymore - and now, Cas needs to breathe, because he’s human, and that means that he can’t fly away and heaven can’t rip him away from Dean and-
“I understand that you do not feel the same way. I apologize for ruining any goodwill you still had for me; I am aware that humans have…complex norms about what can and cannot be said aloud. I’ll leave now. Goodnight, Dean.”
And then Cas is getting up, Cas is walking away from Dean and in his mind’s eye, Dean can see every fragile, pathetic dream of them being together shatter under the weight of his footfalls. He wants to scream out, wants to wrap his arms around his angel and pull him back and show him exactly how much he loves him even if Cas didn’t mean it that way and it’ll probably ruin Cas’ life even more.
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